Dah's journal 2.1

2004-06-19T01:07:00.000-07:00

Well dis is the oddest BS I've ever been through in my life. I swear. Just when I think I've gotten away from crappy POS people ratting on me they turn all around and do it again. Dat's fine though. I'm fine with dat. But guess what? You lil rats. . . will never. . .be able to spy on my feelings again. Think about that, I'll be able to talk about you behind your backs. . . and you will never EVERRRRRRRRRRRR know what I'm saying. Yeah sit there and think, geez I wonder what Dah is saying now but HAHA BIZNATCH You are fresh outta luck. Sure when I talk about people I have my reasons. But this, this topped the freaking CAAAAAKE. I post a question. . . of a quiz. . . just as a thing to kinda laugh at! HOLY HELL DAH FOUND SOMETHING TO LAUGH AT. Well shiznit. I didn't really mean it towards anyone. And if this ticks you off, well, hell, now you know how I feel! And if you think, aw the drama queen is over-dramatizing sht again, go the hell ahead, i have nothing to say to you. And I dare you, I frickin dare you to even TRY to find my new journal.

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2004-06-18T22:00:00.000-07:00

Gold Community expires on: September 11, 2004 (86 days left).

WAAAAAAAH! O_O Thank God it'll go up more since we're on free gold. Dmn. Lol.
Yeah. LOL. Don't ask. AND YAY I'm caught up on Nina's fic! Yay. Go Chris. Heh.
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Yackkkk. O_o; I'm sleepy. And without much to say right now. Um. Oh. Random observation: JT and Paul could almost be father and son, by looks alone. I do think I'm coming down with something. Been sneezing a lot last night and this morning. If so, it'd be the first real major sickness i've had for about a year and a half. That's odd.

Yugioh movie trailer

. . . That looks SWEET! . . . ^^; And the enemy's voice scares me. Heh. *yawns and stretches* With all the BS yesterday, I forgot to mention that I AM GOINGGGGG TO SLIPKNOT BABY YEAH! . . . didn't I? Lol. Yeah I talked mom into it. ^-^; Can you believe I am relieved that . . . N/m. . . Omg. Dmn. Wtg Bold and Beautiful on making me absolutely sickkkkkkk. Lol. Blah. i'm feeling like I did last Saturday, when I got all dressed and went outside and just relaxed. Think I'm gonna do that again at four. Cause I'm just. . . BLAH right now. Heh. I SAW THAT COMING. Jessica and Doc. And she'll get pregnant with Doc's kid. Woot. Dang As the World Turns lol.

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. . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . . . . . . . . Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat? This quiz made me giggle. I'm lazy but NOT a fatso. Dmn rofl. And uh don't even get me started on Lazyestest . . .

Your soul is WILLFUL. You are determined and a
little reckless, and you do whatever you want
to do. You have strong opinions and are not
easily swayed, and your headstrong resolve is
not easily countered. You have few regrets.
People find your refusal to go down without a
fight formidable, and they respect you for it.
You are a proud and content soul.

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Heh. Yup. . . Lol Michelle has amnesia. Woot.

Also in the news, from ANN: Friday night / Saturday Morning will see the Cartoon Network premieres of .hack//DUSK (Legend of the Twilight Bracelet) at 1:00am and Cyborg 009 Season 2 at 1:30

YAY! Heh two more shows to add to my watch list -.o Lol. I'm still getting used to watching Jimmy Kimmel every night lol. I got all dressed and ready to go out and. . . it's raining. Ergh. Lol. Hopefully weather will be better tomorrow.
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I ate supper (got two green Shoyru toys, btw. Just my luck. Twins heh), took a bath and a nap and came back to my computer to find Hirika had messaged me. Ugh. It's serious now. NO ONE respects away statuses. Dmn. Heh. Also had a funky daydream, yes, involving you, Ray. =P Heh. . . Ray. . . where you be? O_o; Are you still sleeping off Disneyland? -_-;;; Oh ya prolly are. >.> <.<; I am thinking about cleaning out my lists even more. I mean we all know. . . even people deleted off your list totally. . . can still message you as long as they ain't blocked. . . so yeah. . . -_-; LOL Geez I got my one list dropped down to 39 people. Whoo I guess it needed it. I had like. . . 120 people. . . O_o Now to get to work on the other lists. -_- MY PARENTS WON'T SHUTTTTT UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. Ack. O_o; I hate Friday nights in open chat rooms. Especially in summer. All the frickin teenager idiots come out. Ok I'm a teen and all. . . but every teen 15 and under are annoying. Ok I'm gonna kill Pogo for making a badge challenge PHLINX! I hate that game! GRR! Course I'm not concentrating good >.<; Yay Ray's on.

2004-06-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

It's never gonna go away, is it? It was sooooo much better when my sis was on. She'd keep me strong and on track and all this and now that she's gone and Charlotte doesn't answer me I feel like I'm sliding off that track and it's so bad I can barely see to type now and I just want my mom and sis back please. My eyes sting. Please bring them back. Please. When they were around I felt like I could seriously move on. And now it feels like they abandoned me and I can't take it. It's like they were my life line and and and i just need them. And tonight's sht didn't help my worthlessness feeling. It made it worse. Please. . . *considers seriously starting the "Get Ruki a brand new computer" thing* I have almost 2500 in the bank. . . I'll buy her one. .. and a ticket to where she lives. . . and deliver it for her. . . and then cry in her shoulder. Cause I need my sis. I'm gonna watch a movie. Bbiaf.
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Movie thing didn't work. Ugh. It's sad just how green my eyes look when my eyes are bloodshot. . . I haven't cried this hard or this long in a long amount of time. I guess I needed to. Ugh ok I feel better. Cackling at peoples' stupidity with Ray is helping.

Badge Progress:
Sun Disk Badge: 2 of 10
Play Dominoes! Badge: 1 of 20
Bon Voyage Super Badge: 0 of 3

Ugh. Lol. Lynne. . . I wanna shout out to you. You're holding me together right now. Thanks girl. Dunno what I'd do without ya, heh. And our situations are scarily similar. But I'll help you through yours and you'll help me through mine and we'll be good. I was gonna copy and paste something here. . . but I can't. . . so I'm just gonna work on my badge some before bed. . . But now that I"m doing it I'm getting teary again. Crap. What do I need to do to get the dumb ass frick out of my head? And Ray please don't tease me about cussing when you read this. I'm just in a really bad mood tonight and I feel like cussing in here. Ugh forget it I can't concentrate too well. All I know is I'm saying goodbye to stress. At whatever measures necessary. I don't need this BS anymore. . . Just go away. . . let me be. . . I need a good night's sleep. . . Sigh. Dmmit how did I get into this mess. . . I. . . just. . . UGH! I'm gonna just go cry into my pillow. I feel like I"ve been transported back a couple months, when I was. . . OH YOU KNOW DMMIT. *leaves*
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Ner. i feel better now. A night of sleep helped. Let's just FORGET I had that moment. . . hour. . . of weakness. Charlotte is talking to me again and i feel better. Of course now she's on brb. . . but I still feel ok. I can live with this. >.<; I lived with it before, I can live with it again. Ok Bold and Beautiful is killing me here. x.X

*talking about a skank in the room*
Lily: she didn't respond to my whipser.....does your husband know your a slut or does he just pimp you out?
Charlotte: lmao
Lynne: LMAO
Me: Rofl
Lily: now she comes in and its Hello Lily
Me: Oh it prolly turned her on
Lily: lmao funk ACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

I dunno I can't really remember what I did after I went to bed. But things are clearer, what I do remember, well, . . . sort of bittersweet things. More bitter than sweet if that makes sense. I think I finally just cried myself to sleep. Yup. . . it was a hard night. . . But I won't talk about it to anyone outside of here, except for maybe to Lynne cause she was there for me during some of it. Considering to put TJ's place on my favorite's list, cause, you know, one more blogger added to that list and I'll never find it again. . . La. I'll go do that. Dmn my bunny account got suspended.

Friday 6/18 A Day In The Life Of A Classroom / Big Bob's Crisis

Must watch! Ugh will have to record it tonight. It comes on at 5:30 AM. Ughhhhh. -_- C'mon Dah.

HASH(0x8422838)

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LOL Yay! Dad got me new tapes so I don't have to record over stuff I ain't seen yet. That was nice timing O_o Ugh yeah so talking with Ray, just about the mandatory, made me feel a lot better. I don't feel as confused as i did.
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Smackdown was pretty good. Heh. And I'm resorting my Pokemon cards. I'm gonna put up my lame new sig lol. YAAAAAY! I'm happy! Just found out while watching Jimmy Kimmel live (Nejo I miss you and Marc isn't doing too good either, you better hurry back! >.<) that there are gonna be new Whose line episodes next week. I'm prolly majorly behind on this news but woohoo! I don't care ^-^; I so am not missing that! Nerm. Almost posting time. This night has been overly boring but relaxing too. I needed a me night I guess heh. ^^; This day has been. . . um. . . good, considering how it started out. ^^;;;;

2004-06-16T22:00:00.000-07:00

I'm a lil disappointed. A reader read at the wrong time. Didn't see something I woulda paid for them to have read. Dang parents still dunno if they're gonna let me go to the Slipknot concert-- well i'm putting my dmn foot down this time. Screw the passive crap. I'm nearing 18. They better treat me like it. Well after a fun day. . . and a good night with my boy. . . and all. . . (Woohoo, Slipknot, baby!) I am going to bed. Fo' shizzle. Cya.
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Hm. *three* badge challenges this week.

Phlinx
Sun Disk Badge:
Get a Jackpot Spin 10 times this week!
Win this badge plus 300 Tokens!

Dominoes
Play Dominoes! Badge:
Win the game 20 times this week!
Win this badge plus 400 Tokens!

Bon Voyage Super Badge:
Win ANY 3 Challenge Badges between June 16 and June 29!
Win this badge plus 3000 Tokens!

. . . Ok. They all ugly badges. O_o Though the domino one looks uh OK. Next week's challenges:

World Class Solitaire: Win the game 20 times this week!
Hearts: Win 5 25-point games this week!

Dandy. Lol. Hate solitaire and dunno how to play Hearts. Blah. Oh great. I'm alone in Keno with Suuuuuuusan and Tifffffff. Well at least they're muted X3;; *blinks* Hmm. Oh dmn it Bold and Beautiful gag me with a spoon. Shiznit. Ridge and Brooke suck. Ah I'm rejoining moneyballs. Lol. I had won 80 some bucks there at point but didn't go there for so long, they deleted my membership by the looks of it sooooooo. . . I messaged Charlotte. . . and she didn't answer me. . . >.>; Ugh stupid dumbbbb parents. I should block them so they can't message me. Cause this is getting really gay. Well wth. Ray just signed in on Yahoo then out. Then in again. Well i'm gonna get some late lunch.

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you are a wate faerie. you control all bodies of
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you are strong bad grumpy all the time you like to
check your email and make fun of homestar alot

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Neener neener XD

You are a romantic writer. You love to portay the
one thing in life that keeps us together: the
love. You like to write about passion, desire,
and sometimes the sadness that comes from love.

About you: You love to dream. You wait for the
perfect person to sweep you off of your feet
and carry you away. You love to be the center
of attention, and love presents. You wait for
that one hug and kiss that will make the
difference.

What type of story should you write, and what does it mean about you?
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. . . Heh.

FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.

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T_T;; It sorta looks like an ice covered mermaid. . .

WORSHIP! You're inner Bombshell is the beautiful
Audrey Hepburn. Like her you've been blessed
with a "certain something" that no
one could describe accurately. You are more
reserved than other bombshells, and that shows
in your gentle, graceful nature. You like doing
things for other people and love volunteering
for your favorite charity. Yours is a rare gift
in this day and age. You don't need to show a
lot of skin to be sexy, all you need is your
eyes. To see Audrey at the top of her game
watch the movie "Breakfast at
Tiffanys".

Who is your inner bombshell?
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Lol.

My japanese name is 猿渡 Saruwatari (monkey on a crossing bridge) 歩 Ayumi (walk, deeper meaning: walk your own way).
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. . . Ayumi. . . huh? Hmm. Awesome ^^; The next character I make will be called that ^^;

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Fly- Let your dreams fly and your spirit soar. You
enjoy being alone maybe running or swimming
just to feel the wind run through your hair.
The weightlessness and grace of it all fuel
you. You're a dreamer and are imaginative.
You're interesting and people tend to like
being around you. In battles you're not a big
fighter but you will do whatever you can to
help. You're a loyal aly and that makes you
honorable and appreciated.

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You belong in the world of balance, where
everything has two sides and everything is not
always what it appears on the outside. Of
course, if you have a sense of humor, you may
find employment as a sarcastic comedian. If
not, enjoy the choices that are presented to
you through life, they will always have two
sides to them,one which leads you to the light,
and the other which entrenches you in darkness.
Walk on with hope, my friend.

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Hmm. I NEED A NEW SIG, BIZNATCH! . . . I dunno. I'm just bored. Pogo is down. And I'm usually eating by now. >.>;
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If you can believe it, Pogo is STILL down and now DB won't load either ><;;;; T_T;;; GS neither. Well shiznit. Sucky freakin' sites. I wonder if it's just Gemmy. She has her random bratty moments like me heh. Eh anyway. Guess I'll read some of Nina's fic till 7:30. I'm almost caught up on it! Up to ch 194, yeah! I'm not sure why but I've felt really pointless, worthless even, today. Mom noticed I was acting odd and asked if it was cause I missed Ruki. I just clasped onto that excuse for it cause I really dunno why I'm feeling worthless. . . but oh well. Andrea will be on in an hour and a half ^^;; My boy is prolly getting graduated right this moment too. ^.^;; Ooooooh Pogo loaded *mood lifts* Now to see if I can get into Keno O_o ROFL There are 8 people in there, geez that's sad. Everytime they release a new game, the site goes down, and i'm getting sick of it. -_- IT IS LOADING, YAY! Uh but it's going very slow. In fact I dunno if you can call this loading. . . x_x; Dmn. OMG Mom had Gemmy up (OLD Gemmy) and I found my old OLD CardCaptor Sakura wallpaper on it, that is frickin Kawaii. Aw. Jimmy Kimmel. This would be funnier if my sis was here watching with me. . . =/ Omg. Rofl no ONE respects an away message anymore. -_- Ooh posting time. Woopee.

2004-06-15T22:00:00.000-07:00

I'm glad Ray was understanding. And Lynne told me to stop worrying. Ok girl I will. Heh. My stomach hurts T_T;; I hope *that* ain't starting again. ow. *collapses onto bed* X_x
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Lol shoot. I just feel oddly annoyed right now. Dunno why really, just. . . ticked off. The usual stupid crap I go through. Ya know. Uh-oh. TJ's place is about to fall off the bloggers of note list. Wah. Apparently Dad's computer is busted. Or at least acting funny. ROFL! Ok Fox just like totally fixed my annoyedness. ^^;

Fox McCloud 199X: Mimilu has a message for you
tadahmonqm: :o Yeah?
Fox McCloud 199X: "Have you seen any demons lately?"
tadahmonqm: LOL
tadahmonqm: Um no
tadahmonqm: Has she?
Fox McCloud 199X: Lumin sees many many demons
tadahmonqm: Uh-oh
tadahmonqm: Lol

*grins* Yeah I needed that distraction. Heh. . . . Mihiramon is the coolest looking Deva. Ugh I'm sleepy. Seriously. Blah. I just caaaaan't wait to write this story about Nickelback's song. Hehe. And uh in DOOL sequels. . . Alex and Ali get together. Hehe. Yeah another story with numerous characters of mine in it. -_- Whee. I should get some lunch. . . Don't really want anything but eh. . .

BORING!
You've got a pretty plain taste online. You just do
whatever you need to, so why bother being
online? You probably don't even use a messenger
service, and if you do, you probably don't
update your profile or ever change your font.
Nothing against you, it's just another name on
my buddy list. Truth is, you're probably boring
in real life, too. This is probably what your
occasional Instant Message box looks like.

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LMAO! Not for those important people ^_~ Ok. I'm taking a quiz and. . .

3) What do you hate the most?
spiders - yuck
whimps... uhg ::rolls eyes::
stupid people
big mean people
my ex... the little bastard
I don't really hate anything..

I have three choices I can take. It's up to you, readers, to guess which three. ^_~;;

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LOL I AM NOTTTTTTT THE GIRL NEXT DOOR. Uh they get in trouble. Heh. AWWW I adopted a bunny. LOL. He's going onto the side of this journal. Just too frickin cute heheh. I need a sig idea. Yay! I talked a little to Andrea. ^^; Cool lol. She has AIM. Whee. Oh I should add Gordon while I'm thinking about it. Ooooh the Magnamon episode. XD;;;
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LMAO hop bunny hop! . . . Yeah.
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Dmn. My Yahoo is still down. . . It won't even work for Trillian. . . Mer.
Source: WrestlingObserver.com

-- Chavo Classic (aka Chavo Guerrero Sr.) was fired by WWE this afternoon, after no-showing two house shows in consecutive days.

-- The straw that broke the camel’s back was no showing last night’s show in Springfield, IL, but there was a big chance that he would’ve been gone by this Sunday anyway.
-- Classic, who is currently the Cruiserweight champion, was originally written into tonight’s Smackdown! tapings, but those plans will obviously now have changed.
. . . Dmn. What have I done to myself. . . Nnnnnnn. Stay strong Joou. Nejo wouldn't like it if you went weak while she was gone. . . >.<; This chapter just really hit home. And it hurt. Yeah. . . Lol. WHY DOES 99X KEEP PLAYING MY SONG????? Geez. Lyrics:

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practice all the things I would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert

Now I know I'm being used
That's okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's okay cause I got no self esteem

We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
this rejection's got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so

CHORUS
When she's saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should speak up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right? Yeah yeah yeah

Now I'll relate this little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score

I know I should say no
But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb
But I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem

Wonder why Ray ain't on yet. . . Hmm. OMG. I uh. I. . . OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. Lol. Ok that's out of my system. STEPH ADMITTED IT!

“Stephanie, aren’t you mad?”

“They love each other, I can’t be mad,” she said, then looked down, “I guess this means, I can’t come around anymore.”

“You can, I don’t mind you being here,” he said, “But I’m going to make sure that Christian and Trish pay for hurting you!”

He started to go and Stephanie out of desperation, grabbed his arm, “Daddy no!”

“Stephanie, what is it, you were with Christian and he betrayed you like that, I’m going to go dock his pay or something.”

“Daddy, you’ve got it all wrong!”

“Stephanie!” Jericho just stood there, watching the two of them. The tension was growing thick in the room, and something was happening, though he couldn’t be sure what it was exactly. A strange feeling was creeping into his stomach and he swallowed hard as he mopped his brow with a towel.

“Daddy, I love Chris Jericho!”

The room froze.

Time stopped.

*giggles* 188 chapters and FINALLY, finally it's out in the open! WOOHOO!!!!! That ch was nuts-- middle made me cry like an idiot and the end made me grin like a fool. . . Lol.

Messages list tonight:

To Charlotte from Sky:

I miss you.

. . . Yeah. Gotta put it in here so I can remember it lol. 10:30 and Ray still ain't on x______X But then graduation is tomorrow I think so eh. . . -_-;

friendlyone20042005: where have you been all night?
Tadahmon: My Yahoo was messed up and wouldn't work till now
friendlyone20042005: mine was earlier too and all i did was restart puter and it worked
friendlyone20042005: hey i was wondering wanna go to another concert?
Tadahmon: Well I'm lazy when it comes to restarting
Tadahmon: Which one?
friendlyone20042005: slipknot in east peoria
Tadahmon: would have to ask the old people
friendlyone20042005: lol
Tadahmon: Lol
friendlyone20042005: well the tix go on sale saturday
Tadahmon: It's before Metallica, right?
friendlyone20042005: yup
friendlyone20042005: next month
Tadahmon: Just a sec
friendlyone20042005: k
Tadahmon: They said they'll left you know by Saturday
Tadahmon: *let
friendlyone20042005: ok
friendlyone20042005: you wanna go though if they ok it
Tadahmon: Yeah I would

YAY YAY YAY!!!!! Hey. Slipknot's possibly breaking up after this CD/tour. I wanna see 'em, uh-huh!!!! ^-^;; guess I'll just keep my away status up all night, since Ray nor Nejo is on. Erg? First night I try to watch a full Jimmy Kimmel, BASKETBALL is on. Dmmit. >.<;

The Star Tribune reports Brock Lesnar was earning about $9 million a year as a professional wrestler. In March, Lesnar walked away from the final five years and about $45 million of his seven-year WWE contract for the chance to play in the NFL, preferably for the Vikings, he said. "I was miserable," Lesnar said. "How many people in life are miserable but don't . . . do anything about it?" If Lesnar makes an active NFL roster, he probably would earn the league's rookie minimum of $230,000 a year. That would drop to about $85,000 if he ends up on a practice squad. Lesnar expects to play defensive end. He is a shade taller than 6-3, weighs 290 pounds and has 9 percent body fat, long arms and unusual speed and agility for his size. The workout with NFL teams was rescheduled for June 2, but that was canceled late last week because Lesnar aggravated his groin pull, according to his agent, Ed Hitchcock. Hitchcock said Lesnar probably will work out for teams individually in two or three weeks. Hitchcock said five teams were committed to attending Lesnar's workout Wednesday: Green Bay, Philadelphia, Kansas City, Dallas and San Francisco.

BROCK!!! T_T; That brings me back to that awfulllll Wrestlemania weekend. Shiznit. C'mon Dah. Deep breaths. You're ok. Heh. I have an odd want to watch that Alvin and the Chipmunks movie tonight. *mutters* Posting time.

2004-06-14T22:04:00.000-07:00

I'm cold. Blah. I'm up to ch 180! Woohoo! XD Well another fight started in Keno. By another person I don't care about. End result? King muted and me racing with people half blind. sigh.

*After I wait in silence for awhile*

Me: *pokes Lynne*
Me: *steals her flower*
Lynne: Hi
Me: LOL
Me: What're you doing?
Lynne: IM
Lynne: and you
Me: you're doing me. . .?
Me: OMGGGGGGGGGG
Lynne: LMAO

Heheh. Hmm. It almost feels like steps were taken tonight. . . towards something. . . that I dunno if I'm ready. . . for. After so much sadness and anger and everything. . . I'm not ready for it again. My mind is still on Lynne and her problems and their similarities to mine and etc etc etc, Ray and how I just want to be happy with him, Sin and having fun with HER, taking care of my online crap. . . and just enjoying the people in Keno as much as I can, my story and writing it as quick as I can. . . I just wanna be my own person again. I seriously think I lost that, lol. Anyway. I'm gonna go to bed. And dream about weird things cause Metallica's "So what" is the last song I'm listening to tonight. Ackkkkkkkk. I swear I had a weird dream last night too and forgot it as soon as I woke up. Ah well. BED! *jumps into it* (Up to 184 in Nina's fic too BTW. . .)
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Ahhhhh was it just me or was that night overly quick? Dang the sleepage just went past like THAT. Nuts. T_T;; O_o; Dad is writing to Neopets about being down for five days straight? I'm changing my screen name there. Dang. LOL. Ack now to catch up at GS lol. Aw dmn. Now I guess I should edit the RPG forum back to normal. Ahh well twas funny while it lasted. XD GS is still loading a little sluggish for me. But oh well I'm just glad it's UP. . . I did miss muh board. I gotta admit. That new Saliva song is cool. X3; I like it lol. Pojo's board. . . won't load. O_o;

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Woot. Lol. Blogger needs to get a new journal up for their little 'Blogs of notice' thing. Though I still find Life at TJ's place oddly yummy. O_o; Life at TJ's place Yeah. Finally I linked to it. *now knows TJ will prolly come read her dumb, teenagerish crap* Ack. Lol. I have a dentist appointment sometime eh next week. That's cool cause I've been taking better care of my teeth. Brushing twice a day and all that. Hopefully they'll find no problems. AND I NEED A NEW PENCIL. . .! Yeah. My old 'Covered in Easter eggs' pencil is nearly all used up. Mainly cause of book reports. Heh. Ok now Blogspots is lagging. What is it with sites today? Lol. No going out today I guess. I sorta wanted to go out and sit in the sun while working on finishing my book reports. . . but it's cloudy and rain is close so I think i'll just not do that. I. . . just noticed something on my Spybot. And it scared me. Wait a sec. OMG. Apparently one of this journal's readers' Internet Providers tracks cookies and thus Spybot deleted its cookie. . . Dang that's screwy. Well time to see what luck I can have with Neopets heh. . .

Crzmama: hmmm
Crzmama: glad theyre gone
tadahmonqm: Yeah me too
tadahmonqm: I'm still kinda getting use to this muting people thing-- it's like only getting to see half of the room or something lol
Crzmama: yep
tadahmonqm: And I had to mute someone else last night
tadahmonqm: Lotteryking
Crzmama: oh wow really
tadahmonqm: Frickin idiot I swear
tadahmonqm: These people just loved to attack me this weekend
tadahmonqm: Well newbie was asking how to race
tadahmonqm: Sooooo I tried to explain
tadahmonqm: And Lottery goes, CHILLY IT'S 1 + 1 = 2, GET IT?
tadahmonqm: So I say, Chilly just add up token winnings at the end of each round
tadahmonqm: Lottery says, HUSH FUNK HE'S NOT STUPID
Crzmama: rut roh
tadahmonqm: I said, excuse me? You're the one doing the 1 + 1 = 2 shr
tadahmonqm: *sht
Crzmama: lmao
tadahmonqm: So he told me to F O
tadahmonqm: I said hell no not for you and muted him
Crzmama: oh no

OMG CJ!!!! *watching Bold and Beautiful* I almost didn't recognize him at first lol. Ya know I was sorta thinking. And it hit me why I hate it when people say they should get a life and etc etc. If you sit there and do whatever and it makes you happy, truly happy, then say you should get a life, well, why? You're happy-- and what you're doing is your life, or at least part of it. So why change it? Like for example sitting here at this computer for the better part of my day makes me happy. And i don't see why I should change it. Even when I get a job and a car and la la la all that, I doubt my life outside of that'll change too much. And uh. How many small town contests do you know of that, if you win, you get 300,000 dollars? I mean daaaaaaaaang. I could see. . . 300 orrrrrrr maybe 3000 if you wanted to stretch your imagination a little. . . but 300,000? Who backed that? Geesh. *cries* NOOOOO POKEMAN NO NO NO NO. It's fun when he starts bugging me and Ray is on because we can make jokes about him but God. . . Wow!!! I got lites and this all at once:

You have won 2500 Neopoints!
You also win the Petpet Buzzer
WOOHOO. Guess Dad and I are going to a steak house for supper in East Peoria. Heh.

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Heh ^^;

Omg.

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Dmn this group is becoming an annoyance. Wendi, wth did you get me into? Why do Crow and Outlaw, two idiots i don't know, keep bugging meeeeeeee?

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OMG. Wth. Lol. That's Mom's sign. Hm. SCARY. Gotta go BYE.
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*begins unjewelrizing herself* Well dat was fun.Except when the people started dancing to country music in there. That was odd. Lol. Uncle Gordon found it funny, especially Dad and my reaction to it. . . Lily said I'm at times a pita. . . lol. -_-;
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Ackkkkk HBK got pwned. I couldn't even loooooook. AND AND AND WE GET JERICHO TWICE IN ONE NIGHT! Yay! I was so happy I jumped and down while sitting on the floor and Dad looked at me funny but I dun care! Hehe!
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LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Lita is pregnant with Kane's kid LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Sorry that just totally like made my night ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl

And

Jericho: Eugene? What was your favorite Jericho moment?
Eugene: When when when Jericho peed in Regal's tea and he drank it!
Regal: *looks ticked off*
Eugene: And I did it too last week!
Jericho: Well that's. . . embarassing. I'm so sorry.
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tadahmonqm: Can you believe
tadahmonqm: We were watching the last match
Jedi Knight CC16: :o
tadahmonqm: And Dad fell asleep. . . I came back here to bet in Keno real fast during a commercial. . . I return to the living room. . .
tadahmonqm: Dad's still asleep. . .
Jedi Knight CC16: XD
tadahmonqm: I start daydreaming over something for my story. . .
tadahmonqm: Commercial's still going. . .
tadahmonqm: Suddenly it ends. . .
Jedi Knight CC16: and it involves me too
Jedi Knight CC16: wink wink
tadahmonqm: And Howard Stern comes on?
Jedi Knight CC16: :p
Jedi Knight CC16: o_o
tadahmonqm: Dad had woke up while I was back here. . .
tadahmonqm: And turned the channel
tadahmonqm: And fell back asleep
Jedi Knight CC16: lol
tadahmonqm: With the remote in his hand
Jedi Knight CC16: X'D
tadahmonqm: So I had to grab it
tadahmonqm: And change it back
Jedi Knight CC16: LOL
tadahmonqm: Lucky I didn't miss anything
Jedi Knight CC16: yah
tadahmonqm: But I turned it back in time to see Jericho get eliminated
tadahmonqm: Dmn
Jedi Knight CC16: Wah

Lol. And Raw was. . . good. Lol. I'm not picky. And. . . ruki is gone. ><;; Her computer is busted. I'm gonna miss my sissssssssssssssssssss wah. Hm. *readies to one word/ignore white noise* I forgot to record Jimmy Kimmel. Oops. Oh well i'll get the last half an hour. Dmn I wish Ruki was on. . . at least she could distract me from crap. Like white noise. >.<; Amuse yourself, jerk. I'm sick of the crap. GO AWAY. Anyway. Posting time. . .

2004-06-13T22:01:00.000-07:00

YAY I GOT MUH BADGE! . . . and I'm dead thirsty. Think I'm gonna get some of Dad's diet sierra mist. And now Friends won't load for me. Wth? ROFL I got T-mon to say Shiznit! LMAOOOOO!

T-mon: . . . I'm gonna kill you now

>.<;;;; LOL! Ackkkkkkkk diet sodaaaaaaaaaa. Blah. LOL. -_-; Go away go away go away go awayyyyyyyyy. My night was AWESOME up to this point. Ugh. Actually i'm numb to that anymore but geez go away anyway. It's all so trivial. Sheesh. *goes back to Nina's fic* Numbness. Wow. Frickin numbness. Just sit here. . . with a smirk on my face. . . close the screen out. . . and talk to Sin. . . no reaction at all. Wow finally I don't feel like i could kill someone when I hear white noise now. Can't say i'll always react like that, I'm just really tired right now, but it could be an every day occurance and if so, yay. Ch 167. Not bad considering I was doing so much else today @.@
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Yeeeeeee I slept in heheh. Uh-oh. Think I'm coming down with something. . . Just sneezed and started coughing really stuffy like. -_- My bangs are growing out good. They're like half down my face now, if I don't brush them back, they'd cover my whole face lol. Ugh. Opening numbers for Keno suckkkk today. Omg. Up to 170 on Nina's story. Dangggggg. It's crazy when you feel like you're being spied on . . . hmm. Omgggg Pepsi mmm *licks lips* Heheh I missed it like crazy last night. That Diet Sierra just didn't do it for me O_o; WAAAAAAAAAAAH NINA IS CONFUSING MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. . . O_O Ah. *goes back and rereads ch* OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. I did misread that. um. Wth. . . LOL! I guess it was Christian. But she did make it seem like it was Jericho. Now it seems like both? Ughhhhhh. Has Linkin Park released five songs from Meteora or am I imagining things?

1} Somewhere I belong
2} Faint
3} Numb
4} Lying from you
5} Breaking the habit

Ok so a couple of these are prolly non-video releases. but it's still odd. I guess only Faint and Numb have videos. Hmm. I remember back when I watched MTV and VH1 so much, I always knew what song was released by who and were video released or just plain radio releases lol. Back in the days of my SOTW contests and stuff. OMG IT was Jericho. Woooooo, LOL. Stupid Nina, confusing me even more. Sheesh.

"You know, you're like the straight man to my comedy, like Dean Martin to Jerry Lewis, and either Abbott or Costello to well, the one who wasn't funny, do you get what I mean?"

"Tangent," she said.

"That's what you should do from now on," Christian told her, "If I start babbling incoherently, you just say 'Tangent,' and then I'll shut up immediately!"

LOL. Tangent. Wish I had a word that could make people shut up. I'd have that dumb thing on copy and paste alllllll dayyyyyyyy longggggggggg. LOL.

misclynne says:
u look at his profile?
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Lol just did
misclynne says:
lol uh huh
misclynne says:
ROFLMAO ..im suprised susan not all over him
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Yeah really
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
She losing her touch?
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Lol
misclynne says:
guess so
misclynne says:
OR
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Maybe me calling her a b1tch effected more than I thought lol
misclynne says:
she has too many to keep up with
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
OR
misclynne says:
lmao
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
She's whispering to him
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Lol
misclynne says:
maybe
misclynne says:
ewwwwww
misclynne says:
lmao
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Rofl
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Yep she's whispered to me and lemme tell ya it ain't a pretty sight
misclynne says:
LMAO
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Rofl
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Those big lips coming near your ear
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Ewwwwww
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Lol
misclynne says:
ewwwwwww roflmao
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Rofl

Heheheheh. Lynne is steadily becoming like an online sis lol. Guess she's taking Gen's place in a way. *smirks* well time to go eat and watch wrestling.
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Bad Blood was actually enjoyable. I mean wow. I don't really care for HBK but even I stayed just to watch and make sure he was ok. And glad to see Jericho pwn Tyson. Lol. And not get hurt while doing so. And frick my radio is so staticky. *goes to fight with it* Finally! I started crying at the start of the Jericho match. I was just so sure something was gonna happen to him. But he's fine ^^; Least I think he is. O_o Ack. Lol. Mom bringing in some dessert pizza made me miss my bet. Pfffffft. Ack my hand still feels funny. Ugh. -_-;;; Heeeeeeelp lol. I need someone to type for me as I rest it. >.>; Hmm that helps. Heh. ^-^;; Um. I think sis' computer is messed up. O_o I hope to God it wasn't that thing I found for her to download last night. I will feel really bad if it is. . . Sigh. Geez. I haven't talked with one or heard from one guy who doesn't wanna like DO Amy Lee, though usually I rarely notice things like that or comment about them in but geesh. LOL Blah blah blah *smacks self in head with ice pack* Yee! XD Where's Ray? O_o; T_T;

misclynne says:
lmao ya shoulda seen susan after ya left
misclynne says:
i think she was upset
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Oh boy
misclynne says:
was funny
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Lol what'd she do?
misclynne says:
pool came back into room
misclynne says:
and we had hugs and raced just me and him..and he kept kissing my ass
misclynne says:
lmao
misclynne says:
she shut right up then left
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Rofl omg
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
I missed it
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Craaaaaaaaaap
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
ROFL
misclynne says:
was just after ya left
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Dmn
misclynne says:
just minutes
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
And all it was was some female "Ooh look at me, I'm so hot" crap for wrestling and the actual show started an hour later
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Frick
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon-- You are the antidote that got me by, something strong like a drug that got me high says:
Rofl
misclynne says:
LMAO

I wish I was there for that. Lol. I need a different ice pack. This one melted to slushiness. Geez where is my boy? Blah. Hopefully his dad didn't relapse ersumjunk like that. Whoa I'm in #26th place in the PPV game at Jericho's message board. Not terrible that I suck at guessing who will win what matches lol. AND I missed tonight's game. Dmmit. LOL. Posting time.

2004-06-12T22:05:00.000-07:00

Hmm. 4/15. 5/15. Aw Ray left. This is a pizza weekend heh. ^-^; Night readers.
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. . . As soon as I signed in, rika messaged me that GS is back up. Sweet. Now to see what Ruki did to the RPG #2 forum O_o; OMG!!!!! ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

RPG for Losers
This RPG forum is for everyone. Ya complaining bakas. Have fun. You losers..

I should go change that. But it's my weekend vacation. Think i'll be naughty and keep it on there till Monday. . . LOL. Can you believe it was 80 degrees at 5 AM yesterday? Lol. Geesh. Let's see.

Hmm.

1} Collect fics
2} Watch music videos
3} Watch Digimon movies
4} Get badges
5} Read Nina's fic

There that's the basic points to this weekend. Time to get started. O_o; Ok FFN won't load. GRRR! Heh. Gotta love lazy Saturdays. I'm cleaning out my favorite's list. The etc. folder I have really needed it heh. My whole computer has taken a cleaning lately. Old music videos, sent files, and the like are swiped. All that stayed are my Jericho videos, my fics and other random things i wanted. Ack guess my watching videos time is over. . . Stupid runtime error keeps coming up. . . Oh well it was fun while it lasted. O_o; Now I can do something else. *sighs* -_-;;; Sis is right. CB is superior to GS. Dmn it. Funny how fate loves to kick ya when ya least expect it. Oh well guess I'll hang with my cuz at DB for awhile. Stupid depression. Sigh. Why do I care anyway? >.<;;; I shouldn't. But I can't help it. . . >.>;;; Stupid Joou. . . Dumb ass rubbing my nose in it anyway. . . Ya know really. . . Charlotte was right last night. . .

tadahmonqm: Lol
Crzmama: lmao
tadahmonqm: We're nuts
tadahmonqm: Lol
tadahmonqm: But I never had simple fun like that with. . .
Crzmama: sweet though
tadahmonqm: Yup lol
Crzmama: no he made everything compicated and only focused on himself
tadahmonqm: Yup

>.<;;;; Yesssssss. >.>;; <.<;;;; I feel better. I just sometimes gets overwhelmed. Bah. I'm sick. . . of being online O_o; Never thought i'd say that, huh? Think I'll just go out side and relax till supper. . . or wait till supper and go out after it. . . then take a bath. . . and come back on. . . Hmm. My song, selfesteem by the Offspring. Heh.
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Ok. ^^; I went outside and just stood around and relaxed and let the warm air soothe me. . . And I noticed ants. .. so I had fun with them. We know what fun I have with ants, huh? Lol antkilling came before pita bashing. . . but both are satisfactory. Yeah. I'm a sad little girl. And Elise will kill me if she reads this cause she likes ants. Ah well. Dad went and got more happy meals. . . we all got Wocky toys. . . funny

Me-- Red Wocky
Mom-- Green Wocky
Dad-- Red AND Green Wocky

mom: *upon seeing my Wocky* What is that?
Me: A red wocky
Mom: *mispronounces* A wet Wocky?

LOL omg. Can't tell ya how relaxing it was to just sit in the back yard and sit a little in the glider that Luke gave us. . . I should do that more often, especially when stressed out.
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Bah. Well time to finish getting my badge O_o;; lol. Then I guess I'll just read Nina's fic cause I'm not up for wrestling with Gemmy to play my videos and stuff. Heh. O_o I came back just in time lol-- Ray hon just signed in ^^;; 11/15. Aw his dad is in the hospital so he left. . . I got my first badge ^^;;; Now I'm trying for my spades badge O_o Um. It didn't. . . effect me. . .? Wow >< Amazing. Heh. ^^; Ugh. Suspicious. hmm. Yay Inu. Omg lol I almost forgot to record UEM except that Mom messaged me. >.>;; Then I had to look past her gay smiley faces and run to record it >.>; >< I ain't won one game of spades. And I've played for hours. . . Ack posting time lol.

2004-06-11T22:03:00.000-07:00

i need a drink. La. Yay no white noise so far tonight LOL! And Ray and i had a religion discussion. Whoo. Woot! I almost am done with MK's Paper Mario project! Yay! Now I get to sit back, read more of nina's fic and eat pudding. Heheheh. ^-^; I think I'm gonna spend Saturday and Sunday (pre pay per view) watching the digimon movies. . . and my Jericho videos. . . if gemmy'll hold out XD;; ^^;;; Ner yay I got closer to my badge. 3/15 on the Freecell one. So back to Keno for a few games till I finish this chapter on Nina's fic and go to bed. Night readers @.@
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ROFL

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crzmama: WAKE THE HELL UP!!!!!!!!!!!
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Tadahmon: What?!
crzmama: well its about time
Tadahmon: Uh-huh, what's up? Lol
crzmama: nothing
Tadahmon: . . .
crzmama: just wanted ya to get up lmao
Tadahmon: Rofl oy
Tadahmon: So that's what woke me up
crzmama: well I tried
crzmama: lmao
Tadahmon: Rofl

*snickers* And GS is still down. Sigh. I'm only online cause they're showing Ronald Reagan's funeral. I won't complain about this. Cause it's like, a funeral, and not some tour or something. O_o; Ooooh Bush. Lol. I'm watching it to see if/when the soaps come back online. . . OMG Did I say online? Omg dang. ROFL. Anyway I just glanced over and saw the Clintons'. . . Bill is looking old lol. Dunno if he could still get an intern or not . . . . Yes and that's all I'm saying. Lol.

http://images2.deviantart.com/i/2004/01/7/9/Yuugiou_Spoof.jpg

ROFLLLLLL KING HIM!!! . . . And whoever reads this but doesn't click the link sucks. Lol.

http://images2.deviantart.com/i/2004/01/3/9/Yuugi__s_father___.jpg

ROFLLLLLLLLLLLLL. Omg. Bakura. Geesh. ROFL! Hmm. Heard the new Saliva song. It surprised me on who it was, lol. Good song, though the use of sh*t in it kinda surprised me-- when did 99X start editing out those four letter words again? I'm listening to a song with f*** in it and it's NOT EDITED. Go fig. OMG No, Tiffany. Shiznit. And Lynne ain't here to help me screw with her. . .

Hey. Watch your head.
We're doing a little repair work around here -- trying to make BlogSkins a better place. It shouldn't take long. Thanks for your patience.

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. . . Well geez. Looks like the funeral is wrapping up. Finally. o.o Or maybe not. >.>; lol. I woke up at seven feeling awful. Head hurt, could barely turn my neck for the pain. Ugh I hate this. . . But I'm ok now so. . . Yeah. Looks like I'll get to post my chapter before sis again lol! I have mine half done and hers isn't even written on. ^^;; Yay! *yawns* >.<; Ridge you gay little frick. Get offa my TV now. . . >.>; GET OFF MY TV!!!!!!!! -_-;;;;;; Why does Mom like Ridge? Ugh. Lol ner. White noise might be coming a little early today. >.>;;; I gotta admit I like the look of the rainbow koi. O_o Yay the soap's back! ^-^; Rainbow koi will go on my picture gallery. Heh go look (www.tadahmon.blogspot.com) in a few minutes and stare at its prettiness XD Ugh Cassie you baka. Heh. -_-; Ugh dmn stupid Susan just attacked me for no reason. Wait till Charlotte hears this. (screen capped it, will show it on the photo journal) . . . Ugh. Geesh think it got too hot or stuffy in my room, I started feeling like crap. Turned on the fan and stuff and feel a little better now. Before i couldn't concentrate on anything. . . Ugh. . .
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Ok now that I ate I feel better. -_-; Ack cold! Lol. I just washed my hair and it's making me shiver O_o

tadahmonqm: Hey
Crzmama: hey
Crzmama: lmao
tadahmonqm: Rofl why was that so delayed?
Crzmama: whats up?
Crzmama: uh I just happened to see my aol blinking
tadahmonqm: Ughhh well you wanted a reason to get Susan, I think you have one
tadahmonqm: It's a little hard to read
tadahmonqm: But you'll get the idea
tadahmonqm: http://groups.msn.com/_Secure/0RwCJAtQVKhOpBCw5*eB4lvIHCOMZbe8Q9kksZWvxa3p0RFHZV5IQpK3g0qop21rHxlr6pPUbfpcjHoYovtrIh0yRPush3VxyQQs30swMWMw/Crz.JPG?dc=4675476076392271418
Crzmama: uh yeah???????
tadahmonqm: The weird little blank looking spots are usually periods
tadahmonqm: She burned me up so. . . I cussed her out a little
tadahmonqm: Lol
tadahmonqm: I was . . .ing at some person who was using caps
tadahmonqm: And she thought it was to her
Crzmama: pffffffft screw her
Crzmama: oh my and you cursed too
Crzmama: lmao
tadahmonqm: LOL
Crzmama: when was this?
Crzmama: today?
tadahmonqm: This afternoon, after you left
tadahmonqm: Of course chicken waited till I was basically alone in the room
Crzmama: we need to be sure lily gets this also
tadahmonqm: Yeah
Crzmama: actually you were censoring that person that said HI
tadahmonqm: Yup
Crzmama: if you want to call that censoring
tadahmonqm: I didn't even say anything
tadahmonqm: It was just three harmless dots
tadahmonqm: Sheesh
Crzmama: lmao
Crzmama: shall we do everytime she says something now?
Crzmama: lmao
tadahmonqm: Rofl
tadahmonqm: Wow she'd love that. . . I'm for it LOL
Crzmama: lmao
Crzmama: did she ever say anything else that you know of?
tadahmonqm: No Lynne said after that she shut up. . . and later she was sucking up to her
Crzmama: who was she saying ty to when you said if you dont like it you can mute me?
Crzmama: pffffffft
tadahmonqm: I think it was a sarcastic ty for me calling her a b*tch?
Crzmama: did you say anything to tiffany?
tadahmonqm: Unless someone whispered something
tadahmonqm: No
Crzmama: id went off on her ass too
tadahmonqm: Tiff just jumped in it
Crzmama: lmao
tadahmonqm: And I smirked at her typoing three times in a row and muted her
Crzmama: lmao
tadahmonqm: Rofl
Crzmama: sweethear
tadahmonqm: LOL
Crzmama: lmao
tadahmonqm: Uh-huh
Crzmama: who is this zizz?
tadahmonqm: Hot
Crzmama: ah ok
Crzmama: did that skank ever come back to the room?
tadahmonqm: Which one? Lol
Crzmama: lmao
Crzmama: uh the wrm bitch
Crzmama: worm even lmao
tadahmonqm: Rofl no not that I saw
tadahmonqm: If she did, didn't chat
Crzmama: man I hate that chick and the more I think about I almost want to say its mona
tadahmonqm: It's possible

Jedi Knight CC16: Your cute ^_^;;
tadahmonqm: ^^;;;
tadahmonqm: :D You too ;-p
Jedi Knight CC16: im silly
Jedi Knight CC16: :)
tadahmonqm: ^^;
Jedi Knight CC16: hehe
tadahmonqm: So. . . I'm cute Dah and you're silly Celebi? o.O
Jedi Knight CC16: im cute and silly Celebi
tadahmonqm: LOL
tadahmonqm: Ok
Jedi Knight CC16: lol
Jedi Knight CC16: Silly Dah :p
tadahmonqm: Oooh so now I'm silly and cute dah
tadahmonqm: I see how this goes
tadahmonqm: LOL
Jedi Knight CC16: Yah
Jedi Knight CC16: ^_~
Jedi Knight CC16: lol
Jedi Knight CC16: wink wink
tadahmonqm: ;)

LOL. Heh ^^; <3 All alone in Keno again so mute on Susan is going back on >.> Oooh. . . Ash's Taillow evolved. Yay. *giggles* ^^;; i need a quick nap. Shiznit. Too tired.
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Wow I needed that. I feel a lot better. Well post time.

2004-06-10T22:04:00.000-07:00

Stupid quiz. . . Pfft. I miss Ray already. . . Parents think I should take a break from the computer. No. . . I should just take a break from the WHITE NOISE! Brb need to do something. . . Ok all my worries are dimenshing. Am concentrating on my sissy. . . and nina's fic. .. and I feel better. TY JJ from Keno for also cheering me up. Lol. I gave Ruki a room . . . heh. O_o; She's my sis. Yup. In every sense of the word that matters. . . ^^; Lynne is worrying me. . . But I'm staying up till she tels me what's going on. I STILL have Robby's cups. . . Sheesh. omg. Ricky and Scoob are getting married? Hm. Lynne is lucky. . . she and Ted's relationship might be repaired. . . mine is past that stage I think. . . it just hurts too much. Night all.
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*yawns* Hiiiiiiiiiiiii. I slept through Young and Restless -_-; and I gotta wait for charlotte to come back for me to talk to her. . . lol. Geez. and GS is still down. La. Oh oh Lynne's on. Ow dang my left hand is still twitchy feeling. . . . . . . I need a font change at Yahoo. Lol.

LOL Parents are fighting over lunch-- dad wants to cook these warm up in oven meals and they take an hour to cook-- Heading back to my room, i heard Mom say "So by the time these things stop cooking it'll be 2 and then I'm starting supper at 3-- what is wrong with this picture?!"

Now they really are fighting -_-;; Cussing, throwing things around. . . Hmm it might be some sort of a food fight cause they have all sorts of freshly bought raw meat out there. . . Blah. I'm sorta relieved GS is down today. Now I don't have to read the white noise that lurks there. . . UGH Parents. >.<; hmm. Egg salad sandwich. . . Ok. . . Ugh Fulton is under a tornado warning. (City just next to us. . .) Ugh geez Charlotte got banned from Pogo again -_-;;; There goes our race for awhile. . .

Tazewell County, IL
Alert Type: Tornado Watch Advisory: # 2
View State Map View US Map STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 345 PM CDT THU JUN 10 2004 THE NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER HAS ISSUED A TORNADO WATCH UNTIL 9:00PM CDT
Sel6 ‑spc Ww 102045 0200-

Oh here we go. . . -_-; GS and Quizilla are both down? O_o

You're Raven. A little creepy sometimes, but you
stay calm by meditating every day. You are
annoyed by Beast Boy most of all. You like to
be left alone most of the time, but you are
still always true to your friends. Stay that
way, and you'll have a good life.

Which of the Teen Titans are You?
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You are Tigger...You are happy, Hyper, and
optimistic! You have a very positive attitude,
and like to have fun!!

What Winnie the Pooh Character are you?
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your going to drown in the tub

How are you going to die
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With all the baths I take, uh, prolly. Lol.

You are Ami, Sailor Mercury

What Sailor Moon Character Are You?
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Woot. Ugh dang it is storming bad out there. I might need to go early. . . Bye all.
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Sigh. Dad cussed me out and made me go downstairs for nothin'. . . I found that spicy foods are my 'turn on'. I think God brought Lynne to me for a reason. . . She's going through basically exactly what I just left behind. . . hmm. Ray. . . <3

Which Harry Potter Marauder Are You?

Heh. ^^;;

You are Black.

Boasting of Power and mystery, you make for an
interesting person. But careful, you may scare
off any potential freinds with your short fuse.

What Color Best Represents Your Personality?
brought to you by Quizilla

Lol.
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I had to run earlier too. . . Sigh.

4p 6/10/04 p077.ezboard.com Status Update

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That's GS' Pub server. . . idiots. I should run Pogo and EZboard. I'd do it all better. Mauhahahaha. Idiots. Dream Board is becoming fun now ^_^ Hehe. I'm working on DOOL. . . lol. This chapter is going. . . ok so far. ^^; Ray should be on in half an hour. . .When I gotta post lol. I desperately need to work on my badges. . .Sheesh. Ner posting time. . .AGAIN no pictures for my gallery. Oh well. Ray's on! ^-^;

2004-06-09T22:05:00.000-07:00

My neck hurts. Ack. . . . My hour is ruined. Sick fricks. Ugh. Guess Lynne and I'll just sit here complaining to each other for awhile cause Ted is pulling it with her too. I NEED to tell her about Terry. . . But how can I so that it doesn't blow up in my face? Hmm. LOL JJ!!! WHITE NOISE! Great name for it! Now I know what to call it in my journal so prying eyes will have a harder time guessing!! Hehe! <3 <3 Raaaaay. . . Hon I'll be on at 1 PM of course ^_~ See ya then, can't wait. I think there's friction building between Spikey and Demi lol. Jealousy? Maybe. Maybe not. XD I'll watch this. (JJ, you recognize Spikey. From my story lol. Demi is a younger Digimon.) Hmm sis just went offline. Oh well. *resumes drawing Alex* I still love Alex! (Not as much as Ray ^_~ But you get the idea Heheh.) WAH I have Metallica's "The thing that should not be" stuck in my head and I find myself randomly saying it O_o; Oh my. Sunny has the beta version of Yahoo again. Time for her to spam me up with different audibles. *sighs* Lol think I'm gonna go to . . . Mahjong garden for a couple games. And why do I get the crazy feeling that Sunny is hitting on me? ugh.

Trish laughed at a joke that Christian told her. She hadn't laughed at anything he said since the last night they were together as a couple. She still had mixed feelings about Christian, but she knew that if she didn't move forward, she would be stuck in a rut with him for the rest of her life, and she didn't want that. Maybe they were destined to be just friends, but she needed to find that out for herself.

. . . Uh-huh. She never shoulda gotten back with him X3;;; Lol well. . . who knows. I need to get furtherrrrr in Nina's story LOL. Geez it goes through a lot of twists and turns. . . I sorta spoiled it for myself. . . lol. . . Night all *wiggles fingers*
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Stupid White Noise. Oh well. . . it helped to rant to Charlotte about it. . . though she's busy with her boy and didn't really answer me lol. And this Ronald Reagan thing is driving me nuts! Just bury him and leave him alone! Geez! A week long tour thing of his dead body? That's. . . disturbing!!

For the first time in his six-year WWE career, Christian finds himself on the sidelines, unable to compete because of a disc problem in his lower back.
The Toronto native prides himself on having the longest consecutive streak without an injury – or at least without one significant enough to force him to miss ring time.
“I’ve never missed any time for an injury,” Christian told WWE.com. “It’s hard for me to call (WWE officials) and admit that I’m hurt. It was like, ‘Man, I don’t want to call them.’ It’s just a hard thing for me to do.”
But the former Intercontinental Champion could not even stand up and was experiencing numbness in his right leg. He knew he had no choice but to see a doctor.
The problem started May 8 during a live event in Lafayette, La. That night, Christian said, he “tweaked” his back.
“I thought it was a sciatic nerve,” he said. “I just figured it was normal. I put some ice on it. … It’s been a pain that I’ve had many times in the past.”
Two days later, on Monday Night RAW, Christian battled Chris Jericho in an extremely physical and bloody Cage Match.
“I took that superplex off the top of the cage, and I felt (my back) again just tighten up on me,” he said.
But again, Christian assumed it was a normal pain that comes with the job. Once again, he put ice on his back and figured he’d battle on.
Christian had a red-eye back to his home in Tampa, Fla., late that night after RAW. Before the flight, he stopped for a quick bite to eat.
“I got up to leave the restaurant,” he said. “I couldn’t stand up straight, couldn’t put any weight on my right leg.”
He had to be helped to his car, and he knew there was simply no way he could fly home that night. He said to himself, “How am I going to walk through an airport? I can’t walk.”
Using his bag as a walker, he checked into a hotel. Preoccupied with his concerns about his back, he ended up misreading his room number.
“I walked all the way down the hall and realized my room was all the way on the other side,” he said. He now chuckles at the memory, but at the time, walking down a long hallway was a nightmare, and he said he cursed himself the entire way.
Once he finally arrived in his hotel room, he said, “I dropped my bags, fell on my bed, and just lay there.”
The next morning, “I actually had to crawl on my hands and knees to the bathroom because I couldn’t stand up.
But, using his bag as a walker again, he managed to get to the airport and catch an extremely uncomfortable flight back to Tampa. Christian normally likes to sit in a window seat and lean over so he can sleep, but he was unable to do that without triggering intense pain.
Throughout Tuesday and Wednesday, he said, the pain was so bad that “it was like someone stabbing a knife in my lower back.”
He could barely stand and walk, and when he sat down for a period of time, his right leg would go numb.
That Friday, Christian went to get a magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) on his lower back. He got the results on Monday, while he was in San Diego for Monday Night RAW.
When he got back to Tampa, he got a second opinion, and that physician told him the same thing: One of the vertebrae in his lower back has slipped forward, causing damage to one of his discs and pinching multiple nerves. The pinched nerves were causing the numbness in his right leg.
Doctors encouraged him to “look at the big picture” – to take a few months off now and let his back heal. Otherwise, if he kept doing what he does – kept wrestling – he’d be forced to undergo surgery within a few years.
That’s the last thing Christian wants to do. “At all costs, I want to avoid having surgery,” he said. “Six, seven or eight weeks of not wrestling is better than going on, having surgery and missing a year.”
So Christian has been focusing on intense physical therapy. “I do it every day,” he said. “I started at a low level and now I’m up to the fourth level, after two weeks. I’m feeling much better already.”
So Christian has been focusing on intense physical therapy. “I do it every day,” he said. “I started at a low level and now I’m up to the fourth level, after two weeks. I’m feeling much better already.”
For example, Christian said he’s no longer experiencing numbness in his leg. He returns to the doctor in a few weeks for a progress report.
Christian has battled through the flu and a myriad of sprains, aches and pains, but he couldn’t just ignore this problem. As loathe as he is to miss ring time, an injury like this is virtually inevitable for someone like him – a veteran of several Cage, Ladder and Table matches, as well as TLC (Tables, Ladders and Chairs) matches, which Jim Ross has described as career-shortening.
“(The doctor) said it wasn’t from the one fall that I had in my Cage Match,” Christian said, referring to his back problems. “It was from all the falls I’ve had in 10 years of wrestling.”

Heh. Poor CLB.

After receiving word from three independent sources that CNBC had severed its relationship with John Layfield today, I contacted CNBC for comment. The following is the statement that they gave me concerning the situation.

“CNBC has terminated its relationship with John "Bradshaw" Layfield following his conduct this past weekend in a wrestling match. We find his behavior to be offensive, inappropriate and not befitting anyone associated with our network.”

MAUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Take that JBL, you racist little frick. O_o; This Kevin scene is confusing me. How did he get to his mom's?! Dang you, CBS, cutting out thirty minutes of the soap for Ronald reagan being put on that airplane . . . And the new challenges are out! Yay! I got on really early today. Well for me it's early. Ugh. I guess I'll just get started on my book reports before supper then. Cause I think I'll have all my online work done by 2 PM. Then I can do other things. La. Omg.

Courtney Love was charged with attacking a female friend of her former managers in April with a bottle and a metal flashlight, authorities said.
The felony charge of assault with a deadly weapon stems from an April 25 incident at the Los Angeles home of former manager Jim Barber. An arrest warrant for the rocker was issued Wednesday, district attorney spokeswoman Sandi Gibbons said Tuesday.
Love was not in custody, and it was unclear whether she had been served with the warrant. She has been charged in three additional cases, including two that occurred hours apart in October.
Her attorney, Michael Rosenstein, could not be immediately reached for comment Tuesday.
Authorities said cocaine and other opiates were found in Love's system after she was arrested for allegedly trying to break into the home of a former boyfriend in October.
Love pleaded guilty in Los Angeles Superior Court to a misdemeanor count of being under the influence of a controlled substance and agreed to enter a drug rehabilitation program in that case.
Love also faces felony charges in Beverly Hills Superior Court, where she is accused of illegally possessing prescription painkillers. She has pleaded innocent in that case and is scheduled to return to court June 17.
In May, Love was arraigned in New York City on charges of assault and reckless endangerment for allegedly hitting a fan with a microphone stand at a club on March 18.

Ugh. Stupid murderous witch.

The National Neopian Bank
Good morning Madam. It's great to see you again. What can I do for you today?
Account Type : Diamond Deposit Plus
Current Balance : 900,815 NP
Diamond Deposit Plus Interest Rate : 9.5% per year.
Yearly Interest : 85,577 NP

WOOHOO! I'm rich! Yay! *prepares to search for a Draik* Oh forget it. People can only bid up to 800,000? I'll wait till Trading is back up. . . Think I'm gonna try to get someone trust worthy to play under Hime and lose in Poker to me. . . but I'm not sure. Unfortunately don't trust Ted enough. . .

He/She loves you and always will. Keep going out
with him/her and tell him/her you love him/her
a lot.

Does your Boyfriend/Girlfriend actually like you?
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^^;; <3 Ugh. More White Noise coming. >.>; Hey Matt's board won't load O_o O_O Uh that was odd. Someone messaged me on yahoo and now it keeps erroring. Um. Odd. >.<; *yawns* Tom is talking ghetto to me. Ugh.

You are Black.

Boasting of Power and mystery, you make for an
interesting person. But careful, you may scare
off any potential freinds with your short fuse.

What Color Best Represents Your Personality?
brought to you by Quizilla

OMG! LOL Great line:

Alexandria: . . . A tramp in wolve's clothing, Olivia?
Olivia: Sticks and stones, Alexandria, if you can't take the heat, get outta my spotlight.

OOOOOOOH. LOL. -_-; Blah blah blah. now this is a different kind of white noise. Guess I'll read fics till Pokemon and Yugioh are over, heh. Ray should be on soon ^-^; OMG! That Rika and Ryo romance fic I read got updated. It's only noteworthy cause I've waited and watched it for months O_o;; Aw Octillery is kinda cute. X3;; It reminds me of Octopimon. . . I need to rewatch the 7 Digimon movies at some point. . . Those were awesome. . . and maybe this time spiders won't bug me XD I just hit lites. o.o
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Mike. . . what would you think if, say you had the Internet. .. and you read this, and saw that i just spent the last five minutes listening to songs and thinking about you. . . and crying a little? I miss you, you idiot. Why did you leave? Why did you tell that retard Jasmine that you had your net canceled to get away from annoying people? Was *I* one of those annoying people? Huh? You suck Mike. You don't deserve anything from me. Yet I keep your character in my story cause you were important to me at one point. . . Still are. . . to a point. . . now though I don't even know how you are physically. . . or how you and your 'new wife' is doing. . . Come back. . .just please come back. . .
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Ok I'm better now. My fingers are still stiff though. Crap. . . . *steathily places TNT in different places around GS and CB* BOOM! . . . >.<; Ugh. I love you Ray where are you? <3 <3 <3 *sighs* Well I told lynne. I hope to God this doesn't back fire on me. . . Or Charlotte. . . or Lily. . . or anyone. But if it does. . . um yeah. . . I got lites again haha. Right in front of Charlotte. Hehe. -_- EZboard scared me about my sig. . .lol. I stretched a few topics with it though. O_o; I should leave Keno soon and go badge hunting. . . I'm dreadfully waiting for that White Noise to start up again. Got like two hours though for that. . . so. . . uh yeah. Ugh it came an hour early. Lol. Oh well. Badge hunting time! . . . Oh ew freecell. Ugh. OMG I hate ittttttttt. ROFL. WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE!!!!!!!!!! Ugh. Damn. WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE WHITE WHITE NOISE WHITE NOISE. Ugh this sucks. SUNNY STOP IT NOW YOU RETARD. Geez people are just ticking me off tonight. Ray ain't though. -_- And Lynne ain't. Ouch. I hurt my hand cause of a fit of anger because of Sunny. . .

2004-06-08T22:10:00.000-07:00

Heh I'm still waiting for Ruki to come back from her sealed draft thingy. . . Playing Phlinx with Lynne. . . Yay! Alex! . . . eh ya. I'm reading ch 10 of Heroes. Heh. Alex will pwn Nathan. Alex . . . Mm. Alexxxxxx. mmmmm. I lovies that character XD Even as evil as he may be. Heheh. *chews languidly on another koolaid bottle* Mm. Geeeeeeez LOL Sin and i stayed up talking till 4 AM. Summer is teh awesome. *adds Draw Alex to list of things to do tomorrow* Alex is yummy. O_O; Geez. Lol.

http://www.fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=1500844

Lol. I just finished this fic. It was cool. *yawns* I'm going to bed now. Gotta daydream a scene out for Alex. I'm making him his own special little story like I did for mike! I think all my original characters should get one, even Star, cause I took Star under my wing! Heheh! Night readers.
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Ahhh. . . *yawn* Ack for God's sake, Ridge, SHUT UP. Oh ugh dumb Bold and Beautiful. Selfish little piece of crap. *yawns* Ah. . . I need a new custom title. I believe I have found Alex's song. Ya know. . . when the whole drama with Mike happened and I was left with his character. . . Months later, Fuel's Falls on me was released and I knew almost immediately that that was Mike's song! His whole story was planned out for me from that point on. Rofl Strong Bad is uber. Um. Is FFN down for anyone else? O_O; Ugh >.<; OMG~! The new HA! Episode is today. Must record so won't forget >.<; Oh and then:

Friday 6/18
A Day In The Life Of A Classroom / Big Bob's Crisis

Yeah I ain't seen those episodes either. La. I'm bored. Lol. Lynne and I were discussing about if it was bad to read lemons-- and we both agreed that . . . stuff done could be worse. So i'm not gonna worry about it. I was just in one of those moods that night. >.<;; Ugh these people in Friends today all deserve to be shottttttt. Lol. Wow ok the room is getting better. Handy and John are in there. Handy is cool. I didn't like her at first but she's ok now.

You are afraid of loud noises, like the sound of
thunder

What are you afraid of?
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-- ROFL NO KIDDING. Is the token collecting, pita bashing, badge winning chat shorthand master of Pogo.com! Yeah that's me. Lol. Oh ugh. Matt. -_-;

Pisces:
Your kisses are starry-eyed, amorous and long-
lasting.

Lol. Hmm. :* :* <3 Yeah. Ray. ^_~;

Libra:
You're too busy worrying about your breath to
really get into your kisses.

ROFL. That amused me. La. Mom and I are alone so we get spaghetti for supper cause Dad is gone with Robby. Heh. Soz. . . OMG! HA! *runs to set tape to record* I should write like special little fics for all new characters in DOOL when I'm done with it. Ray'll be on soon. ^^;; Ray passed! Yay!! Lolz, I date a high school graduate now ^-^; Rofl Keno is hilarious. Geez. I guess Lynne and I are gonna annoy Tiff again tonight. Haha.
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Argh. I missed Ray >.<; Oh well he'll be back on later. . . now I need to get to work! ^^; Ugh I keep losing my pencil. . . >.>; *yawns* I've felt tired off and on all day. Ah. I'd take a nap but I really don't wanna make that an every day occurence.*stretches and watches TV* Stupid little pitas ain't work crap preaching to, oh hell no chick. Lol I went to turbo. NOT because of that little frick. Ugh I mixed up book report 1 and book report 2. Lol. Ugh. LOL My hime account got lites. Omg. Yay! I almost have the Paper Mario thing finished. Now I just need MK to come on and tell me if I should do anything else. O_o; Geez i'm late for posting time again. Oh well lol.

2004-06-07T22:06:00.000-07:00

O_O; Oh my God. Heh. >< Geez. Calm down. Deep breaths girl. OMG. I'm re- reading a lemon. Oh God forgive me. But uh. I can't stop. Ugh i'm going to hell. Um. I wish Ray was on. . . . Or here. Heh heh. O_o; I- It. . . It's . . . Ahhhh!!! ><;; OMG NO LYNNE! You interrupted the good part. Oh well. . . I was driving myself nuts with. . . uh. . . *cough cough* >< Now MOM messaged me! i'm rereading this. It's making me sick with. . . Uh. Heh. It was a sick sorta story. . . but uh. . . I'm gonna reread. Geez, God, don't send me to hell. XD I should find . . . a straight. . . uh. . . yeah. . . Mind is drifting. . . oh geez. My stomach hurts a little cause of uh that. . . Geez.

It's not HBO.. It's just regular ass TV! says:
Nekomon: can you two, uh, shut up?
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- I told you you should never iron the canary! says:
Can you uh go to bed? O_
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- I told you you should never iron the canary! says:
*O_o
It's not HBO.. It's just regular ass TV! says:
Nekomon: I don't know, let's see. *bites her foot, lays down on the other one and falls alseep*
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- I told you you should never iron the canary! says:
*twitches*
It's not HBO.. It's just regular ass TV! says:
o.O
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- I told you you should never iron the canary! says:
><;;;;;
It's not HBO.. It's just regular ass TV! says:
you go nuts! ><
It's not HBO.. It's just regular ass TV! says:
*Joou
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- I told you you should never iron the canary! says:
*takes a deep breath, kicks foot out, sends sleeping Nejomon flying* >Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- I told you you should never iron the canary! says:
*Nekomon
It's not HBO.. It's just regular ass TV! says:
Nekomon: *sleeps all the way out the window*
It's not HBO.. It's just regular ass TV! says:
O.O
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- I told you you should never iron the canary! says:
*massages foot* . . .
It's not HBO.. It's just regular ass TV! says:
um.. good job?
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- I told you you should never iron the canary! says:
*relaxes* X-D I thought so

ROFL! GOAL! I'm going to bed soon. . . I just wanna finish reading Nina's fic. . . YES I stopped reading naughty stories. 150. ^^; night all.
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*yawns* Ridge sucks. And so does CBS. I was really getting into Young and Restless today, things were going good, then BAM! They cut in on the last five minutes to show Ronald Reagan's casket being taken to some library. Ok I can see it's somewhat newsworthy. . .but WHY during MY SOAP?! WAH! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Now they cut into As The World Turns. Dang it, CBS!!! >.<;; omg. 30 minute ceramony? Pleaseeeeee don't show it all x_X Ugh. They did. now interrupting Guiding Light. . . OMG The last HA! episode is tomorrow. O_o; YAY! A Harry Potter quiz XD OMG Pilar and Simon are working together?! SHWEE! Omg this day sucks. We're out of Pepsi. Wth. I'm forced to drink this stuff called Red Fusion. I dunno what they fuse it with and I don't wanna know. T_T I want Pepsi.YAY! Mom went out to the garage and found some.

First picture of the day (to go in www.tadahmon.blogspot.com after I post this) is the weekly www.lelola.com picture, of CardCaptor Sakura. It's a cute picture ^^

Hmm. I found that green stone. . . and a tylonel on my floor. . . yay. Alright now I need glue. Stupid stone is NOT held in this necklace at all. . . so of course it fell out at the first chance it got. . . ugh. WHERE'S MY GLUE?! Lol.

Second picture of the day is the two cups I accidentally stole from Robby oops. Forgot to give them to him. Heh.

Robby's cups were all sticky. . . as SICK as that sounds. . . O_o
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Wrestling on in an hour ^-^; Think I'll stalk Lynne into Phlinx. . . lol. When I finish a couple things. I have A LOT to do tonight but I feel like being lazy today. .. or at least right now. Baths always make me this way ^^;; =/ Hope Ray did ok on his exam and the teacher marks 'em soon so he won't worry about those any longer. Heheh Lily said I have intelligence and looks. . . It's sort of a boost. . . when people say that . . . I guess i shouldn't think so low of myself. Heh. ^^;;; Ack! I can't stalk Lynne. The room she's in is full. T.T oh well. I'll get my own room ^_~
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*yawns* I just had to take a nap after watching wrestling-- it wasn't boring. . . but I was sleepy from working on book reports. . . Now I'm trying to type them up. Lol. Busy right now >.>; Omg.

Lily: Damn what are you, a mini Crz, funk?

Me: I'm Crz Jr, dmn it!
Crz: No you're a pita
Me: Ack!

ROFL. I didn't see her come back in. Posting time. ^^;;;

2004-06-06T22:02:00.000-07:00

144. Blah. 145. Still no Ray. -_-; I'm not watching the anime reshow if he doesn't come online. . . Geez this is the first day in a long time like NOTHING has happened lol. I ain't even chatted with anyone on my messengers since. . . eh 8 PM or so. *sighs* Now to spend a while scanning through my pictures my webcam took. *chuckles weakly* I was thinking of taking a bath. . . but Ray needs me. . . so I'll stick around. 146. ^-^;; I'm about to go to bed. Want to get some sleep in for Day After Tomorrow, which I am gonna see, cause I'm not over critical like that. Lol. Ok so . . . I'm going to the movie now just to see if it sucks as some people says it does or to say if it's as good as other people say. LOL Yes I'm stupid. We'll see ^_~ I will go in openminded and try to enjoy myself though. 147. Night night readers. ^^;
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Welllllll frick. I only got four hours of sleep, give and take, between not feeling too good (my headaches. . . and it was hot in my room. . .), not sleeping, then the parents kept coming in. So now we're going to movies in two hours. . . and then to dinner tonight with Robby, Aunt Mary Sue and Uncle Gene. What I love with all this is the parents never ask me. It's just We're going, get ready! . . . And i'm like, wah! Cause I'm not feeling too great right now. =/ Wow George came and visited me in Friends. That was a surprise. Course he was the guy who sent me porn when I was thirteen and almost got me banned from the computer totally. He's changed a lot though-- calmer it seems. not as sarcastic. More friendlier. Ya know what I wish? I wish I hadn't deleted the old Tadahmon journal. *eyes light up* I could prolly find it and save some of it from that website archive site. Oooooh. Lol. I was a retard back then though. I don't act so stupid for this one. . . I can still recreate it and. . . uh I dunno. Use it for. . . A picture gallery! YEAH! Ok. Heheh. ^^; GREAT IDEA, JOOU! ^-^;;; Geez and I'll just use a simple Blogger template for it. That rose colored one is pretty.

You're An Intellectual!
You can always be found reading or on the computer.
People always come to you when they need
information. You don't really care about love
at this point, your only goal is to improve
your mind. After all, knowledge is power!

What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
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. . . Heh. I think I should start to get ready. Just cause, you know. . . La. *stretches* 148. Time to go. 149. Bye all. XD
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That movie was sweet. I didn't find anything seriously wrong with it. Except that the loud sound effects triggered another headache, so bad that I just wanted to leaveeeeee, but I did enjoy it non-the-less. . . Though I cringed through a lot of the storm scenes and stuff. I sorta wanna write a sequel for it. Hmm. Like what they do and go through while they wait to come back to America. . . Heh. Guess I should get dressed for dinner. . . then I can relax till we gotta leave. . . Gotta go, bye.
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That was fun. Especially me and Robby teasing Dad with garlic bread. ^^; *giggles* Alex! ^-^;; -_-;;;; oh shoot me now >.> Geez as if. Think I shouldn't read this. But eh. I almost hafta. Heh.

d3m0n1c_r4g3_0wn3r_4ng3l: Everyone Delete My Name,,,I Am Leaving This Crew

>< Why does Wendi do this? Just when I join a crew, some new drama starts up. . . and she leaves it, they create a new crew and I gotta create a new account -_-;;; There are no pictures today =( Oh well. Heh posting time. I am soooooo tired. Ack.

2004-06-05T22:00:00.000-07:00

Ugh I guess things are ok. I just overreacted or something. . . Still got Sasser on this thing. . .but it's running ok. . . so I won't worry. . . Uh. I was all set to go to bed. . . then Mom told me to wait ten minutes, that she wants online. -_-;
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Heh I slept so much that Dad had to wake me up. Well geez it's SUMMER, and a SATURDAY and they made me stay up an extra hour so they could get online. Anyway. Now they're fighting and apparently it has something to do with Robby wanting him to take Dad to dinner tomorrow for his birthday-- that I don't mind. They rarely do anything alone so let them-- but Mom has a fit cause it leaves her outta the loop. Oooooh Snakebat joined GS. Awesome. There's this thing on my menu. . . lol. It makes the whole screen look bluish. I'm weird. And I liked it. So I turned it on. LOL. This is a relaxing afternoon so far. . . Ah. I love that new 9 Inch Nails song. . .
First picture of the day: Just for Ray Ray, a picture of my blue dragon all alone ^-^

I'm still reading Nina's fic. . . I'm up to uh um er 137. Yeah, not much further than I was last weekend. . . it's been a busy week heh. I'm watching General Hospital. . . What was Edward doing in that body bag?!? LOL. That looked like a Luke stunt. . . O_o Eh. I'd sorta like to know why when Yami thinks, it's in Yugi's voice. . . There's a problem at GS. . . it's not showing new posts. . . ugh. I have a new understanding on things. Sometimes when people seem self-involved or whatever, they really just want to distract me. . . Hm. I'm hungry heh. Um. Batista. . . is kinda hot. *runs* Supper. Bbiaf.
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138. Bath time. Bbiaf. Again. XD
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Ahhh. I'm a baka. I'm webcamming Whose line and watching it on my computer. O_o; Lol. 139. Getting closer >.<; OMG! FFN has a Homestar runner story thing.

http://www.fanfiction.net/list.php?categoryid=1756

LOL. Yikes that's weird. O_O; Yuyu Hakusho. . . is. . . AWESOME! 140. >< Where's Ray at. . .? I got adminned at Matt's board-- he needs someone to watch it so it doesn't get spammed tonight. . . I told him I could watch . . . his board till Ray went to bed. Heh I joined Wendi's new Yahoo group. . . and I'm still taking snapshots from shows I'm watching on my webcam. . . while I wait for Ray. . . 141. 142. This is boring. T_T Where's my Ray Ray?

It was only last week that the Vermont-based band Phish called it quits after 21 years, and now another rock act has done the same.
After a decade of making hits, the members of Creed have decided to go their separate ways, reports Billboard.com.
Lead singer Scott Stapp says, "Creed was one of the most amazing journeys through music and friendship I am blessed to say I was a part of."
While making their stamp on the music world, the band's three albums sold 30 million units worldwide.
Although the members of Creed will no longer be jamming together, they will start other projects.
"It's kind of sad to end a chapter of your life, but it's also exciting to be starting a new one," Creed songwriter/guitarist Mark Tremonti says in a statement.
Along with Tremonti, Creed drummer Scott Phillips, original Creed bassist Brian Marshall and former Mayfield Four singer/songwriter Myles Kennedy, will start a new project called Alter Bridge.
The band's debut album will be released August 10.
Songwriter/singer Stapp is continuing his work on a solo debut album with producer 7 Aurelius, and will get a little help from the Canadian rock band Tea Party.
A Creed greatest hits compilation will be released later this year.

. . . WAH! Um Tea Party? *snicker* 143. . . Almost posting time. . . I got a few Inu pictures to post. . . And I noticed I could make a video of sorts with my webcam. . . Yay. X3;;; Might have to try it someday. . .

2004-06-04T22:10:00.000-07:00

Ack work overload @.@ Heh. . . Charlotte was asking when our race began. . . so it led into me reading out old posts to find out when. . . And i was a mess back then. Ray, what would I do without you? you turned everything around for me soooooo much. Swanmon pwnz everyone. . . Lol. Night readers. *wiggles fingers, collapses on bed*
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I'm still ahead of Charlotte- hahahahahaha. Whoa. Stats were UP yesterday. Almost got a hundred posts. ACK! I did NOT expect to turn and look and see Jordon and Jennifer like that. -_- Man my luck at Pogo sucks today. Lol. Typical, ain't it, get a huge hit then nothing. . .?

Name: Amy
Nicknames: Dah, Funky, Milli
Location: Illinois
Horoscope: Pisces
Grade in school: 11th, almost 12th
Hometown: Pekin
Number of people in your family: 4
Pets: None at this time
Eye color: Green/blue
Hair color: Brownish red
Nationality: Irish, German, Indian, Swedish

Favorite…
Quote: "Jericho is the highlight of the night!"
Toothpaste brand: None
Color: Purple
Thing to do when stressed: Rant to Charlotte
Kind(s) of music: Hard rock and alternative
Hair color of person to date: Doesn't matter
Class in school: Uh language?
Drink: PEPSI
Food: Pizza
Time of day: Between midnight and 2 AM
Color of writing utensil: Blue
Shoes: Sandals
Clothes: Sweat pants and my Highlight of the night shirt
Object in the room you are currently in: My starry Neopets toys
Historical character: Pocahontas
Smell (like candles): Cinnamon
Excuse: Um. "I don't wanna!"
Instrument: Drums?
Kind of weather: Sunny
Sport: Wrestling *glares at the people who say it's not a sport*

What would you do if…
Your purse was stolen (or backpack for guys, lol): Call the cops
Your pineapple was stolen! (lol): Uh nothing
Your friends started using drugs: Try to talk to them
Your house was burning down: Grab what I can and leave
You had cancer: Live my life anyway
Your new boyfriend/girlfriend was a really bad kisser: teach 'em how to do it right? ^_~
Your ex asked you back: HECK NO
Your parents were dying: Get depressed
All you favorite musical artists died: Get MORE depressed
You were left handed: Learn how to use left hand more
You found out you had a stalker: Stress out over it
Your cd player ran out of batteries on the bus: Be bored
You missed the bus in the morning: Walk there
You lost your identity: Get a new one? LOL
You failed all your classes: Be ticked off

Random
Something you would only tell a stranger: Who knows
Last song you heard on the radio: ugh it's hard to remember what it was
Last cd you listened to: My data CD my bro made me
What time you went to bed last night: 3:00 AM
Number of times you’ve used scotch tape within the last week: 0
Do you have a best friend: A few
If not, why not: n/a
Best friend’s name: Charlotte, Sin, Ray
When you met him/her: Charlotte: Last year, Sin: When I was 13 or so, Ray: Last year
Name of your ex: Uh. Must we?
Reason for breaking up: . . . Just a bunch of lame crap.
What color shoelaces are in your shoes: I don't have laces
What hurts you the most, either mentally or physically: My fingers sometimes
Location of your room in your house: The back. . . on the corner. . .

Have you ever…
Kissed anyone: Yes
Made out with someone: No
Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend: No
Wanted to kill anyone: Um not really
Illegally burned a dvd: No
Stolen a sign: No
Cried over spilled milk: Uh-huh
Bought a cd just to return it later because it was the wrong one: No
Been drunk: Not really
Been high on any kind of drug: No
Failed a final: No
Missed a really important phone call: No
Been “discovered” by a modeling agency: No
Gotten an ISS or OSS: No
Been out of the country: No
Had a job: No I'm too lazy to have a legal paying job (XD)
Danced in the rain: No. Sounds like fun though.

Big Five Compatibility Test

Extroversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	32%
	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	40%
Friendliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	78%
	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	86%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	72%
	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	84%
Emotional Stability	\|\|\|\|	18%
	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Openmindedness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	48%
	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	48%

scale key - you |||||| them ||||||

Your overall similarity is 81%.
Your overall complementarity is 52%.

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I need to get Ray to take it. Lol Dad wants me to go out at four and pull out weeds from his lil garden. . . He also has a pair of gloves for me to wear so I don't get blistered cause my hands are 'soft' LOL. Ok. . . Hungryyyyy. Think I'm gonna go for my Draik soon. . . I gotta remember to send Yukon a guest pass. Aah they just showed MY favorite Master Quest episode. . . The Pidgey episode. It's awesome XD I love Pidgeys. ^^; Guess I'll let Mom play Keno while I do the chore. I need to get dressed now. La. Bbiaf.
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It was kinda fun to actually go out and do something. Though I got really hot. Lol. Ray should be on soon ^_^; . . . This is my time. Wow. I just noticed that. I'm more self-aware and self-loving. Hmm. I do what I need to do for myself now. It ain't just everyone else now. O_o; I honestly can't wait for July 4th. I love that holiday-- there's pretty fireworks and you don't need to clean the house up for people to come over. . . BUT it's still got that festive feeling to it, ya know? OMG Staind! Mudshovel! *sings* Ewww echo by Trapt. Heh. *whispers* Guess what? I've been acting less grumpy towards the parents lately-- without even trying. It's like once I let go of everything and got happier with Ray and realized some 'so-called' friendships weren't worth keeping that everything got easier for me. Heh. ^^; I did get grumpy with Mom earlier but dang how hard would it've been for her to sit at Gemmy and bet for me? Lol. Oh ugh. Susan. Guess Misc and I are gonna tag team her if need be. Lol. Ack I have no pictures to take yet today. . . oh well. Hmm. Could I be looking at a non-drama filled weekend? Woohoo! Oh wow. LOL that just makes me laugh. How utterly ridiculous. Dang. Hmm. Ah I might as well, right? No one'll know X3;;; Ahhhh that looks SO MUCH BETTER. If only I could clean all things like that XD! Sooooo I'm beginning book 3 of the Lord of the Rings. It's a good saga. can't wait to see how things end. Ugh gosh dang all these 200s I'm hitting.

You are the Vulnerable Beauty. You are young and
naive when it comes to love and usually go for
the first relationship you can manage to
squeeze your way into. But you should think
twice before diving head first into a
relationship, for you have been used many times
in the past. Most men can't seem to see past
your beauty and accept you for who you are.
Deep down you're sweet and innocent and if a
man can't see that, then he's just not right
for you.

Which Part Do You Play in the Game of Love? (for girls)
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WOW FOUR people are at DB. Oooh Korn. :D Shoot Cartoon Network took off FLCL. . . >.<;; Ok. . .

First picture of the day: The top of Gemmy where all my toys and name plaque is on

Innocent

What's your sexual appeal?
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. . . . Lol I get the same results every timeeeeee. -_-; My Ray is in a bad, thoughtful sorta mood today. But I'll cheer him up or at least try to. La. And right now I need something to eat. Bbiaf.
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ACK! I was taking a bath and Gordon called THREE times. Twice to the main phone. . . once to Dad's cell phone. Finally when he called the main phone a second time, I forced myself outta the tub and answered it cause Dad was outside -_-;; SO embarassing, I had to go out in the kitchen with the window opened in my towel to talk to my uncle. X3;;; Wah. That was embarassing to my modest mind XD Oh well. . . Heh I asked Mom if she had noticed that I wasn't as grumpy as before. . . and she said yup. .. and asked what 'those people' were doing to me. . . I honestly dunno but the last few days or so, I have been SO content. Woohoo. It's summah, baby! Time for some fun! ^_~; Oh ok I found out Mini was the guy under the Funkymonkey name. That's good, lol. At least it wasn't my original suspicions. We're getting Luke's glider! Woooohoo! Heheh. I'll have something somewhat comfortable to sit on when i feel like going outside now. ^-^;; I'm playing slots. Ain't getting too far but eh it could be worse lol. Geez. I wanna write a story with Alex in it. Unfortunately his character isn't taken to the extremes that I see it. Oh well, lol. I'll give it justice when I do write him in a story. . . Alex is my boy Well. . . my favorite character anyway. Just cause he's male. And totally different from my goody goody two shoes characters. XD Omg, I wore the clown wig. . . and now Charlotte screen shot it and sent it to Lily. LOL. Anyway. . . 30 minutes away from posting time. ^^; Heh. Yay. I feel like making a list of people who replied to my ch 10 while I wait for nejo to come back. . .

Magikarp03
Snakebat
Tent
Nejo
Eric
Raptor
Fox

Not a bad list if I say so myself! And o-- ANDREA! WTH?! O_O She sent me an email but she's never on at this time. Uh. What if it was a virus or something? ACK! I HAVE A TROJAN ON MY COMPUTER. >< NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Pray for me and my computer, please. I dunno.

2004-06-03T22:26:00.000-07:00

I'm sleepy. Lol. I'm done with almost everything and I feel tempted to sleep. But I gotta wait for Sin. Speaking of whom just signed in O_o; Lol. Then I wanna get my badges. .. and talk with JJ from Keno and race. . . and be there for Misc. .. and ya. *chews languidly on a plastic Koolaid Bursts bottle* uh. . . Yeah. *relaxes in her little domain* I love tonight! Cool. . . JJ from Keno's name is John. . . I remember him saying that now lol.

Site Summary VISITS Total 1,337

LOL That amused me on my site meter. And HI ELISE! Btw. Lol. Ah just so no one else feels left out, Hi, JJ, Misc, Ray hon, Elise and Sin sis. ^_~ Thanks for even bothering to come read my mundayne entries! LOL. And in a day, I got my badges again. Yes. Now I'm gonna finish reading ch. . . 134 of Nina's fic and go to bed. I'm Bingo weary. Night my readers.
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yee. I got a headache. Sorta.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 25,176

YEAH! ^-^; Um. Wth is wrong with you now, Gemmy? Keno won't load. O_o My firewall might be blocking it I think. I'll risk it and restart it. >.<;
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Ok I'm back >.> Ok Pogo is gonna taunt me with 6 hits all day, just like yesterday, ugh. YAY! Dool has a new reader! Snakebat from UBCS. ^_^ OMG WOW memories.

http://web.archive.org/web/20020802233709/www.pojo.com/digimon/

Look. It's the old Pojo Digimon site. Ya know CB's early days are in there too somewhere. . . Pojo used to be so awesome heh. They still are to a point. (The site, not the message board) but geesh I wish they would bring back the Digimon site. =/ Wow the Digidex is archived too, minus the pictures. I'm saving that to my favorite's list. Another 500! Dang you, Pogo! Ok so. . . I'm taking a picture so people can see why I call my computer gemmy. Lol. Anyway. So. Dad is going back to McDonalds to see what new Neopets toys we can get. Geesh. LOL If we get MORE Scorchios, I'm gonna kill someone. ROFL

http://images3.deviantart.com/i/2004/12/9/c/Jonouchi_Mai_Doujinshi.jpg

Omg too funny. Dang. I notice some people visit at odd times of the day. . . and sometimes more than once a day. There's no real point to multiple viewings, is there? People should know I only update at midnight every night. But oh well do whatcha want. I had an odd dream last night but can't remember it. Meh. O_O Guiding Light stole an idea from Young and Restless. Wth? Lol. *stretches* Ack. I think I'm gonna start going to bed a little earlier. Like 2 or three. At least till my Ray's outta school and maybe then he can stay up with me. 500 again -_- YAY! Raptor read DOOL 10 and said it was excellent. Hehe. ^_^ ^-^ ^-^ ^_^ ^_^ ^ ^_^ ^_^ Joou is happy.

Upcoming Challenges...

Payday FreeCell: Win 15 games this week!
Spades: Win 3 250-point RATED games this week!

. . . Can someone shoot me now? I dunno how to play Spades and I hate Freecell. I could get Mom to do the Freecell one though I guess but i wanna get my badges on my own O_o;; ugh. note: Tell Ray when he comes online someone wants him to change their custom title at his board. ^^;; Aaah I get to go remove my least favorite affiliate from GS. Yay. They removed GS' link when they went to a different link so. . . Yay. O_o Ai ai ai so people can change the colors of their tagboards? Ok. . . Time to get into mine and play around with it =D YAY! My tagboard looks so pretty now! And it matches.
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tadahmonqm: Omg ROFL Came back for a quick Keno round or two before I took a bath and there's a screen name in there-- FunkyMonkey2Be
Jedi Knight CC16: o_o
tadahmonqm: LMAO
Jedi Knight CC16: wow.
tadahmonqm: Yeah
tadahmonqm: LOL
Jedi Knight CC16: scary stuff
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That idiot is still in the room. . . Well honestly I don't care who it is. And Pogo taunts me with another 500.
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I think that was Lily. But I'm not sure. It's usually hard to tell. . . . . . . Wow I hate solitaire. Hm. SD was actually better than I thought it would be. Heh. Mostly anyhow. *takes a picture of her new Neopets toys* They're so cute! Both are starry! ^-^ I wonder if Ray will get online tonight. He only has 40 minutes now though so. . . I doubt it. Wah.

Ryan: So if you buy these CDs. . .

Collin: I'm an idiot!

Ryan: But you're from Canada so with the difference in money. . .

Collin: I'm *still* an idiot!

XD

Collin: And so while riding on a bus. . . or as us Canadians say, a boose. . .

LMAO! Drew choked on his coffee when Collin said that. Dang Whose line. XD *twitches* >.>; Ack! Michael left before I could tell him my ch was written. Oh well I'll catch him soon. I need to start watching my tapes again, lol. I'm getting like horribly behind. Ack. OMG OMG OMGGGGGGGGGGGG. I was sitting here working on my Pokemon cards needed list on my site. . . and I hear like a bunch of dings all at once so I go back to Keno and look. . . and I have a seven hit and like six or so left. So I watch and all the numbers come out except for the last one. . . which comes out and is 80, one of my numbers! I get 8 hit! And 50,000! Ray, hon, I did it! I'm ahead of her majorly! YES! I'm ahead by 31,000+ Hehe. YAY YAY YAYAYAYAYA!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 Ray Ray. . . hope you get back into Keno soon. I need my hon in there. ^^ OMG it's 12:30 and I forgot to post! ACK! Oh well. XD

2004-06-02T22:02:00.000-07:00

Hehe. <3 <3 <3 For you know who ^_~ Thanks so much for that. . . I needed that, my Ray Ray. I was feeling down cause of things and you just totally cheered me up, my hon. ^_^ Fighting over a FONT COLOR? How lame is that? . . . Ugh ok my anger is past. NEW Addition to the side bar thingy. A counter to my birthday.Dang 277 days XD Mmm. Getting sleepy. Whoo. JJ from Keno says a block is in the works. I'd like to. Really would. my life would be calm then, heh. Like Lily said, if it's THAT, what does it matter what they think?
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Bah. Lol. So there's a chance I might not take driving class till after my 18th birthday. Yay~! I just wanna relax and enjoy my summer. . . lol. With my Ray.

Points needed to beat charlotte: 33,406

-_-; Those new badges at Pogo looks sweet. O_o; i'm doing the stupidest thing ever XD Just a test to see what kinda emails I'll get under a brand new email. Like ads and stuff. Mmm. Pepsi. And pudding. ^^ Ray doesn't have to work anymore. but I'm still not sure when he'll get online. O_o; It depends on his parents, I guess. Heh. My arms still feel really insanely itchy after my sunburn. >.< Charlotte suggested I get a new journal. But my pride keeps me from doing that. sides i like the Tadahmon2-1 link. XD! So. .. I'm not gonna worry about who reads what.

Charlotte: *eyes that cash in button*
Me: . . .
Me: NO
Charlotte: why not funkles
Me: :|
Me: *whines*
Charlotte: Oh for god sakes DONT WHINE

Lol.

Youre a Dolphin! You are sweet, lovable, and
playful. Youre very nice, but youre very shy
and you dont say much unless you need to. You
have a pure heart and you respect your elders
lots. You like helping others and volunteering
for food drives and orphanages.

What animal are you?
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Lol. K-o. I'm tired. I sorta rested against the chair and felt sleepy there. Yeesh. Man how naive can people be? Lol. Well dang now I want Pogo to load so I can make a new name and then work on my badges but oh nooo server is too busy. Or some sick crap like that. Stupid site.

JoConr5: did you lose your keno game too?
tadahmonqm: Not yet
JoConr5: mine is gone... cant get back in pogo says system too busy
tadahmonqm: Get this when I try to get a badge
tadahmonqm: The following error has occurred:
System Too Busy
tadahmonqm: Oh ok
JoConr5: yep!!!
tadahmonqm: So it's not just me
tadahmonqm: Heh
JoConr5: lmao
tadahmonqm: Rofl ok
JoConr5: dmn thought it was just me
tadahmonqm: Well other than my game lagging
tadahmonqm: I still have keno

Lol. I despise this. Stupid errors on badge day, dmn. *waves at Misc* I got a new reader, yeah~! Lol. YAY! Ray's on! But supper'll be done soon. Oh Oh. . .
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Dang. This Sweet Tooth badge is harder to get than I planned on -_-; GS is down. La. Stupid Pub077 is down. LOL My silly Ray hon let his Club Pogo pass expire. And uh. . . apparently I can't send anymore out cause I used all mine up???? How? Dmn. I sent one to him. . . and to Dad. . . uh maybe Dad used his O_o Hmm. I got half way there to my Sweet Tooth badge. And an eight of the way there to the Bingo one.

Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- Ricky Rick wants fried ice cubes for supper~! says:
Brb sis
What did the five fingas say to the face?! SLAP! says:
k o.o
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- Ricky Rick wants fried ice cubes for supper~! says:
Back
What did the five fingas say to the face?! SLAP! says:
*is missing*
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- Ricky Rick wants fried ice cubes for supper~! says:
*blinks*
What did the five fingas say to the face?! SLAP! says:
^^
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- Ricky Rick wants fried ice cubes for supper~! says:
*looks around*
What did the five fingas say to the face?! SLAP! says:
*is clinging to the roof* o.O *wait for her to walk over to the sofa*
What did the five fingas say to the face?! SLAP! says:
*waits
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- Ricky Rick wants fried ice cubes for supper~! says:
*sighs, walks over to a chair and sits down on it, pulls out a notebook and works on DOOL ch 11*
What did the five fingas say to the face?! SLAP! says:
^.^ *falls onto the sofa next to her* B OO!
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- Ricky Rick wants fried ice cubes for supper~! says:
WAH!!!!!!!
What did the five fingas say to the face?! SLAP! says:
meow. ^_^ *giggles*
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- Ricky Rick wants fried ice cubes for supper~! says:
>.< Nejo. . .
What did the five fingas say to the face?! SLAP! says:
yes. o.O
What did the five fingas say to the face?! SLAP! says:
?
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- Ricky Rick wants fried ice cubes for supper~! says:
FINISH YOUR CHAPTER!!!!
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- Ricky Rick wants fried ice cubes for supper~! says:
Ocean: O_O
What did the five fingas say to the face?! SLAP! says:
O.O >< *falls off the back of teh sofa*
Dah, GS no Himeko-- Mrs Gato Dragon ^^;-- Ricky Rick wants fried ice cubes for supper~! says:
LMAO

Funny crap. Heheh. Aw Ray had to leave early. *pouts* But he said he'd be willing to trade some Pokemon cards to me in the future ^^ Ray, I have a couple yugioh cards you might be interested in too. . . but I'm not sure. O_o Even if you weren't, you could sale or trade them ^^; So now I'm sitting here listening to Cold Case, playing Keno, chatting with Nejo sis AND working on that Paper Mario thing MK and I are doing. Tonight has been soooooo calm ^-^ and i've gotten most of my work done early-- yay! I can play for my badges later now ^^ Well anyhow posting time hehe. Great night for da Joou ^_~ Totally relaxing.

2004-06-01T22:05:00.000-07:00

My arm hurts. And that chat just left a disgusting taste in my mouth. *sighs* But now I have a few hours to sit up and read Nina's fic and struggle through my stinging sunburn. Blah. I dun wanna know what Mom's arms feel like. Shewee. Ted and Ricky Rick are working on calming me down. And cheering me up. Thanks guys, much love, I needed this little time to laugh. Hmm. *sighs* I just feel down tonight. Sis is cheering me up to a point but ugh did that comment ruin everything. . . I'm over crap and then this happens. Hmph. >.<; Charlotte and I need to analyze this. Muchly. Ok n/m. JJ from Keno and I talked about it. . . and he's so right. I'm not supposed to fix his problems, though I'd like to. JJ made me promise not to think on it. So I won't. I try my hardest to keep my promises, JJ. Even when they seem impossible. Ok? ^^; Yeah Dah/Funky keeps her promises. *yawns* Well guess I'm going to go soon and stare at the blurry darkness and think about things, or try not to and just sleep. Night all. -_-;
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WAH Jericho is hurt. Nooo. T_T
Points needed to beat Charlotte: 45,319
Dang you, Tyson Tomko. And dare I say As the World Turns was hilarious today? Though i slept through some of it? Lol. *twitches while at CB* Ugh. Charlotte asked me something interesting today.

Have I ever felt like shutting down the computer. . . and not ever restarting it?

My answer? YES YES HELL YES. I thought of that all the time before Kentucky. Before Ray told me he loved me. Before anything started turning around for me. Yeah Ray saying that was a turning point. Now I feel happy go lucky again. . . Ugh that stupid Steel idiot person is back in Keno. *uses her ignore powers* La. And chicken is for supper. Again. And again. And again. Well SPAGHETTI is for supper tomorrow or I'm going on strike. O_o Ignore. Ignore. Ignore.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Whoa. I've changed a lot. . . But the test seems correct. =/ Blah. Arkana is defeating Yugi. *yawns* INSTANT MAIN EVENTER~! . . . Lol Alex cracks me up. Stoney messaged me. He likes the story. Yay!

buzz_stoney: boo
MDDah:
MDDah: hey
buzz_stoney: see that link on my status?
MDDah: Yup
buzz_stoney: go check it out lol
MDDah: Ok lol
buzz_stoney: tis 3 of my songs
MDDah: Cool
MDDah: Did you read my story?
buzz_stoney: yep
buzz_stoney: tis good so far
MDDah: Yay!
MDDah: You understand it ok? lol
buzz_stoney: my kids were right into those shows so yeah
buzz_stoney:
MDDah: Lol ok just making sure

^^ All my poor neopets are dying. Sigh. Wait till you see what Neopets did to my Koi. . . I'm gonna post a picture of it after I post this later. Heh. It scares me. O_o; I feel weak again. Is it selfish of me to want Charlotte to never do what she said earlier? I dunno. I hate the rare version of The One by Metallica. It's so depressing. Ugh Neopets also changed the looks of the Moehog. . .but they didn't overly screw them up. In fact they look a little better. Ok Neopets don't die on me now, dang it. >.<; Ooh Thornley. I need to sing, I'm in a bad mood. WTH. I lost my shop at Neopets. Well frick Neopets is down totally. O_O; *brings up another browser and begins to do other stuff* Ack. I'm joining Pix's rpg. Oh boy. Lol. I only rpg'd once before. O_o;
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Shoot. Lol. I was playing four or five rounds of Keno. . . and while overflowing the tub almost, I got lites for the second time today. Do I sense another 8 hit coming? XD Go me!
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Yawn. Well uh. I just read the latest Soap Opera digest. Lila from GH died in real life. Wah. RIP, Anna Lee. You do hafta respect her. Not many people would do a character when they're stuck in a wheelchair for over twenty years AND be in their 80s/90s. Anyhow Neopets is working now so I'm playing XD *rocks out to STP* Ah. This is the life. But. . . where is CHARLOTTE?~! I want her to see my two offlines about my lites XD Dang. XD Yeah so. . . after I finish at Neopets. . . I need to go back and read up on Pix's RPG. . . It's raining~! Lol. *goes to look outside* Ray Ray, come online soon please <3 <3 <3 I need some happy time. Lol. He seemed to be acting a little distant last night after reading my journal entry or maybe it just seemed that way cause I was feeling odd after certain chats I had. . . I hope he didn't misunderstand my entry, the stupid part of the night was NOT about you, hon. It was totally someone else. You were the best part of the night. ^_~ Charlotte, as for KNOWING WHAT ONE of the problems is, well, it doesn't help me to feel any better. You know? Ack. I seriously am not doing good on these Neopets games today. Think I ain't concentrating. . . -_-; My new template is so pretty, I just wanna sit there and stare at it XD AND I found two more pretty templates to use later on. Hehe. ^-^;

How ya feelin'?
The day has had its way
with both of us
And oh, I've gone out of my way
But I'm not free
From this pain I'm feeling
I was a fool to think someday
You would come around
But no, no, no
I'm not thinking that way

'Cause now i see
You are not what you seem
You are a mystery to me
Sometimes I just want to scream

I think you should just go away
'cause there's no necessity
for you to stay and
Next time you come
around my way
Forget it baby
You're not comin' in

You are not what you seem
You are a mystery to me
Sometimes I just want to scream

A heart ready for a life of sorrow
No you can't come back tomorrow
Shut my windows
Lock my doors
'Cause my heart won't be
your ragdoll anymore

'Cause my heart won't be
your ragdoll anymore

Wow dmn. I found that in a journal template at Blogskins.com . . . and it just struck a cord with me. I wanna use this journal thing sometime down the road. . .

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 37,402

Jedi Knight CC16: Dah teach Celebi spanish? j/k.
tadahmonqm: LOL
Jedi Knight CC16: :-p
tadahmonqm: I'm sure my stalker would :p
Jedi Knight CC16: Omg lol
tadahmonqm: LOL

Rofl.

Jedi Knight CC16: I'll start the exam right now...
tadahmonqm: Ok
Jedi Knight CC16: I cant stop thinking about it.
tadahmonqm: ^^;
tadahmonqm: Yeah
Jedi Knight CC16: Its like you
tadahmonqm: :o
Jedi Knight CC16: I cant stop thinking about you either ^_^;;
tadahmonqm: Awwww ^_^

Dmn. Sweet, hon. Had me tripping there. That was soooooooo sweet. yipes posting time.

2004-05-31T22:05:00.000-07:00

Ugh heck frickin no I ain't no one's Joou except for Ray's now. Dmn dude. Don't go getting possessive on an already possessed woman. O_o Um, that came out wrong. X3;;; Ugh Mom wants me to go to bed soon. >< Dang woman. Well uh we're leaving at 11:30. . . so I can wake up at 10:45 AM. . . and be ready. Let's see. How much sleep should I get. . .? Well geesh if Ray doesn't come online. . . I'll just go to bed when sis does. -_-; NO NO NO. I'm not going to BED BED BED at TWO TWO TWO. Dang it, Ray where are you?! *glares silently* Dang it.

http://www.janime.net/images/FanArt/mix/01/88.jpg

LMBO! Take that, Seto. . . . . . . OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LIKE WTH! Omg. I'm tripping. Joey dressed in Davis' clothes. What I'm wondering then is. . . where is Davis and is he running around nekkid? Hm. Mauhahahaha. Ok no one wants to see Joey in Kaiba's clothes. But then . . . is HE running around nekkid? Hm. Oh my. I better stop talking. Ray might read and get mad. ^^;; One last word: EGYPTIAN GOLD! O_O;;;; I have a pain. Lower chest. Ow. Ok Ray and I are sitting up watching TV and omg Home Videos is too hilarious in a sick way. 126. Well I'm going to bed. Night.
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9:20 AM, Monday:
Blah. I was woke up at 8:30 when Dad popped my door open to turn on the cable modem. So why is that thing in my room again? Anyway. . . then I spent the next forty five some minutes pondering last night. And daydreaming about yelling at my main evil in my life right now. Geesh wouldn't it be sweeeeet to just let lose on that? I mean dang if anyone else deserves it, it's HIM. Geesh. Even charlotte would like to have a go. . . But hey to each their own. Let my little message board group disentregrate cause of the idiot. I'm not gonna bother revitalizing it. I still hang with the true, cool people from my group, my sis, and my boy, and that's all that matters. I wait for the day when it all goes to hell. . . and I can do possibly what I daydreamed about. Even Dad, when I told him the latest happenings, said it was a pain in the ass and that summed it up about perfectly. Heh. And after i got finished doing that. . .it hit me. . . that driving class begins in a month. AAAAAH people!!!! . . . No I'm kidding. Heh I'll do ok. I'm gonna read some of my fics. . . and play Mahjong Garden. ^^;

Tazewell County, IL
Alert Type: Flood Statement Advisory: # 1
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Flood Statement National Weather Service Lincoln IL 1007 AM CDT Mon May 31 2004

This Product Includes The Following River...The Illinois River.

...Flood Warning Remains In Effect For The Illinois River...

For The Illinois River...Including Henry...Peoria...Havana... Beardstown...Minor Flooding Is Occurring...With Moderate Flooding Forecast.

Up To 4 Inches Of Rain Has Fallen Over The Illinois River Basin In The Past 24 Hours.

Sheesh. Floodinggggg. Woot. I should go get dressed soon. Heh. I actually can't wait till this day is done. I want to get back to work on my fic. O_o; Wootish I got my passion back. ^-^; Lol.

Mom: Oh poor Amy-- she has the most sickening parents. Well just give yourself 50 years, you'll be just like us.

Dad: Sheesh! She'll be 67 then.

Mom: Oh. Well you know my math is bad.

X3;;; Ugh I can't finish my Mahjong game. Wah. Well we're going. bye.
4:02:
Shewee. Well I'm sorta tired but I'm hanging in there. Today was fun. I saw Phyllis! I couldn't remember her name, it'd been so long since I last saw her (Last I remember, I was 7 or 8 so it was ten years ago. . .) but i sat there and pondered it till finally it hit me lol. "Let's see. Gail and Donna. . . no that's his current wife. . . uhh PHYLLIS!" Lol. It'd been a longggg time. Ugh I don't want to calculate my distance with Charlotte. She has it over 30,000 I think. My leg hurts. -_-;; Stupid scattered storms. . . LOL The parents are napping. Wth? I was the one who only got four hours of sleep. . .? 127. 128.

Points needed: 31,498

Well crap. . .

Me: Top five uses for Pepsi-- 1) Drinking, 2) Pouring down ant hills, 3) Annoying Crz with, 4) Annoying Sin with, 5) Wearing their t-shirts
Charlotte: *smacks funky upside da head with a coke*
Me: Ow!

129. Think i killed Josh's computer. Heh.
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10:48 PM:
I hate to admit. . . but Trish actually made me laugh once. Her joke on JR reminded me of CJMB. Heh. Wth question is that? Ugh. I don't want involved in your retarded chats. Hmph. Yeah posting time. I have nothing to say about the latter half of tonight. It was ok. Though stupid.

2004-05-30T22:03:00.000-07:00

Geesh. Lol. My second Keno name keeps getting lites and my original Keno name is getting close to nothing. Grrr. 117. 118. I'm tired. Ray is leaving after FLCL and I think I'll bring back Himeko to Keno and take Milli to like, say, Mahjong Garden or something. ^^

A	Appealing
M	Mesmerizing
Y	Yucky

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

Ty. "You are who you are today. . . You're still me but a different version, you see. . ." 119. 120. Ack *yawns* I'm going to bed. Night, readers. XD
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Wow. It has been a long time since i slept this late. Oh well it's a Sunday! XD

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 28,990

Ack.

CHarlotte: speaking of amos
Charlotte: I wonder where day be at
Lily: AAAAAAAAAAmosssssssssssssssssssss
Me: Lol
Charlotte: sunday drive in the parking lots?
me: tasting the new tires
Me: . . .
Me: Lol
Charlotte: the fresh territory anyway lmao
Me: Rofl well uh yeah
Lily: lmao Amos at the mall parking lot again
Charlotte: uh huh
Charlotte: and aunt karen tacking security
Charlotte: tackling even
Lily: LMAO Oh man is Amos in trouble now
Me: Poor Amos
Me: *goes to look for bail money*
Lily: 5111733 tokens for bail money
Pool: never get out
Me: . ..
Me: Ok forget that
Charlotte: and Amos is yours forever funkydoooooo
Me: They can rot
Charlotte: ohhhhh
Lily: lmao funk will let amos rot first before she gives up her tokens
Me: *hugs her tokens bag protectively*
Lily: LMAO I told ya

121. They have a new name for me, lol. Tokens slut. 122.

Crzmama: you do know we were just funning with ya dont ya funky?
tadahmonqm: Yeah lol I know
tadahmonqm: I'm not quiet cause I'm ticked or anything, I'm reading a story
Crzmama: ok
Crzmama: just wanted to be sure
tadahmonqm: Ok lol

Ack. I know they don't mean anything by teasing me. Lol. Geesh. If I thought they did, i'd leave the room and not come back. Then I decided they wanted me to talk so I talked more. Lol. 123. Lol. We got more Scorchio toys. Geesh. Dang McDonalds. But my new Scorchio is cute. The green one can be called Scorch and the other Chio or something. Lol. *takes a picture of them together* Haha. I've just spent the last few minutes playing with my webcam. . . that was funny. 124. AAAAAAH TORNADO, DAD SAYS IT'S ON TOP OF US BYE!!!
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Ack. Yawn. I cut myself shaving. Oh well. I need to learn to use my electric shaver better. I hate that thing. . . It's soooo loud. Oh ack. Hirika is messaging me. Sheesh I had close to 10 IM screens up at once . . .

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 27,761.

Hmm. Lol I'm trying to get to Turbo to get close to Ray's token counts under hime so he and I can really race with tokens while Charlotte and I do too. Ooh ooh almost posting time. ^^ This night has been uneventful yet hilariously fun. ^^; Besides tomorrow's gonna be slightly hectic cause we gotta go to Gregg's and prolly will end up staying all day or most of it. . . Sigh. 125.

2004-05-29T22:02:00.000-07:00

Ugh I still hate Euchre lol. I'm gonna try what Mini suggested. Yay! I won one! . . . Oh God retardsssss. I am so glad my Ray ain't like. . . uh THAT. Good he won his Yugioh duel. That's my hon. ^^ Geesh. Sure just up and ask HER, is that big? Huh? Huh? Huh?! UGH I was about to go to bed. . . and they started playing a favorite Nirvana song of mine. . . Dang it Kurt lol. Well uh er um not that I want to, but I better go to bed. . . My Ray boy is already there so. . . I'll go too. ..
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Blah. That was kinda enjoyable. Though sad. We woke up both at 8 and started getting ready. We were still around ten minutes late getting out there and apparently Grandma was getting impatient but anyhow. . . We drove an hour or so and got to Wataga. Grandma had a sister that died when two years old. Aunt Dorothy. From pneumonia and chicken pox. Then Grandma and Mom and i talked for awhile about things after we put flowers down and took some pictures. We rambled back to the car and passed a stone that made Mom and I stop and look. It had a guy, his wife and their three kids' names on it. Mom didn't notice till I pointed it out but their three kids died, two at the age of three and one at the age of eight. Medicine was so bad back then. Then we explored the small city and looked at this small house where Grandma, Aunt Nina, Great Grandma, and great Grandpa once lived. It was SMALL for four people-- five counting the two years Dorothy was with them. Then we left Wataga and went to Knoxville to look for a McDonalds-- Mom and I both wanted the Neopets toys! XD So we went there after we finally found it (McDonalds was across the street from a Hardees we passed. . . and none of us saw it. Grandpa found that very funny.) and bought Happy Meals (Shoot, a 17 year old and a 45 year old buying a HAPPY MEAL! ROFL.). And we got cool toys. I'll post the pic after I post this, like usually. ^^;;; Soooo after that. . . we went home. And I took a bath. And fell asleep for an hour and a half. Ray hon, was your afternoon as semi-enjoyable (though formal feeling while at the graveyard) as mine? EYE! I type that and he signs in. O_o Hmm. I got an email from Robby. At first I thought it MIGHT be something else (some of that backlash, maybe?) but nah. Thankfully. I got my first badge outta Euchre. finally. now I'm fighting with Swashbucks. Lol. I got both my badges. . . and Charlotte came on. . . and she's only. . .

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 25,179

YAY! *scrolling through Fanfiction.net* . . . ^^; *looks at Yugioh fiction category* . . . ^.^; *stares in surprise* O_O;

5. Inconsolable by Little Atemu reviews
Yami is a cold hearted loner. He won't let anyone get close to him. But what happens when a skirt wearing boy forces his way into Yami's life, and heart? (shonen-ai: YamixYugi)
PG-13 - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 17376 - Reviews: 160 - Updated: 5-29-04 - Published: 4-12-04

. . . O_o *backs away slowly* . . . *runs* O_O;;; *slams into a wall* X_x; *revives* . . . ow.

Your new beginning has been in the works for a while. Lose yourself in what's happening next to take the sting out of a potentially painful ending. Yes, it hurts to say good-bye, but there's nothing to gain by holding on forever. Commit to this adventure and let yourself flow with the changes. The less time you spend resisting the inevitable, the more energy you'll have for discovery. Growth is just what the doctor ordered, anyway. All things get bigger and better over time. Submit to the forces of nature. What other choice do you have?

^_^ That's the best horoscope I've gotten in awhile. And it fits in well with my week sorta. Soooooo I'm on ch 115 on Nina's fic soooo let's see how much I can read on it this long weekend XD *reads Heroes Melee* Oh wth? Who do I root for? =| Amy vs Alex? WAH! 116. . . LOL This backdoor Charlotte helped me find is a lotta help. It's helping me to play Slots with Charlotte AND Keno with my Ray under two different names. ^^ I wanna put both names in Keno some day. O_o; I'm doing that right now XD ROFL. 117. . . Ack now GG wants to spam. Lol. I'm busy now! Doing six things at once! Ack x_X Good thing I'm good at multitasking XD oh wow.Now Nejo is messaging me. Make that seven things. X_x Dmn. Ray's parents bugged him so much he got offline. . . Crap. Dang he came back then went offline again. Rayyyy T_T Oh he's back. . . O_o Oh geesh. Ruki put ShadowMagnamon to sleep with a sleeperhold. . .

2004-05-28T22:00:00.000-07:00

I hate Euchre. Ugh ugh ugh. I gotta write a Ken and Yolei scene for this next chapter, I guess. Oh ew. Omg. I don't believe the utter dumbasses I have met in my online time. There are tons of awesome people, yeah. But then you have the fools that don't deserve to be anyone's friends. All I can say is. . . I am not going to waste my time on any idiots any longer. They don't deserve my time. They don't deserve my effort. They do not deserve anything. ^_~ Ray hon the mystery is solved. I'll explain when I see you. Love you, miss you, see you tonight. ^_^ Be careful bike riding Saturday, please. I love you so much. . . and I miss you, ya know. . . Heh I realize that just now when I'm feeling pensive. . . and I dunno what's gonna happen. . . and I wanna cry cause things are screwing up again. . . I'm shakey. . . Dmn it only certain things make me act like this. . . I thought I got away from this. . . Does that make you happy? Huh? You got the result you wanted probably. You stressed me out. Again. Ty. I needed that. It's just awesome to relive old stress. We did something neither of us probably wanted to do. We emailed. We might end up doing it again in the future. But I have no plans on making this a daily thing. Sry if that disappoints you. Sure we were good friends at one point. But I dunno if it can be reachieved. Let's just close the chapter on this book and leave it at that. I hold no anger towards you. You'll make some person happy some day and everything'll be cool for ya. you might consider this 'unable to let it go' . . . but once i say this I really will. . . And yeah, apology accepted. . . just don't expect anything major cause of that. . . Maybe you don't realize why I made such a big deal over what you did. . . but it hurt me a lot more than maybe you'll ever know. I did seriously think of you as a sister. This might hurt you more now to read this but I just feel like getting this off my chest. When you told J what I did, it was like someone stabbed me in the back, or more accurately, my heart. Cause I trusted you with what I told you and didn't think you'd do that to me. Beside when I said what I said to John, it was just in a fit of anger and by the next night, I couldn't even remember saying it. I get like that sometimes. Everyone does. Now, onto writing up my site. I honestly don't regret anything. It took me back to that good place in my life, where i have a good guy. . . and I'm generally content. I dunno what I'd do without Ray. . . and Charlotte. . . and my parents. . . and Ruki. . . and the people that hold me together. And I am thankful for the past people that also helped in holding me together. I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!! Heh. It might not always show. . .but I do. . . and I love all my close friends. Thanks to all of you, hugs, kisses, much love. And Ruki, I want to doubly thank you for being there for me during all the bad times and I don't blame you for losing your temper with me when you did. I was so. . . weak then, it scares me to think of it. And I never want to be a doormat again. Sis, there has to be some middle ground between how you treat things and how I treat things. Lol. Thanks to Ben, too, who was a big help too. It's my Nickleback song. . . JJ from Keno also handles my teenage drama well too. Thanks, mf. You listen to me and am always supportive of me and I dunno what I'd do without that sometimes lol. Hardees is definitely on sometime in the future. Ray, I'd be no where without you right now. Watching Inuyasha with you night after night cheered me up in a way you dunno and it pulled me out of the awful slump I was in. When I think how I was this month compared to last month, I honestly wonder if it was the same life I was living lol. Just never forget. . . even when I don't act like it, hon. . . just talking with you makes my problems seem so petty. . . cause you make me so happy. . . i just forget them all. And I hope I do the same for you. ^_^; OMG I feel so light. . . after saying all this. Just thinking about all the people who ARE there for me. . . I feel so loved. Heh. ^^ Hopefully things will remain too dmn good and everything. =D This'll prolly have a ton of backlash come tomorrow. But oh well. Journals are for thoughts. .. and these are mine right now. ^_^ Now if I could get the nerve up to address another thing like this, I'd be freeeeee off all stress and . . . uh um uh. . . yeah. Add on to it prolly. LOL That's my luck. Sheesh. *stares vaguely at zing.com* Nah. . . *sighs* Night. . .
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This is gonna be an oddly busy weekend for me. Tomorrow Mom and I are going to go with Grandma to my great grandparents' gravesite. . . Then Sunday Dad and I (and maybe Mom.) are going to a movie. . . Then Monday of course we're going to Uncle Greg's. . . Yee, Memorial Day XD And I'm risking this error on my computer to download MORE Jericho videos. Dunno how I'll watch 'em though. . . Mom made a big deal out of me going out. . . but really I don't have to go out, I just want to. There's the thing. I *want* to. She mentioned taking me out shopping, heck no, I despise shopping. I have money but nothing to buy now. . . Ugh. OOH Mom's gonna get me a ring though! I hafta take a picture of it for later! ^_^ *goes to do that* . . . I'm cold. O_o; Can you believe I was sitting here trying to figure out why I want to go out tomorrow? sheesh. . . Guess I just want to get out cause it's a pretty day out. Ray, ^_^ Can't wait till tonight. I've missed you. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG Hirika is on AIM. LMBO. Wth. . . She messaged me and I missed it. Oh well. *shrugs* XD I still feel oddly light today. So alive. Last night just seemed to clear things up for me. Made me want to feel more alive. I love living the way I want to and this is it. ^^; ^_^ ^-^ ^^ ^_^ *twitches* I dunno. I almost feel like taking all that about last night out. But I won't. Cause IMO I'm entitled to my feelings. And whatever backlash comes from it, well, I'll accept it. Well frick Neopets is down. YAY! 99x is having a 90s weekend! YAY! I took a bath during Guiding Light. . . but I did catch where Michelle woke up, ignored danny and went for Tony. Hmmmmm. Then Bill spotting Eden-- marvelous! I'm glad they let that happen, at least now he'll know she isn't dead. . . And hopefully he won't slip in front of Salerno. . . I slept through Young and Restless again. -_-; Time to pull out the big alarm clock O_o Ray, your earlish bed time tonight is fine with me-- i unfortunately have to go earlier too because Mom wants me to get up and get dressed and stuff by 8:30 AM. Heh. OMG 99x is playing RAP. LMBO aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!! If they play Country, I'm gonna shoot myself O_o Eh well the trip tomorrow seems better-- Grandpa's coming too ^.^ OMG 411!!! rofl. You gotta come original. O_O I ain't heard this song in awhile XD OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG 99x I loveeeeeeeeeeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. . . *salivates over the 90s music playing* Alice in chains. . . *drool drool drool* Lol I think when Nejo and I are online at the same time tonight, we'll both be hyper. Cause I still feel overly content. Heh. Pearl Jam! ^-^ *yawns and stretches* Heh. METALLICA!!! I wondered if they'd play it. O_O; Hey. YZetc, you reading my journal now? I'm guessing it's you. =/ i know it's someone from the HA! message board thanks to my site meter lol. Wow 63 emails from Andrea have filled my Inbox up half way. Well time to delete some I guess. O_o; YEAHHHHHHHHHHHH My favorite Metallica song. <3 <3 <3 99x! Omg. . . OMG! OMGGGGGGGGGG. . . I ain't heard this song in forever. *tries to remember what it is* Oh. The Chemicals Between Us by Bush. Heh. Good stuff. ^^ This is a long, rambling post sorta lol. Usually I have pictures. . . or something. . . but this is just blah blah blah from me. . . lol. I still hate Euchre. Muchly. OMG I HIT 8! Eat that, Charlotte!!! OMGGGGG. . . OMG Ray entered Keno and I greeted him by jumping on him. . . well I didn't notice that Dad was in the room -_-;;; Well LOL. After that. . . it's posting time. Yeesh. This has been a day of ups and downs. . . but I'm still happy cause there's been a lot more ups than downs ^^;;

2004-05-27T22:05:00.000-07:00

I'm so happy I got over 5 million! Hehehe ^_^ *rereads journal entry* Ugh I knew I'd lose my temper somewhere and I lost it towards MSN. And towards my parents. Lol. But I always lose it towards them sooooooo that's nothing. So yeah. . . >< Poor Sakuyamon. . . ^_______________^ Nejo sis will be out of school soon! Yeah! Dah'll have more company at night, yay! Ugh Dillon and Sage as friends scare me O_o Time for Euchre. Ugh I hate that game. Hopefully I'll get a partner who's good lol. Ugh.

jjfcrock1: I hope that it is not what I think.....lol
MDDah: No it's not my story
MDDah: Phew
jjfcrock1: Whew....!
jjfcrock1: My sentiments exactly.....
MDDah: It was a Pokemon card list I have on there that's unfinished lol
jjfcrock1: lol

Yeah I was working on that at my site. . . and didn't save it -_- Ugh. I want to become a better person. My parents just shouldn't annoy me like they do. And if they do, I can blah about it in here. I'm gonna try stop being so grumpy with them. . . Good I'm getting tired. . . Hey cool that guy I was racing with at 6 AM yesterday is back in the room lol. YAY I'm done! Bed at 4:30. Tis a better time than yesterday, sheesh.
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Ugh. I don't want to read reviews for ch 10. . . I think it sucked. JJ liked it but eh. . . I hate all my stories. ><;;;; Wah. *hides* God. . . >.> <.< I suck.

"Party Wagon" airs tonight at 7:30 CDT on Cartoon Network and runs about 1hr 30min.
Well I'm being stupid by saying I suck, lol. I want to usually kill people when they say stuff like that. ROFL. Dang Stoney. . . What the heck is up-- ROFL. With giving me a character with a Digimon named Tokemon. . .?! ROFL. Bad BAD!!!! It has a cool Digivolution line though. XD Kinda. O_o; Anyway. . . O_O I found my seven Pokemon badges!!!!! I miss my Pokemon card tournament a lot. Dang you, Walden's. T_T; *glares at crazy board* OMG There's a million tokens spinner at Pogo?! I want it! >.<; Ugh dmn. >< dmn dmn dmn. Slutttttttttttttt. O_o; Seeing THAT THERE just makes me twitch. I swear. This newbie in Keno is gonna kill Mini and me. Uh. Mini me? Yeah. Whatever. XD We're going to Hardees! Yay! Yummmmm.

Tuesday 6/8 (6:30 PM)
THE LAST NEW EPISODE
Grandpa's Packard / Phoebe's Little Problem
*weeps* WAH!! Hey Arnold, noessssssss! >< Ugh wow just checking my Iwon email to get 4 or so spam emails ain't worth it. . . Lol. So I won't be home Monday. . . Dang it. . . I wanted to spend at least some of the day with my Ray boy before he goes to work. . . Lmbo wouldn't people look at me funny if I used this Justin Timberlake skin on my journal? But he does look hot there. Mm. OMG *pulls hair out* Sick!! *puts a barrier around her two boards* >.< Worthless-- stay out!
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Ack 30 minutes till Smackdown. . . SDSDSDSD!!!! *runs*
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Can you believe *I* fell asleep during SD? Omg. . .Usually Dad falls asleep and I stay awake but I was so sleepy after yesterday's lack of sleep thing. . .I just dozed off. And and and. . . I Have got a new Neopets!!!! Lol shoot. Stoney's auto yahoo message scares me. O_o And now he won't answer -_- His account has gotten stolen so much, it wouldn't surprise me if it wasn't him. Ack. Ugh where's Ray. . . =( He's not gonna get online. . . Oh well his dad is prolly just being a jerk as usual. . . -_- At least Stoney is gonna read my story tomorrow. . . lol. Oh oh getting tired again. Sheesh. Wonder if Dad's still asleep. . . Charlotte left while I was wrapped up in Neopets and i didn't get to tell her bye. . . Wah.

Take the quiz: "The MOOD quiz! (With cool blinkies!)"

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You are sweet, smart and kind. You have tons of friends and they all love you. Keep it up, you're on your way to fortune!

^^;;;; Time to get to work I guess. After I do a couple things. Yay! Almost time for badges. . . and posting. RAY IS ON! GOTTA POST! CYA!

2004-05-26T22:17:00.000-07:00

^_^ Ray makes me feel giddy. Hehe. COULD SOMEONE SHOOT THE DANG SINGING CHIPMUNKS OR WTH EVER THEY ARE?!?! Stupid frickin Quiznos. Ok wait no. I got something else people can shoot. UGH. *glares at her computer* Ok I was fast forwarding through my tape and I found Survivor. Can someone please tell me why I recorded that? I'll guess I did it for Dad. I feel like CRAP. Yeah. *cries* . . . *grabs Tylonel* My stomachhhhhhhh, achhhhhhhh, noooooo. x_x Ugh I hurt. I'm going to bed. . . x_x I didn't even finish planning my wrestling fic. . .but oh well I'll do it tomorrow during the soap operas or something. Ow. . . x__________x *collapses*
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GOD I hate this! I hurt soooooo muchhhhhhh. My stomach is just killing me. And omg. . . oowwwwwwwwwww. I feel nauseous when I get up and walk around too. I just had to go do my little "cure nausea" thing cause it just was getting reallyyyy bad. Ray hon, if I say anything bad to you tonight, pleaseeee don't get mad at me. I'll be grumpy cause I don't feel good AND I'll be sleep deprived, ok? Just remember I love ya and no matter how bad my attitude gets, I don't mean anything by it *cringes* Frickin cramps. . . Oh. . . x_x Kill me now. I'm going back to bed when me and this guy finish our tokens race. Ugh. . . *goes to read stories off of FFN* My back hurts. . . -_- Ugh. Wha? Craving for a hamburger from Hardees. . . Wah. I wish my Ray Ray was here to keep me company. It was fun pwning him in checkers last night. Hey we need to do that again sometime, guy. You'll get better at it ^_~ Bedddddd *leaves after patting Gemmy in thanks* Dunno what i'd do without ya, Gemmy girl. ^^
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*yawns* Ughhhh. . . I just fully woke up right now. Lol I slept through everyone of my soaps except for As the World Turns. But I feel a lot better than I did at 6. Sheesh. My foooooooot's asleep. Ack. Ugh I don't want hamburgers for supper. . . Yet I do want hamburgers from Hardees. Ya go fig.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 97,617

YAY! I guess Misc and I are going to go play Euchre later. But not till after Ray goes to bed. That dang woman was in Keno last night and Charlotte and Lily were just waiting for her to do something outta line. Charlotte's been waiting to get her for awhile. ROFL We're having profile wars, Charlotte's says:

Member Since: Dec 26, 2001 General Info: My Worse Enemy is FunkyDoooo
Shes a great kid..but...SHE SUCKS
LMAO! That was for me putting in mine:

Favorite Saying: *in an offline message to Crz* Lites lites lites! LOL

Geesh you woulda thought I had put something awful in there XP Poor me, I get all the flaming lol. =( Stomach ache. Mmm Pepsi tastes exceptionally good today. And I'm not sure why. Mm. Ugh Jeremy messed up my Neopets game lol. Yahoo chat screens SHOULD NOT jump in front of other screens. Ugh.
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Lol. . . oh my. I need to work on my site later I guess. Hmm. Idiots. Anyway.

tadahmonqm: http://ca.geocities.com/digi_josied5/images/MetalGarurumon.gif
tadahmonqm: What color does that look like to you?
tadahmonqm: The blue-ish purple on it
Crzmama: its freaking purple
tadahmonqm: SEE
tadahmonqm: ROFL
tadahmonqm: Crap
tadahmonqm: Idiots
tadahmonqm: Ok ty I don't feel stupid now

YAY for Charlotte. Mom said the same thing. And she's an artist. *smirks* -_- >.> Where's Ray?

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Idiots. . . Hmm Gordon is coming over. Apparently there's a problem with my MSN. . . oh well let it sign me out and in repeatedly. I don't care. As if I have a real use for MSN anymore. Ruki I can talk to on AIM. Ray I talk to on AIM. Charlotte, Lily, they are both on AIM. JJ from Keno is on Yahoo. AIM and Yahoo pwns you all. Screw the rest. Only good thing about MSN is it short cuts me to MSN and I get to talk to Nina and Roger on the rare, insanelyyyyy rare times they come online (What is that, once every two or three months?) Neh fine i'll just stay signed out. Hmm Lily's is messing up too. ROFL Gordon brought me a clown wig. . . I gotta show Charlotte that.

tadahmonqm: OMG Fred/
tadahmonqm: *?
Crzmama: huh?
tadahmonqm: JW?
tadahmonqm: Lol
Crzmama: yikes
Crzmama: wtf?
tadahmonqm: ROFL
tadahmonqm: He stalked us again
Crzmama: thats scary ya know
tadahmonqm: Yeah no kidding
tadahmonqm: =/
tadahmonqm: Who's he after? Lol
Crzmama: its you or me gf
Crzmama: Id rather it be you lmao
tadahmonqm: Well I kno--
tadahmonqm: HEY!
tadahmonqm: ROFL
Crzmama: LMAO

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 91,048

^________^ ACK I forgot to post! >.<;

2004-05-25T22:04:00.000-07:00

*yawns* . . . Huh? Chapter does not exist?! Well screw you too FFN. O_O Ok ty for starting to work again. Geesh. Ugh shoot I need to talk to charlotte badly. I'm going to bed. . . thankfully I got over the depression over confusion about Ted and feel better. Just exhausted. . .
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Heh Guiding light was sadly sweet. Poor Eden. And Gus. And Bill. But at least bill found her engagement ring. . . so he has that to remember her by, though she ain't actually dead. Lol. *glares at GS* Ugh. ><;; . . . Ok my firewall just blocked me from Keno. THANKS, you worthless piece of crap. Now I gotta restart or miss out on some tokens. Frick. . .
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*twitches* Why do idiots I don't care for message me like as soon as I sign in? Ugh.

tadahmonqm: Hmm Homer is stalking Lily
Crzmama: lmao
Crzmama: LMAO
Crzmama: shes like wtf? lmao
tadahmonqm: Rofl

tadahmonqm: Is it Lily season?
Lilypad2260: fuck looks like it
tadahmonqm: Lol

XD! This guy said he was hunting Lily. I couldn't resist that one. My fingers feel stiff. . . Ick.
Points needed to beat charlotte: 106,210

XD I slipped. . . Ugh. I said something to Charlotte in the chat room. In front of Terry. About an email. Oh well. I hope we covered it ok. Ack. I hate having secrets. Ted should just tell me what's going on, why he needs to use this secret account. . . But frick it's none of my business. Erm. Ok now he's telling me. I think. Yeah. Uh. Um. Yup. Bold and Beautiful is really the only soap opera I don't enjoy now. Though Brooke telling nick she loved him today was sweet it is just too involved with the Marone and Forrester clan. Ack.
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Ugh I gotta send an email to Grandma. She asked me while Dad was in the hospital to send her a picture. . . And I forgot till now. Soooo I gotta do it so they'll stop bugging me. Yeah done I think, so bath time. Maybe my fingers will stop feeling stiff then.
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Fingers are a little better. ^^; Heh Davis =D Yeah I'm watching Digimon O_o now Beyblades. All I got to say about this season is, why did Ozuma steal Marik's golden earring? O_O;; I've been talking more to dad today. I mentioned Goofy joking said to Ray, "What are your intentions with my daughter?!" when he met him and I think it made him wonder so I go in and talk to him at odd times cause I don't want him getting as jealous as Mom gets over Charlotte -_-; I don't think anything about Goofy. Sometimes I even wonder if he's playing around on Charlotte but it's not my place to meddle so I just listen to her when she needs me to. I'm Dad's girl-- though i'm Ray's girl too-- but I'm not looking for a father replacement. Heck no. I just needed a mother figure to talk to. And charlotte is that for me. YEAH I know I got a real Mom. . . but my mom is. . . uhhh I dunno. Things happpened between us revolving around the Englander and it just warped my life and I don't feel like talking to her a lot. I don't hate her. She just annoys the frick outta me a lot. . . eh.

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^^;;; Headache. x_x

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What element would you reign over? (with anime pics)
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durrrrrrrr. Look just five minutes ago I had a family rant. Now i'm happy again. Proof? XD My stomach and ribs hurt and I dunno why but they've hurt off and on all day x_X Blogger has a image host now? Phwee? Wow for once i'm behind. Oh well. Eh i have my journal for an image host. . . but this has a photo editor? i'll test it. Hmm that was awesome. Lol. *will have to use it more*

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 100,443

YAY! Posting time.

this is the shirt that I based Alex's outfit on. . . However it doesn't have the black OR the word life saying on it.

2004-05-24T22:08:00.000-07:00

note to self: Say nothing to no one about chat tonight with Charlotte

(Well ok JJ read about it in my journal but I trust him. Sooooo. . . yeah. I think I'm just gonna get some cold pizza (Ick.) and work on editing my fic.) Um. Hey. I'm actually reading my fic. And I don't wanna kill myself. O_O; ACK PLOT HOLE! >< Oh well ok. . . the plot hole where Jerajimon is in the Darkness Ocean is explained. . . and what they mean by going to earth is explained. . . YAY! Plots holes are filled. DOOL ch 10 is already 8 pages. I finished the battle scene. Woot I should have it finished in a few days. Finally. ^^ Now if only Nejo could finish hers. O_o;
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Ahhh. @.@ Roy and Ruby just left. Lol. I'm sleepy. Asleep from 4:30 AM till 11 AM ain't good. . .but eh, There's a chance I won't be home tonight either. Roy and Ruby have invited us to go to her kid's house so Dad can play poker with Roy, Cassie and Kevin.

Roflmbo:

GG's mimicking Yugioh's dub. . .:

GG: we are you frrrrrrrrriends
Me: OH NO!

XD I began work on my original fic for Fox's contest. It's ok. ^^;;; @_@ My leg hurts. Why I dunno. OH HEY *takes a picture with her webcam* I fixed one of my necklaces. . . so that charm I won in the crane game, the angel thing I accidently broke on Friday the 13th (I swear I don't believe in many superstitions but there is something about that day O_o), now has a new place to be worn XD Yak. I'm tired. Well Lily seems to be ok today. That's good. . . I mentioned getting a game cube to Mom and she said, "Well, Christmas maybe. . ." YAY! I shall pwn Paper Mario 2~!~!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111111111 O_O

BANDAI, "digital monster" new project starting
Long full CG animation, game software, etc. are developed.
2005 Open schedule
BANDAI CO., LTD. announced new project starting of the character "a digital monster" of the company. It is the animation "DIGITAL MONSTER X-evolution (digital monster ZEVORYUSHON)" of a open schedule in 2005 to become the pillar of a project.
"DIGITAL MONSTER X-evolution" is a long animation work made by the whole-volume full CG. Members of a gorgeous creator, such as appointing Mr. 角銅 Hiroyuki who acted as the director of television animation "a DEJIMON adventure" and the "DEJIMON adventure 02" to the supervisor, Mr. Kazunori Ito who dealt with "Heisei GAMERA 3 部作" and ".hack" in the scenario, and Mr. Kawasaki 美羽 who took charge of the novel version ".hack" and the scenario of an "air master", have participated in work. drawing by the whole-volume full CG -- "digital one" of "DEJIMON" -- it is said that the portion is pulled out more
The schedule which is interlocked with this new work animation and by which related goods, such as game software, and a card, a figure skating, are also developed. Probably, the concrete contents about related goods will conclude that the game dealing with "X-evolution" is put on the market in 2005 and afterwards and be infallible although they are not clarified yet.
the contents to which, as for the "digital monster", the company was born from the handheld game machine sold to the concept in "the Tamagotchi to fight" The 1st cartridge was put on the market in '97 and this handheld game machine serves as a hot-selling product which will sell 10,700,000 pieces also the 13 million domestic totals and overseas by March, 2004.

That sounds dang promising. GO GO DIGIMON!!! Hopefully it's correct. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. A movie? Part of Bandai's press release saysssss:
"Digital Monster" and "Digital Monster X Evolution" (tentative) The creators include Kakudou Hiroyuki (director of the TV series "Digimon Adventure" and "Digimon Adventure 02") as director, and Itou Kazunori, who worked on "Gamera" and ".hack", and Kawasaki Miwa, who was in charge of the novelization of ".hack" and the script for "Air Master", as scriptwriters. Imagi International Holdings Limited will take charge of the animation.

Usually with the Digimon series, CG is used only during some evolution scenes of Digimon, etc...in this new animation, all of it will be CG, in order to focus on the "Digital" part of Digital Monsters.

Yeah basically what the one above says XD Um. My character Alex arouses me. O_O; I should like draw him. With his Word Life clothes and crap. XD GO CENA! *stares with tears in her eyes, laughing* OMG OMG OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. Dark Magician Joey! LMAO. Oh shoot I gotta show that to Ray later. ROFL I shouldn't have opened it again!!! Dang it!!!!! ROFL http://www.janime.net/images/FanArt/jyo_kaiba/01/49.jpg Son of a. . . Rofl. I'm sitting here giggling like an idiot. I wonder if Joey's legs really look like that. O_o LMAO! *smacks self* Omg. I found a journal full of quirky little sayings. Lol. It's awesome. I've got a new journal to read now! XD

Love is when you don't want to sleep because real life is better than anything you can dream...when you can be happy doing anything, as long as you're with that person...when you know they're not perfect, but you know they're perfect for you.

Ray. . . ^^ It was a little odd to see Roy and Ruby today. Last time i saw them, I was not the happy person I am now. I was depressed. I needed a breather. But since then I feel good again. I'm glad to feel more like the old Joou. Sometimes I get twitchy but then things will change and I'll feel good again ^^; I notice my journal entries are getting more normal too. That's good. ^_^ Now to see if we're going out tonight. O_o It's a pretty day outside. . . Hmm. If the weather keeps it up, I might grab some stuff and go out later or tomorrow. But i feel like crap kind of today. So uh. Yeah. Umm.

What would it be like if Ali and Alex were paired? O_o Ok there's the freaky factor. Cause like they're both my characters. But that'd be interesting. Sorta. XD They're like opposites. She could humanize him and he could make her stronger though. Ok here. . . Lol. Yes I'm weird. But there's part of that shirt my bro bought me on his vacation. Best thing about it? It's frickin comfortable. . . And you all see the angel charm. XD The necklace it came with had an emerald stone and though I don't like green, Dad gave it to me so I'm keeping it on. *grins* Ugh.

Me: *rambling about my online life* So then Ray--

Mom: *interrupts* Her friend from California--

me: *glares* BOYfriend

XD i love being a brat. ^^;; 99x is playing odd versions of songs today. Lol. Ugh. Mom and I got into a racism fight in front of Ruby. I just seriously hate racist people. And if Ray and I get to the serious mode (Heck sometimes I think we're already there), she better never act like a retard in front of him. Same goes for Dad. >.>

1. What time is it? 4:59 PM

2. Name: Amy Friend
3. Name as it appears on birth certificate: Amy Louise Friend
4. Nickname: Dah
5. Last birthday: March 6th, 1987

6. Pets: None at this time

7. Natural Hair Color: Brownish red
8. What friend will have the most entertaining answers: ?

9. Eye Color: Greenish blue

10. How much do you love your job on a scale of 1 to 10: I don't have one
11. Birthplace: Pekin Hospital, Pekin Illinois

12. Current Residence: Pekin Illinois

13. Favorite food: Pizza

14. Been to Africa? No

15. Been toilet papering? No
16. Love someone so much it made you cry: Yeah kinda.
17. Been in a car accident? No
18. Croutons or bacon bits: Neither
19. Favorite day of the week: Saturday
20. Favorite word or phrase: OH NO!

21. Favorite Restaurant: Uhh. . . Bob Evans?
22. Favorite flower: Tulips

23. Favorite sport to play: Eh. . . baseball is the only sport

24. Favorite drink: Alcoholic: Wine? Non-Alcoholic: Pepsi
25. Favorite Ice Cream: strawberry
26. Favorite fast food restaurant: Hardees
27. What color is your bedroom carpet: Blue

29. Besides this one, who sent you your last e-mail: Andrea

30. Which store would you choose to Max out your credit card? Walden's!
31. What do you do most often when you are bored: Play online
32. Most annoying thing people ask/tell me: ASL
33. Bedtime: 4 AM? LMAOOOOOOOOOOOO

34. Who will respond to this email the quickest? No one?
35. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to respond? I didn't send it
36. Favorite TV show(s): Inu, Beyblade, FLCL WWE and many others
37. Last person you went out to lunch with: Ugh I ain't GONE OUT to lunch since Kentucky so, my parents, Roy and Ruby
38. Ford or Chevy: Ford?
39. Time you finished this email: 5:14 PM

Lily is flaming Susan XD Go LILY!!! Ugh shoot me now. Pancakes for supper? Yuck. DEATH TO NEOPETS. DMN IT COME ON. If it's not working SOON, I might restart my computer. Cause this is frickin pointless. @.@ MATT BUZZ OFF YA IDIOT. Whoa i'm ticked. Frickin Neopets. -_- Ok. Neopets is up. And I really need to find something to eat. . . Mmm. Spaghetti. *licks lips* Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Yummiful.
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Hi Ray, I dunno if i'll be on later. . . We got really really awful storms almost on top of us now so I just came online while Raw was on commercial to say I miss ya, love ya and I'll catch ya later if I can. Um yeah hope ya read this ><;; I'll see ya later or tomorrow ^^;;; Go ahead and play Keno without me if ya want o.O
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^^^^ I posted that during wrestling. Dad and I decided to risk it and get online anyway cause right now it doesn't seem too bad. . . and I wanted to finish at Neopets first. But where is Ray? Ugh his dad is annoying. And dare i say though Vicky dancing on Raw tonight sorta interested me, I see WWE is messing her up. She looks lame kinda . . . and I miss psycho Vicky! *cries* . . .Psycho Vicky was hot and got me into pulling my hair at random times. ^_~ Oh dang it. I missed CSI's season finale. -_-;;;;; *smacks self* I need to write a schedule of what to record and when. Geesh I swear XD;; RAY! Look at that thing. Doesn't that look awful? A tornado's been spotted. . . *hides* >< I better go. Post this then I will. O_O

2004-05-23T22:05:00.000-07:00

I'm so tired. Pepsi is neeeeeeeeded. "You just unselfishly help someone. . . then you take them home. . . and go off to die". WOOT! I found a way to stop my computer from minimizing my task bar buttons. Lol. Now I can have as many screens up as I want O_o; ^_^ Oh God no, >< now vivek is messaging me. Heeeelp.

Jedi Knight CC16: I love you ^_^;;
tadahmonqm: Love you too :D
Jedi Knight CC16: :D
tadahmonqm: %-)
Jedi Knight CC16: ^_^
Jedi Knight CC16: So its been 15 days.
tadahmonqm: ^_^;
tadahmonqm: Yup
Jedi Knight CC16: Nice.
tadahmonqm: :D Ya
Jedi Knight CC16: And it had to be on our anime night too
Jedi Knight CC16: hehe
tadahmonqm: Here's to 15,000 more O_O
tadahmonqm: Lol
Jedi Knight CC16: :O
tadahmonqm: Yeah, ironicness, huh? Being on anime night
Jedi Knight CC16: yeah
tadahmonqm: And our anniversary'll always be the day before Mother's Day x'D
Jedi Knight CC16: lol
Jedi Knight CC16: yup.
tadahmonqm: Well we won't forget it that way I guess ^^;;
Jedi Knight CC16: Of course
Ugh I dunno how long I'll be on tomorrow afternoon. . . MK wants me to. .. well look:

Grey Mage MK: OK
Grey Mage MK: 1)STORY
2)CONTROLS
3)BATTLE PARTY
4)FAQs
5)WALKTHROUGH
i)Prologue
ii)Chapter 1
iii)Chapter 2
iv)Chapter 3
v)Chapter 4
vi)Chapter 5
vii)Chapter 6
viii)Chapter 7
ix)Chapter 8
6)SIDE QUESTS & MINI-GAMES
7)STAR PIECE LOCATIONS
8)RECIPE LIST
9)INVENTORY LISTS
i)Items
ii)Key Items
iii)Badges
10)ENEMY LIST
11)MISC.
12)THANKS TO
Grey Mage MK: That's what some look like
Grey Mage MK: Alright
Grey Mage MK: How far are you in the game?
tadahmonqm: Not too far, I'll play more this weekend then tell you ok?
Grey Mage MK: OK
tadahmonqm: Think I was on 2 or 3
Grey Mage MK: I'm throughly finished
Grey Mage MK: Alright
Grey Mage MK: What part do you wanna do?
Grey Mage MK: Wait.....
tadahmonqm: o.O
Grey Mage MK: We could do In-Depth FAQ or Character FAQ
Grey Mage MK: Or do you wanna do a walkthrough?
tadahmonqm: Your choice, lol.
Grey Mage MK: Wanna do a basic?
Grey Mage MK: Those are the really big ones
tadahmonqm: Ok
Grey Mage MK: Now, you have my new e-mail address right?
tadahmonqm: Yeah
Grey Mage MK: OK
Grey Mage MK: We'll have to e-mail stuff like big parts if we both can't get them in
Grey Mage MK: (Link: http://www.gamefaqs.com/features/help/hcontrib_2b.html)http://www.gamefaqs.com/features/help/hcontrib_2b.html
tadahmonqm: Ok
Grey Mage MK: So, are yoy understanding the layout stuff?
Grey Mage MK: Cuz I don't
tadahmonqm: Eh it looks simple enough. . .
Grey Mage MK: I wonder how we can have two authors
Grey Mage MK: So you can update if I can't or something like that
tadahmonqm: I dunno o.O
Grey Mage MK: Hmmm.....
Grey Mage MK: OK
Grey Mage MK: So you're on Chapter 2/3 right?
tadahmonqm: Yeah
Grey Mage MK: When you get to you're next Chapter, copy down the basic walkthrough without sidequests
tadahmonqm: Ok
Grey Mage MK: And try to include how you beat bosses and enemies
Grey Mage MK: Then we can compare OK?
tadahmonqm: Alright will do ^^
tadahmonqm: Ok lol
Grey Mage MK: lol
Grey Mage MK: Are you up to the workload?
tadahmonqm: Yeah
Grey Mage MK: (Link: http://www.gamefaqs.com/features/contribute/)http://www.gamefaqs.com/features/contribute/
tadahmonqm: Ok
Grey Mage MK: Do you wanna make an account for Gamefaqs?
tadahmonqm: Alright i will when the IM overload i'm on currently subsides
Grey Mage MK: lol
Grey Mage MK: Who's all Iming you?
Grey Mage MK: Me, Ray, nejo, and Tent?
tadahmonqm: Lol you Ray and another friend of mine and I'm watching TV with Ray and . . . yeah lol
Grey Mage MK: lol
Grey Mage MK: This version of One Winged Angel is awesome
Grey Mage MK: It has people singing in Japanish
tadahmonqm: O_O Lol
Grey Mage MK: Japanish or French or German
Grey Mage MK: Or something
Grey Mage MK: Alright, so you know what you have to do?
tadahmonqm: Lol weird
tadahmonqm: Yeah
Grey Mage MK: I'll start from the beginning with the basic walkthrough and tattle guide OK?
tadahmonqm: Ok
Grey Mage MK: Can you do badges too?
Grey Mage MK: I can do badges also, but it'll help me cut down on my major workload
tadahmonqm: Alright
Grey Mage MK: We'll need an FAQ section, Version History, Basic Controls, Basic Walkthrough, Thanks to Those Who Contributed section, The Story of Course (Pokemon 2000 s on and I'm watching it now so my mind is wondering)
tadahmonqm: Lol ya my mind is wandering thanks to Inuyasha
Grey Mage MK: And then Sidequests, Badges, Bosses, Koot Koopa, Quizmo, Recipies, Items
Grey Mage MK: Anything else you want to include?
Grey Mage MK: And Star Pieces
tadahmonqm: Hmm no I don't see anything that you haven't included
Grey Mage MK: OK
Grey Mage MK: And we'll bug Foxy and Mimilu and Shima and everyone else to contribute
tadahmonqm: Ok
tadahmonqm: Lol

Ok so I need to do badges. . .? And a general walkthrough on whatever chapter I'm on. Lol. Yay. @.@ I'm going to bed soon. But I want a snack. But I dunno what to eat cause NO ONE HAS GONE TO THE STORE YET. We're still low on yummy Dah-fav-foods. ~_~;; Night. . . *faints* OH and I found out that my fic needs edited a lot. I posted the unedited version on my website. Ack stupid Joou!
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Yawn. I'm sleepy. Well no just tired. And my fingers are greasy from this breakfast thingy Dad bought us so typing is fun. My fingers are slipping all over the keys lol. *coos at her Mahjong dragon* Ain't you just the cutesttttttt? ^-^ I wish this game woulda loaded for Ray. . . but then I had to go to Keno to leave Lynne a message for Ted. I just dunno WHAT that guy is doing. . . Today is the day, five years ago, that Owen Hart died during a live WWE pay per view. . .

http://www.tvtome.com/tvtome/servlet/PersonDetail/personid-60709

This proves how long I have watched wrestling. I had only been a fan for a few months. . . when Mom and I came home from her working for her boss, Debbie in Peoria one Sunday, and Dad told me he had listened to the pay per view and, well, a wrestler had died. Owen, you aren't forgotten, we remember you for the good times, and respect you for everything you did, and we miss you a lot. RIP. . .

Funny, I was all ready to come in here and balk and complain and be my usually bratty self because Roy and Ruby are coming over tomorrow and I just found out about it but that just put my problems in perspective. . . I can't believe it's been five years. And that I forgot. . . O_O The top 30 countdown is screwed up lol. It started at #30 and now. . . it's back at 30. HEY LLOYD FIX IT! Though this Korn song is growing on me. O_o O_O WTH. They went from 30. . . to 26. . . then to 19. *sighs and shrugs*

I also share Jericho's feelings in here:
http://www.fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=858749&chapter=104

And of course Steph here:
http://www.fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=858749&chapter=99

I wish I could talk to Charlotte. but she seems to be busy. So I'll sit here and organize my fan fiction files and talk with Ray Ray awhile. ^^ Ok I talked to Charlotte and I feel a little better. Lol. @.@ Still organizing these stupid fics though. Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza Pizza pizza pizza . . . O_o; Yeah I'm bored. Lol.
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. . . For God's sakeeeeee *smacks self* . . . *glares at her boards* Stupid invaders. *mutter mutter mutter* . . . -_-;;;;;; I even cussed when I saw that invader at CB. Heh oops. Tonight has been funny. It's humorous. Geesh all of tonight was.

Points needed to beat Crz: 109,479

I was sure I calculated earlier. But i guess I forgot to add it in here. Oh well. Lol. I miss my Ray. Where he be? *sigh* *turns up Pearl Jam as the parents fight* O_o Lol note to self: Ricky is a cool guy. When Spidey came in cussing me out, he said he booted him. Lol, and I was very welcome cause i've stood up for him before. ^^;

"Big"Marly: i rock
Me: You suck
Me: Go away
Charlotte: LMAO

Ok this night is getting a lil worse. Apparently Lily isn't thinking right. . .and Charlotte has to keep her from doing something stupid. . . Raaaaaay. . . =/ *sighs* Where are youuuuuu? Lol. Ugh. God please take care of Lily. . . >< Ugh Ray where are youuuuuuuuuu. . . Yes I'm repeating. =( I just seriously haven't been here much tonight. Like emotionally. I was ok till that deal with Ted. . . then Lily. I blundered once or twice in a chat with Ruki and once with Charlotte so sheweee. . . Ok I'm clearer now that I kinda talked about it in here. I dunno maybe over-exposure to gas is still effecting me. I just definitely know what Charlotte is going through at this point in time. A person you love/care for threatening suicide and stuff. . . Ugh. I should IM her soon and ask how it's going. . . Ugh looks like Ray ain't gonna make it for long here. . . If he does. . . O_O Ray!! Two minutes before midnight O_O I was sitting here all depressed, wondering if he'd get on and he did yay yay yay :D

Jedi Knight CC16: hi
tadahmonqm: Hey
Jedi Knight CC16: Just got on to tell ya good night
tadahmonqm: Oh ok ^^;;
tadahmonqm: You ok? o.O
Jedi Knight CC16: I cant stay online right now and dad was being a hog
Jedi Knight CC16: and yes, im ok
tadahmonqm: :( ok
tadahmonqm: Good ^^;
tadahmonqm: You'll be on more tomorrow, right?
tadahmonqm: o.O
Jedi Knight CC16: Yeah
Jedi Knight CC16: ^^
tadahmonqm: Ok ^^
tadahmonqm: Night then, have a good day at school/work :D
tadahmonqm: Tomorrow that is
tadahmonqm: lol
Jedi Knight CC16: Good night honey :)
tadahmonqm: Night ^^
Jedi Knight CC16: *Gives you a hug and a kiss*
tadahmonqm: *hugs, kisses back* :D
Jedi Knight CC16: ^^
tadahmonqm: Love ya ^^
Jedi Knight CC16: I love you too ^_^;;
tadahmonqm: :D
Jedi Knight CC16: bye bye
Jedi Knight CC16: we can play keno tomorrow
tadahmonqm: Yay!
*** Jedi Knight CC16 signed off at Mon May 24 00:03:35 2004.

^_____________________^ Posting time.

2004-05-22T22:00:00.000-07:00

Points needed to beat charlotte: 109,721

Woot. Heh. JJ from Keno and I voice chatted. He wanted to hear my voice to see if I was good singer and uh it was a little funny. I got nervous at first and could barely talk but as more time went on, my nervousness sorta subsided. YAY I fixed my template for the June journal thingy. Only thing is the Sakura picture is a little blurry. But at least what I post can be read now. O_o; And my computer is acting funny. So I think i'm gonna go to bed soon. -_-;
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I woke up smelling GAS. In my ROOM. It seems the gas guy made it worse when he tried tightening it. . . Ugh. So now I get to miss GS' chat. And Tent possibly won't be there either. Mom's taking me to Grandma's. . . -_-;; I just wish I could stay for that chat cause it seems like fun. And I'll miss some of the anime on tonight. . . but I guess I could record it.

Hey Ray hon, remember the gas leak thing? Well. . ., it got worse today so Mom wants to take me to Grandma's tonight. I dunno when i'll get home, prolly after ten or so. Be careful on the bike. . . and I'll see ya then for our nightly Keno and anime, ok? ^_~

Ughhhh. . . points needed to beat Charlotte: 121,496

. . . Wah. Dang it. And she'll have all night to get further ahead of me. Oh well competition is good for the soul I guess. I'll stay up late tonight playing different games that are Ray-accessible to try to get it. Too bad he can't-- OOOOH. I could send him a guest pass and we could play Mahjong together or something. He'd love the dragons. ^^

tadahmonqm: Yeah
tadahmonqm: Thanks for sending the Guest Pass!
If your Guest uses the Guest Pass you just sent before
May 27, 2004
we'll send you a Club Pogo Message. Remember, you'll be awarded 2000 tokens if your Guest uses this Guest Pass!

tadahmonqm: X-D Woot
Crzmama: accccccck
tadahmonqm: ROFL
Crzmama: lmao

tadahmonqm: I woke up at around eleven or so smelling that gas
tadahmonqm: Then fell back asleep and stayed asleep till 12:30
tadahmonqm: Mom suggested I passed out cause of the gas
tadahmonqm: I guess it's possible. . . :|
Jedi Knight CC16: :( maybe
tadahmonqm: Yeah :-S

. . . Ugh. I got out of Grandma's. GS' chat is on ^^ Yay!
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Lol no one came. That's ok though. ^^;; I'm losing badly at Poker right now. Lol. Marriage. Hmm. What a thought, Ray. It sounds cool though ^^; And seeing the world too ^_^

http://www.geocities.com/b_gebhart/crashbrock.html

LOL I ain't read all this yet-- too busy-- but I want to save the link. I never noticed Brock and Crash looked so much alike. Actually Jackie and that monkey looks alike too. Hmm. Stupid smart asses. La. I guess it was funny in a juvenile way though. Yay! Mahjong Garden is back. Awww, FLCL is on and Ray ain't on. . . Dang it. My hips are killing me o_o; BIG O?! OMG OMG OMG. Wait. . . what got taken off then? Uhhhhh. . . . . . . . . .. . . . . .. .The rerun Inu? Wow! Oh ugh. Now Grandma is messaging me. Shoot me now. >< *holds finger up to temple, holds thumb like a gun, presses thumb against pointing finger, resembling pulling a trigger* OK OK It's not funny but pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee get her away from me!! She's like an elderly Hirika. O_o; Shew. *yawns* She said bye. Now I'll post this. ^^;

2004-05-21T22:19:00.000-07:00

Ugh I wish I had seen the neighbors' faces. Our microwave stopped working totally when the electricity went out Tuesday. . . I mean it totally fried that dumb thing. . . So today Mom let Robert take it to his apartment to pitch it. . . before he went on his bowling trip to Nevada tomorrow. Welllll Robby apparently took the old old microwave. . . carried it outta the house, to his car and, while looking out her bedroom window, Mom witnessed him putting it down in the grass and JUMPING on it. Lmbo I wanted to see it! But anyway we're talking about my thirty year old bro doing this. ROFL. Omg.

JJ from Keno says I'm creative. . . lol. I don't feel creative but. . . eh guess I need some just to write, right? Speaking of which i need to ask what he thinks about my story. . . Yes JJ went to my site and read DOOL. XD I'll ask him when I see him in Keno soon. Oh crap Ruki just cracked me up. There was this huge retarded story posted at CB and she bothered reading it I guess and just replied in the only way she can. Rofl. Never had four words in one sentence make me laugh before like that. Lol. I sorta like how things went tonight. Played Keno till one, got my book reports done then, played Turbo for an hour, worked on my template for half an hour. . ., planned my fic for half an hour, then will write for half an hour, then go to bed. . . for half an hour. LOL No seriously. Wth? I think I figured out what was making my fingers hurt. OMG I'm a retard. My Keyboard has these little stands. . . that make it tilt if you open them up. . . And I tilted it and my fingers started hurting not long afterwards but I didn't think to blame it on tilting the keyboard. . . but now I got sick of the tilt and put the keyboard level with the desk and I'm typing and it feels as good as it did before!!! My God I hope this is a permanent fix. I'll be soooo happy if it is. Anyway back to planning lol. Typos are going down too I see. Yay for Dah. ^^ I guess I am gonna use Alex in my first ever Yugioh fic. Lol. One of my characters' are neutral, one's good and one's evil. Go fig. Yup you got it, three of my characters in one fic. Ack. Alison, Amiru, Alex. Lol. My leg hurts. . . I wish Ray was online. . . I just feel crappy again. . . Frickin BS. Oooh. . . give me more. Eh I dunno this song is awesome.

http://www.fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=858749&chapter=99

Lol. . . Steph's feelings in this chapter match mine to a teeeee. . . I got more done on my chapter. I think i will have the tough part finished tomorrow. And typing is still more comfortable! Yay! Holy heck I seriously think Nina did write that chapter for me. Stephanie. . . is me right now. LOL Totally. Shew. I swear. Ack. Anyway. . . it's 4:30 AM. . . I'll be dead come tomorrow, from lack of sleep lol. . .
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Ugh. . . I got new stuff to translate now. . . Hmm. Ok little Spanish guy this is getting outta hand. YOU DO NOT stalk me to Keno, my online journal, AND start going to my message board, filling it with Spanish crap. You stop or I'll get you for stalking, I do know how to do that much, you little sick freak. And if you even think about going to GS, I really will do it. Ok I dunno but I guess I just will take Mom's advice and ignore him cause this is stressing me out. And if he posts at CB or GS again, I'll just delete the posts. Sexybunny freak stopped stalking me after I ignored her completely twice so maybe that'll work this time. Ugh i'm ticked. . . Freakin' stalkers. . . Thank God my name in Pogo is different than my name on every other site. . . Awwwwwwwwwwwww my tag board is so clean. Heheheh. Ugh and now Mom is making me go out with her. Dang it. >< If I didn't get to play with her radio, I wouldn't even bother. I don't feel great today. I'll letr Dad play for awhile. . . I really don't want to go out in this awful heat but leave it to my dumb mom. . . -_-; It's frickin 85 degrees out, I'm tired AND uh uh er um I think *that* is starting. Yeah that . Lol. . . Ugh.
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. . . That was pointless. Stupid mom spent the whole trip complaining about her air conditioning not working. . . Then I spent it ticked cause she rushed me and I didn't get to finish with my hair. . . So I think I looked stupid. . . I only enjoyed the last two minutes of the trip cause 99x started playing Evanescence's Going Under so I sorta released my frustrations while singing that song.
now i will tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under

blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore
i'm dying again

i'm going under
drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through

so go on and scream
scream at me i'm so far away
i won't be broken again
i've got to breathe i can't keep going under

Cheerful song, huh? But good to sing to, though Amy Lee's voice is awesome and difficult for me to match lol. Whoa Charlotte's ears musta been burning, I was just thinking, "Wonder where Crz is" and she signed in XD Soooo to cheer up. . . What should I spend my hundred dollars on?! Yes Daddy gave me a hundred dollars spending money today! Yay! Roflmbo! Danny accidentally set an explosion on his own wife. O_o;

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While the guys you've dated haven't been perfect, you've kept most as friends

In fact, one or two of your exes may be your best friends - after all, they know you best

And though your mature attitude is awesome, make sure nothing gets too weird

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Meh. I should play with my tapes. O_o; I think i should kick Pogo for creating these emoticons. They were cool for awhile but now the more people coming in and going :) wtg *screen name here* is making me wanna pull my hair out. O_o; ROFL I bet he's looking like, wth? right about now cause all his comments in my tagboard is gone. ROFL.
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Ack. . . I was home alone for like a really long time this week while Dad was in the hospital and now we find out we got a really bad gas leak . . . ugh. OOOOOOOOH I hate Phlinx. ROFL.

Grey Mage MK: Dah has Amnesia
tadahmonqm: LOL
tadahmonqm: Do not
Grey Mage MK: Do too
tadahmonqm: Not!
Grey Mage MK: Yep
tadahmonqm: Nope
Grey Mage MK: There's not denying it now
tadahmonqm: My brain is just addled cause we had a bad gas leak in the house
Grey Mage MK: x_x
tadahmonqm: And didn't know it till today
Grey Mage MK: So WHY are you in your house now?
tadahmonqm: Uh we're brave? Or stupid? I dunno
tadahmonqm: LOL

So. . . looking forward to playing our special game with my special guy tonight. . . Can't wait till you come online, Ray Ray, and YES I'm gonna make you read this cause I was thinking about ya ^_~ Tomorrow makes two weeks, hon, since we made it official, ya know. Ya better come online soon lol. Oh and another quick comment to ya, Ray ray, when I'm set to away, feel free to message me anyhow. ^_~ I usually ain't too far off and'll answer ya when I can, swear. =D

Omg. I hate to say it. . . but that "Yahoo Uglies" site sunny linked me to was hilarious. Ok. . . I admit. . . her being on that site wasn't nice. . . but the other people. .. The ones I didn't know. .. were freakin' hilarious. Yeah I got a mean sense of humor. And Charlotte is in a full room! Dang it! Lol. . . she's rambling to me now. . . I don't mind though. . . she needs to let off steam as much as I do. . . so go at it, Charlotte, I'll listen.

Ack I forgot to post, I guess MK and I are gonna do a walkthrough of Paper Mario. . . Tonight has been fun.

2004-05-20T21:57:00.000-07:00

Yay I got all my badges. ^^ Early, huh? But now I got all week to relax

sun says:
gn little lady tc gbu luv ya and gl with your new b/f
Dah, GS no Himeko says:
Ty Sun Night tc of yourself, glad you're back

Aww Ray is a hit with everyone in Keno so far. Heh ^.^ Aww anyway. People don't like me. I'm gonna go cry now. Uh. No wait. Actually I'm NOT. Heh. *smirks* I don't care really. . . -_-;

jjfcrock1: And then there is the good side of everything....How is he doing ?/
MDDah: Oh he's great
MDDah: He's going to Disneyworld for graduation
MDDah: Lol
MDDah: And we're having lots of fun in Keno
jjfcrock1: Awesome.....disneyland or disneyworld......?
MDDah: Land I think
jjfcrock1: I am glad.......yay.....
MDDah: Typed it wrong lol
jjfcrock1: Yep.........he's in LA ok....I was raised there and I went to Disneyland for my graduation too.....years ago.....wow...
MDDah: Yup lol
jjfcrock1: I am glad that u are having fun in pogo......introduce me sometime when I am on at the right time......lol
MDDah: Sure will, come in tomorrow before midnight our time he'll be in there prolly if he's not eating
jjfcrock1: Cool....I go to work but should be home such that I make it on before midnight.....lol

Ok JJ is keeping me from finishing up a chapter for my last book report. Ah well I needed to talk to someone. And he's cheerful so that's good, it works. ^_^; I can't believe Smackdown sucks so much right now. . . I just discovered. . . I am stronger emotionally again. i don't really care what people think about me now as much as I did. Guess Charlotte, Lily and Ruki all sorta helped me strengthen up again after my self-esteem and will power took a beating. Before I used to edit almost every other journal post. . . just because. . . I was worried what people would think about me with what I posted. Now I rarely get the need to edit them. I did want to sorta edit that ranting post on Sunday but then I thought, "Why? I'm entitled to my feelings. . . AND I'm human. . ." so it remained. Ugh yeah. . . Night time. . . *dies cause she can't get the pretty Cardcaptor Sakura template right*
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Um. Dang my subconscious. Having that dream WAS NOTTTTTTTTT a good way to wake up. . . Ugh. Whyyyyyy? Anyway. . . Pogo changed the chat. . . and it's cool. ^.^ I guess neither Dad nor Grandpa are feeling great today. Dad's blood pressure is high. . . and Grandpa is still, um, well, sick from his biopsy. And I slept through Young and restless again. Ugh. But that was more of an alarm clock error than anything. Someone needs to go grocery shopping. . . we don't have much to eat. . . Ugh. ROFLMBO OMG someone made an Andy Kaufman returns journal. I've heard about this twice now on Jericho's message board and now on Blogger. Go fig. O_o; Ok Charlotte linked me to a trailer called The Day after Tomorrow and I'm sad to say that till I get my driver's license, my dad (or Mom, if he's sick still. . .) will have to drive me to THREE movies this summer so far.

The Day After Tomorrow-- I want to go to it May 30th!
Yugioh the movie -- Well it comes out August the 13th so uh um er I can drive myself? Maybe? If I pass???? We'll see but I want to go to this movie August 15th.
Spiderman 2: I wanna go uhh well I can't go July 4th, that's general "Watch fireworks with Dad" day but maybe July 3th'll work. ^^

Lily: Funky........
Me: Lily......
Lily: I think I broke my nose
Me: . . . Dare I ask how?
Me: Lol
Lily: lmao damn thing hurts
Lily: lmao
Lily: I triple dog dare ya
Me: Rofl
Me: Ok I'm dared. . . how/
Me: *?
Lily: lmao I was at the casino the other night......went to leave and stood up as I sneezed and head butted the damn slot machine
Me: Omg
Me: Owwwww
Me: Rofl
Lily: oh man ouch is putting it lightly
Me: Geesh Lily guess ya need a helmet for the casino now, huh?
Lily: told them shit I deserve pain compensation
Lily: LMAO a helmet
Me: Rofl
Lily: can ya see that?
Me: Yeah
Lily: lmao
Me: With knee pads and elbow pads too

Rofl. ^.^ I can't wait till I can show Ray Pogo's new emoticons. ^^ Too bad he can't use them but oh well. Ok let's try this Blogger template thing again. . . I found a space in the coding that might've messed it up. It's sad how just the littest thing can mess everything up.

Learn the Spanish like a big boy

Hmm. . . what was that? Eh I dunno. I took it to a translator site and it still didn't explain it to me. So. . . I think I know you, you Spanish AOLer, so you just speak English and fess up on who you are or leave me and my journal alone. Thankees. ^_~ And I'm still fighting with the Blogger template. I'll try later cause I'm not getting anything done right now. Ugh ugh ugh I cannot believe what Charlotte just told me and if that sick son of a - . . . hurts Ted, i'll be on her like white on rice. Sooooo I watched Beyblade yesterday. Lemme tell you. . . it didn't surprise me that Zeo backstabbed the Bladebreakers. It did surprise me that he was Zaggart's son though. O_o; I'd sorta like to get Ray to read this thing more often. ^_~ Just so I can leave messages for him when I do post and sweet stuff like that XD I just now realized how much fun it can be to let people read your journal and actually be able to talk it over with them. JJ from Keno revealed this to me when he started reading my journal. Lol. Hi, JJ, BTW! Lol. Ok so Now I realize that Spanish stalker person followed me into Keno. STOP BEING JUVENILE AND TELL ME WHO YOU ARE, if I do know you. Hmph. Smackdown was good. . . Pogo is down. . . Ugh. It's really hot. . . and humid out. O_o; I hate weather like this.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 113,213

I miss Ray. Time to work on book reports, plan some more of my fics, write, and go to bed after some Turbo and Keno lol.

2004-05-19T22:04:00.000-07:00

I need to plan ATDT. And write some of DOOL. I think this is the episode where Wolfwood dies. But I'm not sure. Stupid Trigun. Eh I forgot to link Ruki to the Spam forum. . . not that I truly care now. Oh Milly ><;; I hate this episode. . . Wolfwood dies. . . and Milly just cries and cries. . . As Vash and Meryl watch on sadly. . . Anyway I think I'm gonna write now. Ugh I got some done on it at least. . . now I'm going to bed.
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Ack I slept through Y&R today. Dang it, that's it, i'm going to bed early tonight lol. Hmm so . . . LOL Young and Restless and Bold and Beautiful messed this up. O_o; B&B had Lauren cross over to their soap . . . But while she's visiting Kevin in the hospital on one soap, she's in another state on the other? Or am I confused? Ack i dunno . . . Hey. . . O_O A trailer for the Yugioh movie. It looks sweet. *flicks at a 12 year old from Wales* . . . -_-; Why do I meet these people? Ugh. O_O Yikes MK is already writing on his fic for Fox's contest. Yikes. Mine is gonna be . . . interesting. Lol. I don't have it all ironed out though. I just know the five main characters. . . and SOME of the story. Once I get it down on paper, it'll get better. Hopefully. Grandpa's released now ^_^ Dad'll be released soon too. My life can get back to the monotone usual.

According to Adlink, Nickelodeon will start airing new episodes of different shows at 6:30 PM on weeknights; "Grandpa's Packard / Phoebe's Little Problem" will air Tuesday, June 8.

YAY!!! Please Y&R do NOT pair Jill and Jack O_o; Accccccck. I'm sorting through templates I want to use. I found an ADORABLE Card captor Sakura one I like. . . Nejo'll prolly love it. The more I listen to Slipknot live, the more I like it. Lol.*headbangs* . . . XD! Geesh I do sorta wish it was them performing with Metallica in August but ah well Godsmack is awesome too. My journal needs a new title. Lol. Hmm.

WASHINGTON - Carbonated drinks may raise the risk of esophageal cancer, a usually fatal disease, researchers reported on Monday.

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Several studies presented at a meeting of cancer and gastrointestinal experts in New Orleans showed that what people eat and drink could affect a range of cancers.
“This research supports the widespread medical recommendations for healthy eating,” said Dr. Lee Kaplan of Massachusetts General Hospital and Harvard Medical School in Boston.
Rise in esophageal cancer
A team at Tata Memorial Hospital in India found a strong correlation between the rise in per capita consumption of carbonated soft drinks in the past 50 years and a documented increase in rates of esophageal cancer in the United States.
Team members studied U.S. Department of Agriculture data to find that per capita consumption of carbonated drinks rose by more than 450 percent, from 10.8 gallons (49 litres) on average in 1946 to 49.2 gallons (224 litres) in 2000.
And over the past 25 years, the incidence rates of esophageal cancer have risen by more than 570 percent in white American men. Esophageal cancer affected 13,900 U.S. men and women in 2003 -- more than 10,000 men -- and killed almost all of them, according to the American Cancer Society.
The number of esophageal cancer cases clearly followed the rise in intake of carbonated soft drinks, the researchers found.
That could be coincidence, but they also found research that showed a possible biological basis for the effect. Carbonated soft drinks cause the stomach to distend, which in turn causes the gastric reflux associated with esophageal cancer.
The researchers found similar trends worldwide. Countries with per capita annual consumption of more than 20 gallons of fizzy soft drinks also had rising rates of esophageal cancer.
“The surprisingly strong correlation demonstrates the impact of diet patterns on health trends,” Dr. Mohandas Mallath, who led the study, said in a statement.
Caffeine benefits
But another study showed a potential benefit from drinking coffee and other caffeinated beverages.
A team at the National Institute of Diabetes and Digestive and Kidney Disease studied people with a high risk of liver problems and found those who drank more caffeine had fewer liver abnormalities.
They surveyed 5,944 adults at high risk for liver damage because of heavy drinking, hepatitis infection, iron overload or obesity.
The more coffee they drank, the more likely they were to have normal liver function, the researchers found.
“These results warrant further study,” said Dr. James Everhart, who helped lead the study.

KILL ME then. O_o; -_-;;;;; X_x Oh God hakky better stop signing in with his juvenile names talking bad about Emma, his date to prom. Ack. Ugh I dunno who Cloe is but he better stop signing in repeatedly with bad names talking about HER. Why do people do that? I have like three people on my list who thinks it's funny to sign in repeatedly with stupid things in their names. O_O; Nate does it, Hakky does it, Matt does it sometimes, that other idiot I blocked did it. . . Ugh. *yawns* I should just block all people who do it. ACK Sorry Hakky but you are blockinated! ><;; i'm working towards my badge now. Buckaroo Blackjack is addictive kinda. Lol. . . NO!!!! Danny don't kill Eden!!! WAH! Dad's home, btw. Parents started fighting almost immediately. . . lol. Oh well. ROFL Picture swap time with me and charlotte.

You're most definitely Sailor Mercury. You're
just about the smartest person there is and you
are always enjoying things like science and
reading. You most definitely have your way with
things with being persuasive, but who says that
that is a bad thing. Being smart doesn't mean
you don't have fun.

Which Sailor Scout are you
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Woot. Oh God shoot me. Courtney Love on 99x. . . Ugh. -_-; Eh well she'll get hers. I remember staying up till 4 AM on Wrestlemania weekend copying and pasting proof that she killed Kurt Cobain to Ray Ray. Lol. Ah good times.

Which internet subculture do I belong to? [CLICK]
	You are a Trekkie!
It's a geek, Jim! You probably have a starfleet uniform and a tricorder. Bonus points if you speak klingon. One day you will walk down the aisle with your buttertroll trekkie partner, humming to the Yoyager theme.
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. . . ROFLMAO. Ack.
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Hmm Vxx's little friend, Sexybunny followed me and Charlotte to Turbo. Gay little idiot. Charlotte and I are talking and totally ignoring her. Lol.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 110,078

Gah. Keno is just so fun now again ^_^;; I'm glad my Ray hon is back there. Though I bet the 25 some people watching us thought we were nuts while we were talking about Inu in there. Lol.

2004-05-18T22:09:00.000-07:00

I have this Jericho toy. . . and it's the coolest thing on the block. . . cause it has a fold up chair that comes with it. . . Would it be a sin to take that chair and smack some people with it? Lol. I dunno. I'm going to bed. Ack 4 AM again.
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@_@ Busy morning. Ick. First phone woke me up. . . I missed it. Tried calling the hospital back, got a nurse, who at first didn't know who I meant when I asked for Glen Friend. . . Then when she figured it out, she realized Dad's phone was busy so I said thanks and hung up, waited a minute or two and he called back. So I answered and he claimed Mom was coming home and he wanted her to call him so I sat and waited. . . And someone came to the door and knocked so I had like a hugeeee blond moment. I answered the door and it was the deck guy here to do work for Dad. Ugh. I shoulda looked first. Oh well. God watched out for me heh. . . Now Mom is napping and I'm watching As the World Turns. Grandpa and Dad both are being released tomorrow I guess. Ya know what's funny? I don't even miss the computer from 11 AM to noon. Y&R is just frickin awesome right now. JT was depressed but Raul came and talked sense into him, Kevin was back today, it was just cool. ^_^

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 113,734

^___________________________^; Tomorrow's a new Club Pogo challenge. Blackjack and Poker O_o . . . I got a bad feeling for what GL is doing with Eden.

Blue. Your inner color is blue. You love nature,
but mostly the watery aspects of it. You love
the ocean and beach and probably enjoy
swimming. Your idea of beauty is watching the
sun set over the ocean.

Also. Please visit this link and sign up, its lots
of fun!
http://www.neopets.com/refer.phtml?username=duchessdeath

What is your Inner Color?
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You're a Whale!

Which Pet are You?
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Wow Ray and I have been back together for over a week now. It seems shorter than that. . . ^.^ I like being Celebi's girl again. ^_~ Wah! Storms! >.<;;;; It's storming bad, tornado sirens are going off. I shouldn't have webcammed the storm for MK, though he was sweet to worry when I had to go. I'll post more if the tornados don't get me! GAH! BBL! *runs* Lights are flickering too!
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Ick I started to type in here when our electricity went out for like ONE SECOND and shut my computer down. ROFLMAO omg we got this-- wait first look:

We got this guy (the one circled on the name list in the pic) to go into a gay chat room. . . Rofl.

Jedi Knight CC16: Hi :D
tadahmonqm: Hey ^_^
tadahmonqm: I tricked a newbie into going into a gay chat room O_o
Jedi Knight CC16: LOL
tadahmonqm: ROFL
tadahmonqm: I mean
tadahmonqm: Wouldn't you think twice about going into a chat room called
tadahmonqm: Rainbow connection?
tadahmonqm: ROFL
Jedi Knight CC16: ya
tadahmonqm: But he's still in there
Jedi Knight CC16: Good job honey ^_~
tadahmonqm: So he must like it O_o
Jedi Knight CC16: LOL
tadahmonqm: LOL Ty
Jedi Knight CC16: yw lol
tadahmonqm: ^_^

ROFL. And Ray is back in Pogo. Yay. ^_^; That makes Keno all the more enjoyable. ^_^ Hmm. . . Ugh. -_-; >.<; posting time.

2004-05-17T22:01:00.000-07:00

Ugh. . . Usually by now Dad would be signing off his computer and yelling at Mom to go to bed. . .lol. This is kinda depressing. TOO quiet without him. . . Ugh I guess Shawn ain't on. Now Sunny is messaging me. When he IS on, she never messages me. Go fig. O_o; Chocolate. Gack!

Ted: 3 times, fun
Me: Lites, Sun?
Lynne: just before ya got here funky
Ted: yes twqo 7s and one 8
Me: WTG Sun
Ted: ty
Ted: and i didnt have to wear a skirt to do it
Lynne: lmao sun
Gray: OMG OMG lol
Ricky: this time u mean sun
Gray: lol danf men lol
Gray: dang*
Me: ROFL
Ted: well i had to dress the part in funs name
Me: LOL
Lynne: lol
Me: I told ya jeans and a shirt woulda done the job, Sun
Ted: lmao
Me: But oh nooooo you had to go all out
Lynne: LOL
Me: Surprised you didn't put makeup and high heels on too
Ted: didnt help none either'
Me: And perm you hair
Lynne: lmao
Me: And get a manicure
Me: And a pedicure
Ted: anything else
Me: And a chest enhancement
Me: O.O
Me: Rofl oh shoot
Me: Shut UP, Funky
Ted: yalls out to bury me huh
Me: LOL
Me: Sry Sun once I get started on something I can't stop

XD I feel like working on the characters for my fic. Sorta finalizing things with them. Like Stoney's doesn't have a Digi line. . . and stuff like that. Lol. I think I'm going to bed soon. . . lol. Yawn. Well I want to. . . but 99x keeps tempting me with awesome songs. . . @.@;; I think while I'm bored and stuff, I'm gonna edit out parts of DOOL that need fixed. Lol. Like the last name things that I hate or whatever.
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Wow. Can someone say tear jerker? I dunno. . . Y&R's Colleen left today and I just felt like my heart was breaking for J.T. and for her. . . After watching this couple for soooo long and rooting for them all the way. . .it hurt a lot to see her leave. It made me sob. I admit. XD It seems I've watched them forever. . . and I coulda watched them forever longer. . . but sadly enough Y&R made their break up work. Heck I'm crying now just thinking about it.

Colleen encouraged J.T. to start his music career, then after seeing how happy he was in Hollywood, she decided to move back to New York just so he wouldn't be distracted by her. . . He came back to Wisconsin to ask why she left Hollywood. . . but she told him she was leaving and that they were over. . .he got mad and left after a cold goodbye. . . Later, she was saying goodbye to family and friends when he arrived at the airport.

"Colleen. I'm sorry for acting like a jerk. . . and I will always believe in my heart that we could've made this work. . . But I know you just want me happy. . . and I want the same for you Colleen. I know you love the city. So. . . you go to New York. . . and you smile a lot. . . and if you get sad ever, you go to Central Park." They both had tears in their eyes. . . but neither let them go, for so long, till he said that, then Colleen laughed and sobbed at once. (I had been crying a total of two minutes before she was. . .)

Then Brad walked up. "Colleen, you have to get on your flight. . ."

J.T. turned back to her. "Wait, I want to give you something. . ." He reached in his pocket and pulled out a locket.

"My locket. . . you fixed it," Colleen said.

"I said I would, didn't I?" he dropped it slowly, sadly into her hand. "'Take my heart. . . and keep it safe. . . till I ask for it back. . .'" he said, quoting something she said to him long, long ago, I believe. "I love you Blue eyes. . ." Then they kiss for a long moment. . . that seemed way too short somehow. . . then she smiled sadly and stepped into the hangar. Looked back at him once, mouthed 'I love you' then entered the airplane and was gone, leaving me wanting J.T. to yell at her to come back (wanting ME to scream at her to come back, though I knew it wouldn't change the fact that Lyndsy Fonseca, the actress performing that role for the whole time I've been a fan was wanting to move on and find a new way in life). . . But he just stands there as a solitary tear drips down his face.

Curse you, Y&R, for writing that scene so dang perfectly and making it so I can't even be mad that my favorite soap opera couple EVER is gone. . . Anyway I need to try to pull myself back into reality. . . though I still have tears in my eyes. . . Dad is doing better. He called and we talked for about five minutes. They MIGHT release him tomorrow. If he's still doing ok. Ack. I showed Hakky my pic. That's weird. >< Michael is kinda cute. It's sorta hard to tell cause the only pic I've seen of him is where his hat is covering his face. O_O;

Wise One

With an intelligence far beyond your earthly years
and an awareness of the unknown to rival the
greatest of astrologers, as a Wise One you're
an extremely gifted and significant spiritual
agent, and have a special mission of teaching
and awareness in your mortal life. In the
spiritual world, you were called out of
retirement due to your impeccable track record
on Earth. You get the job done, and nobody else
does your particular job better. You have eons
of magical power and wisdom in your soul,
though it may lie dormant. Your presence is
magnetic and powerful, and when angered your
eyes become alight with intensity and
conviction. You are truly majestic and
beautiful, the most respected and reverred of
the Earth Angels. Remember, your hopes and
dreams when applied are as good as casting a
spell, whether good or bad. Be cautious of what
you wish for, because it may just come true.
Use that amazing capacity to learn, teach and
work to your advantage, and it will take you
everywhere you want to go.

Which Earth Angel Are You?
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Lol. Hmm. I just listened to Slipknot live. They preform pretty well. Lord knows Duality (the song I just lyricked to yesterday) is a hard one to do. Wow Neopets is being gay today. O_o;

You are Bahama Breeze. You love the wind in your
hair and your food exotic. Grab a banana and
bite hard baby!

Which Restaraunt Are You?
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. . . I just had to post that. It sounds so naughty!!! >.<; Can I kill Tagboards? I mean seriously. . . The dumb thing has like temporary errored me twice in a week.
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I should download Kane's song. . . LOL Kane and Lita will take J.T. and Colleen's place if this keeps up. MATTTTTT be ok please! T_T; Charlotte better not cash her tokens in. I'll be ticked if she does. O_o; NO NO NO ROCK GET OFF MY SCREEN! >< C'MON CHRIS GO GO GO GO GO!!!!!!!!!!!! >< WHOA. Batista PWNED Kane. . . but then Edge got rid of Batista. Wth? HHH remains with Orton. Ugh. Bye Edge. Jericho got the the final four? No wait. What. . . NO! It's kane, Orton, Shelton and HHH????? WTH HAPPENED TO CHRIS?! DMN IT!!!!!!!!! KANE WINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND LOSES WHEN HE MARRIES LITA. LOL. -_-;;

Look at this pic I made thanks to ray:

Now the pictures of J.T. and Colleen that I saved for my final goodbye to this awesome couple. . .:

*looks down* Yeah. They had so many ups and downs. . . him teaching her to drive. . . her tutoring him so he can get ahead in college. . . lol. And it ends with her loving him so much. . . that she'll leave him behind. . . so he can be happy in his music career. Awesome writing for Y&R. . . though I'll miss them sooooooooo much. I believe the hospital one was when Kevin locked her in the freezer at Gina's and set fire to it. . . when J.T. saved her. . . I loved that episode. . . Wah I'm gonna miss 'em.

2004-05-16T22:09:00.000-07:00

Hm. Step one. . . To what? I'm not sure. . . I let loose. I admitted something on my mind for awhile. Now it all backfired in a way, i suppose. But I'll survive. That's the thing, I get hit. . . and I survive lol. People may wonder how I can but sheesh. Maybe I'm not the weak one. It takes a special kind of person. . . to have such a little impact emotionally in her own life. . . yet change so many other peoples' lives. In even the littlest way. Imagine life without one of your friends. Basically the way life goes is, every person you meet alters your life in one way or another. Be it good, or be it bad, you still notice some change. I dunno I'm in a sorta 'observing' mood right now O_o; I mean. . . just think lol. . . If I hadn't received that email from Devin a year ago. . . and, bored with my own chain of boards, went to what was then Infinite, I never would have met my Ray Ray. Or Foxy. Or MK. *raises an eyebrow* Hmmmmmmmm. Blah. SO weird. But. . . Whatever. O_O;;;;; Ack! LOL oh shoot me now. Please -_-;;;;;; I'm ticked off at a Keno 'friend'. Apparently she hit on Ted. . . and then turned around and hit on three other guys. . . and he confronted her on it. . . And they got into a huge fight I guess. Poor Ted. Well I think i'm going to bed soon. . . Want some sleep before wrestling and stuff tomorrow lol.
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*rubs eyes* Just when I think everything is cool, SOMETHING else happens. But that's life, right, screw it and move on? Frickin people. . . i see why I'm a recluse. MOST PEOPLE SUCK!!!! >.<;; Where's kleenoxes?

I Push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I am today...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like on big past
You'll live with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together
Or seperate the skin from the bone
Leave me all the Pieces, and then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I am today
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I am today
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Anyway I ranted to Charlotte. . . and i feel a little better. YES to Charlotte and if PEOPLE don't like it, they can screw off. I'll live my life the way I want to. Ack! Ted is heading for disastor if what I've heard is right >.< Oh nooooooo. . .

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 133,255

Eh. Ok fine. . . I bothered taking care of the food. . . and watching the house yesterday. . . and now the motherrrrrrr wants me to help her more around the house. Wth? How can I, WHY should I when she stays online all the time? And if she decides to read this today, fine. She deserves it. I talk to her enough, heck, I prolly talk to her too much. She just doesn't see that when I do talk to her, she should be glad I try at all. If she doesn't understand me, she should just leave me alone. Anyway on cheerfuller things, I hope my Ray ray is ok. He's learning to ride his bike today. O_o; And if any of the parents try talking to me about crap today, they are getting ignoreeeeeeeeedified. I don't even want to watch wrestling tonight now cause the old man will probably give me the "Be nicer to your mother" speech. Anyway. . . I missed UEM. . . Hmm. I'm webcamming with Fox. . . lol.
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Eh. . . Dad relasped. He's back in the ER. . . O_o; Poor guy apologized cause he couldn't order pizza or the wrestling. . .not that I really cared about that when he was sick and dizzy and stuff. Ack I scraped my foot getting a chair for him. . . Anyway I hope they find what's wrong with him and correct it. . . -_-; I don't want to go through three days of this. . . -_- Especially with everything else happening. . . -_-;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; *smacks forehead* I wish Ray would come online. I'm lonely. I feel like spending the evening stuffing my face. Oddly enough. O_o; Ok I finally realized why I hate being home alone for so long like this. Because when it happens. . . it's usually because my parents or grandparents are in the hospital. O_o; x_x; Lol. Charlotte says I'm happy go lucky. . . Mom would have a fit if she heard that. . .

tadahmonqm: ACK Phone brb
Crzmama: ok hb
tadahmonqm: Back
tadahmonqm: Well. . . they're admitting him
Crzmama: figured they would
tadahmonqm: On the heart floor cause his vitals all dropped and were still down with they got there
tadahmonqm: So they wanna monitor him
Crzmama: actually id be raising hell if they hadnt
Crzmama: yeah
tadahmonqm: And they're gonna try to take him off some of his medicine
Crzmama: yeah
Crzmama: I dont think he has bronchitis though
tadahmonqm: And we'll just hafta see how he does by tomorrow
Crzmama: not unless hes been doing some serious coughing
Crzmama: they dont know whats causing it?
Crzmama: could be a build up of meds in his system but that should show on the blood work
tadahmonqm: Well he hasn't been coughing but the doctor said not all bronchitis is proven by coughing, that just the fact that he's been breathing raspily and stuff. . .
Crzmama: depends on what hes taking though
Crzmama: yeah but that could be something entirely different
tadahmonqm: Yeah I know
Crzmama: I think whatever is making his vitals drop is why his breathing is raspily
tadahmonqm: Yeah probably
Crzmama: when you said he was sweaty
Crzmama: was it a cool sweat?
Crzmama: or was it normal
tadahmonqm: Well he didn't specify.
Crzmama: when you touched him was he cold or did he feel normal but jsut wet?
tadahmonqm: I didn't touch him. . . I stayed outta their way so Mom could keep him from getting dizzier
Crzmama: cuz im wondering if he might have had a heart attack or gettig ready to have one
tadahmonqm: Like when she was rubbing him down with a wet washclothe.
tadahmonqm: I pretty much just stayed away so he wouldn't have something else to dodge and fall over
Crzmama: yeah
Crzmama: but it could be anything though gf
tadahmonqm: Yeah
tadahmonqm: Mom sounds like crap
Crzmama: hope they dont let him go for a few days
Crzmama: as in?
Crzmama: upset?
tadahmonqm: tired
tadahmonqm: And upset
tadahmonqm: Yeah

Ugh. . . -_-;; So yeah now I'm going to play Mahjong and giggle at my dragon till Mom comes home. I've been home alone almost five hours. . . Lonely? Me, never? Too bad Charlotte had to go offline though. . . O_o; Ray's on, finally. I needed my boy. He's keeping me grounded right now, keeping me from worrying about Dad, whereas Mom said they might put him on a pacemaker. . . Anyway I'm gonna post this and take a bath. . . I need a few minutes just to rest and relax and stuff. . . -_-;;

2004-05-15T22:02:00.000-07:00

tadahmonqm: A lot of people find Molly hot bald o_o;;;
Jedi Knight CC16: o.o
Jedi Knight CC16: ahh
tadahmonqm: Rofl
tadahmonqm: I dunno
tadahmonqm: Miss Angle scares me
tadahmonqm: O_o
tadahmonqm: I call Molly Miss Angle
tadahmonqm: Lol
Jedi Knight CC16: lol
tadahmonqm: Cause they're both bald
Jedi Knight CC16: ahh
tadahmonqm: Could call her
tadahmonqm: miss Austin
Jedi Knight CC16: LOL
tadahmonqm: Or Miss Goldberg
tadahmonqm: But even I'm not that cruel
Jedi Knight CC16: Uhh, we dont miss Austin though :-p
tadahmonqm: Ack
Jedi Knight CC16: LOL!
tadahmonqm: *Miss Austin
tadahmonqm: ROFL
Jedi Knight CC16: X'D
tadahmonqm: Ok ok you smart aleck
Jedi Knight CC16: Get it? ^_~
tadahmonqm: Yes
Jedi Knight CC16: :p
tadahmonqm: X-D
Jedi Knight CC16: Heehee
tadahmonqm: It was a Dah-calibur smart aleck remark
tadahmonqm: Lol
tadahmonqm: :p

Ricky: leftover pork chop lynne??
Lynne: no thanks
Lynne: LOL
Me: Oh Ricky Ricky Ricky
Ricky: i grilled em 2 night just 4 u lynne
Lynne: no thanks
Me: Don't you have better pick up lines than THAT?
Lynne: omg
Lynne: lol
Ricky: Italian sausage stopped working

Yeah so now I'm waiting for Ray to admin me so I can do my HTML wizardry on his board and go to bed in awhile lol. Ack I'm tired x_x And my left hand hurts.
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Uh. I had this fetish. For like. . . YEARS. Back in the days when Mom would work and i'd be forced to go with her to where she worked for school work reasons cause at first I was eight and couldn't work without her. Well I met kids there. Yeah me, the recluse supreme did actually have true friends offline too at one time. Heh. I got along with 'em pretty good. It sorta stopped when one told on me and got me in a LOT of trouble >.<; I got risky once. Heh. Long story. More trust issues sorta. . . Anyway we would all read those books by Ann M. Martin, those BabySitter Club books. Those things used to be my life lol. Mary Anne was my favorite character. Well. . . I stopped reading after it went into the new style of the books, after Mary Anne's house burnt down. But that's not even the basis of this ramble. . . I was scrolling through Fanfiction.net and found one of the characters in these books are called Laine CUMMINGS. That's just the kinda name you'd wanna hide under a rock on. Ok I'm done. Lol. Remind me why. . . I had to stay awake till 5 AM. . . just to find out how Ray did in his duels! Ack! Then I was on a Pepsi buzz for another hour. And I just woke up half an hour ago. Ew. At least I got something close to my usual 7 hours of sleep. ACK Ray's on again. LOL. Oh good. ^.^

Newbie in Keno: hiiiiiiiiiiii
Newbie: asl all?
Me: NO
Lynne: PROFILES
Me: YES

-_-; Mindless chatter wanna-bes. Ugh.

LOL I got a little bored so I took this pic for Ray. It's my tiger/cheeta whatever plushie playing on my GBA lol. Ack I was left alone. Oh well gives me more time to play Turbo lol. I'm almost at 4.8 mill and I'm just waiting for Charlotte to jump from Keno to Turbo lol. I'm hoping she stays in there till I finish though.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 128,396

I'm so close!!!! I can almost taste it! OMG! Hmm I'm home alone. Dad was feeling sick so Mom took him in. . . Anyway I'm suddenly kinda in one of my moods. . . One of those "apple-pie-and-chat-with-Charlotte" moods. . . I don't feel like talking with anyone really. I got all messengers on Away or brb so people won't bug me. . . Blah "Black days" by Sound garden ain't helping. Chris Cornell sounds so forlorn in parts of this song. . .

crzmama: everything ok over there?
tadahmonqm: :| Oh yeah everything's fine lol
tadahmonqm: Mom called and they're waiting for the test results
crzmama: just hadnt heard nothing out of ya
tadahmonqm: Sry, I was taking bath
tadahmonqm: *a
crzmama: what kinda tests?
crzmama: blood?
tadahmonqm: Chest X-ray and blood test
crzmama: did they do any kind of heart test? ekg?
tadahmonqm: Mom didn't mention if they did or didn't
crzmama: hmm must be thinking congestive heart failure
crzmama: to do a chest xray
tadahmonqm: Yeah
crzmama: hasnt he had that before?
tadahmonqm: One dr said he did, another said he didn't, that it was just fluid in his lungs
crzmama: thats what congestive heart failure is though..fluid in lungs
tadahmonqm: Oh
tadahmonqm: Lol
tadahmonqm: Well then ya
crzmama: because the hearts not strong enough to pump
crzmama: its weak
tadahmonqm: Ok well. . . yeah then
crzmama: so your lungs start filling up
crzmama: but diabetes has alot to do with it also
crzmama: if youre sugar is real high
tadahmonqm: The second dr said the fluid wasn't too bad so maybe they're just checking to see if it's gotten worse
crzmama: could be
crzmama: if not congestive heart failure then it would have to be pneumonia though
tadahmonqm: Yeah.
crzmama: but diabetes and congestive heart failure seem to go hand in hand
crzmama: just from my observations
tadahmonqm: Yup yup
crzmama: how has his sugar been do you know?
tadahmonqm: He very rarely checks it. . . Mom fights with him a lot over it
crzmama: so then he probably doesnt eat like he should then either
crzmama: ?
tadahmonqm: Sometimes when he checks it, it's ok, sometimes it's not. He doesn't stay away from sweet stuff and noodles and junk like that so sometimes it gets really really high or really really low
crzmama: yeah
tadahmonqm: He just usually eats what he wants
crzmama: yeah
crzmama: alot of them do
tadahmonqm: Yup
crzmama: how does he react when his sugar gets low?
crzmama: does he get hateful? mean?
tadahmonqm: Ohh God yes
tadahmonqm: I was starting to type he gets really grumpy
tadahmonqm: Heh
crzmama: I had one woman..you could always tell when her sugar was low..she would beat the shit out of ya lol
tadahmonqm: Lol yikes
crzmama: well some of them are not that strong..more of being a pita then anything
tadahmonqm: I mean you shoulda seen him just then
tadahmonqm: He was yelling at her to get the F dressed. . . get him an F-ing ambulance, then when she did go to get dressed, he yelled b!tch out after her
tadahmonqm: Not yelled exactly but I know she heard him
crzmama: wow
crzmama: did he check his sugar then?
tadahmonqm: Nope
crzmama: mustve scared him though for it to be that low
crzmama: the b/p
tadahmonqm: Oh sure it did, that's why he was yelling and stuff
crzmama: yeah
crzmama: but when an ambulance is called..does his insurance or va pay for it?
tadahmonqm: And she just griped cause he was yelling, not really thinking what emotional state he was in
crzmama: well did she just take her time going about it or did she bust a move?
tadahmonqm: Wellllll she got dressed in time that he decided an ambulance wasn't needed, but I'm not sure.
tadahmonqm: Well she was lagging at first but once she got her clothes and stuff, she was ready in about half a minute
crzmama: I guess it was good that he got angry
crzmama: got his b/p raised back up
crzmama: you know?
tadahmonqm: Yeah he cussed her out cause she came out in her nightgown. . . lol
tadahmonqm: -_-;;
tadahmonqm: Yup it prolly did
crzmama: I remember when I had luke..might b/p plummet to like 60/27
crzmama: my*
crzmama: I had an epidural and they are notorious for making your b/p drop
tadahmonqm: Ahh he went into the melodramatic sorta. . . Was saying that if she didn't hurry up, he wasn't gonna be able to hold on and all this.
tadahmonqm: Mighta felt like it but man. . .
crzmama: which mine isnt very much to start with lol it usually runs about 90/60
tadahmonqm: Lol Mom has low bp too
crzmama: yep but you never know ya know
tadahmonqm: Mine is more normal, towards Dad's levels I think
tadahmonqm: Yeah I know it just was nerve rattling, him talking like that :-/
crzmama: my mom and my sis both all have low b/p
crzmama: oh im sure it was
crzmama: I really think alot of times you know when youre going...
tadahmonqm: Yup. . .
crzmama: and most of the time you kinda ansy a few days before you actually go like youve got to get something done or see somebody
tadahmonqm: Yeah
tadahmonqm: :| Underline
crzmama: this is just what I witnessed when I was working
tadahmonqm: Yeah I've heard of it happening before too
crzmama: but most go peacefully when they do go
tadahmonqm: Yup
crzmama: Im not saying thats whats gonna happen to your dad dont get me wrong
tadahmonqm: I know
tadahmonqm: Ugh. . .
crzmama: ugh what am I thinking why would I bring up anything liek that at a time lke this..smack me funky
tadahmonqm: He did say yesterday if he died he would haunt Mom. . . especially if she brought Derek into the house
crzmama: whos derek?
tadahmonqm: The Englander
crzmama: englander?
crzmama: ok
crzmama: I wouldnt think she would be that stupid
crzmama: hell I would haunt her if she did
crzmama: lmao
tadahmonqm: She always talks about getting an apartment and a cat when Dad and I are gone.
crzmama: ugh
tadahmonqm: Heck. . . her own husband and she talks about him like that
crzmama: shes one selfish asshole if you ask me
crzmama: sorry funky
tadahmonqm: Like, "Ooh I can't wait till you're dead cause then I can get my dream pet and my dream home and lalalalala!"
tadahmonqm: :|;;
crzmama: she says that to him?
tadahmonqm: No
tadahmonqm: But it sure sounds like it
tadahmonqm: When she says that about the apartment
tadahmonqm: And the cat
tadahmonqm: And crap
crzmama: yeah no kidding

Heh. . . a long chat with Charlotte right now. -_-;; It was kinda good to get that off my chest. I'm still a little blah. We're going to slots in a little. Well the parents are back finally. Dad has bronchitis. That came outta no where. Heh. ACK perv cousin Ron Wheeler just signed in. He hasn't been online in months or at least weeks O_o I'm just sitting here waiting for my Ray Ray to come back and watch anime with me. I'm sleepy-ish but I like watching anime with him ^^ And i wanna watch the new Inu episode again when it comes on in an hour cause I was busy talking to MK O_o;

2004-05-14T22:22:00.000-07:00

Lol

*I come out of my room with the Smackdown tape*

Me: Here is SD *waves it at Dad*

Dad: Take it out there *motions towards the living room*

Me: *heads to the living room, talks over my shoulder* It wasn't anything great but eh. . .

Dad: Nothing spectacular, huh?

Me: *puts tape on his recliner, heads back to bedroom* Well, the most exciting part was when Jackie pulled down Chavo Senior's pants. . . What does THAT tell you?

Yes I have a sense of humor offline too. Heh. *yawns* Again I don't feel like writing. Too much work trying to work on my badges. But finally I'm half way to my checkers badge, THANKS PROFUSELY to JJ of Keno and that Tweetybird person I met. Both let me cheat with them to get it. ^_~ Hey like Tweety said, Pogo didn't say in the rules HOW you had to get the 200 Kings. Hehehehe. But now I feel like some mind numbing Keno. Gah . . . So I finally have everything I need to do that work Mom found for me. -_-; She brought me the pages with the questions on it but I needed the lit book just to get my answers straightened out lol. I had answered these months ago. . . and apparently didn't do a good enough job. . . so she's making me redoooooo it. -_-; God. So time to plan a fic heh. Basing it off the original plan but adding a few changes here and there. Yay DDA rewritten is planned. JJ from Keno says I take my boring lil life and writes it in a way that's interesting. Lol. Well that's good, I guess. XD Ok that's infuriating! GS' chat messed up MY computer. If it screws up mine, imagine what it'll do for everyone elses'! Ackkkk We can't have a chat till it's fixeddddddddddd -_-;;;;;;; Stupid EZboard. Urgh.
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Ackkkk. Stupid Young and Restless made me cry a very little today. I'm gonna miss the coupling of JT and colleen a lot. . . ACK! I tried looking at GS' chat again and used emoticons in it, and it errored out my Keno. Stupid EZboard -_-; Ok weirdest thing EVER. a woman just proposed to me in Keno. ROFL I didn't even know her. Accccccccck. Thank God as soon as Lily told her I was female, she retracted it lol. Thank God. Dad doesn't want to go out to a restuarant for supper. We'll sit around and eat and then get online for the rest of the evening XD Hey it works for me o.O; Gemmy is my best girlfriend, other than Ruki and Charlotte XD ACK! I NEED to catch the Hey Arnold episode tonight. It's one I ain't seen. Ok reminder, Joou. 5:30. Nickelodeon. Be there! . . . I'll prolly end up recording it cause that's when Dad and I usually eat heh.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 158,233

Yay. Um. I seriously wonder if I'm alone in wanting Henry to admit he loved Katie yesterday. Though i think that would screw her up even more. . .

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WOOT! ^-^ Gotta love it when a whole scene in Guiding Light is:

Danny: Go on!
Tony: Get out of here!
Danny: Go on!
Tony: Get out of here!
Danny: Go on!
Tony: Get out of here!

I'm not serious, but that was a lot of that scene. Heh. John is helping me get my badge now. . . Thank God next week's challenges were to do with card games and shouldn't take any brain work. . . or concentration. Ack! I just screwed up this game. Now i'm playing Tweet lol. Geesh.
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Gah I spent two hours trying to work. . . lol. I did enough and am saying screw it to the rest. LOL Ahhh this is sweet. I've seen the episodes of Inu so many times, i know how the first season goes but watching it with Ray is just awesome. ^^ It's funny, his reactions to things. I'm so dang content. . . And Ruki is back! Yay! I missed the heck outta her lol. -_-; I don't want to do book reports tonight. Too frickin late. ACK! I'm 20 minutes late in posting this. UGH.

2004-05-13T22:02:00.000-07:00

I GOT ONE! Take that, Word Whomp! WOO! One step closer to getting my badges this week. Heheheheh. ^^ I think my Alex character is done too. I still need to think on the wish thing though. *yawn* It's three and I'm tired. Let's see. 1/3 on Word Whomp. 19/200 on Checkers. Grand. I don't feel like writing tonight. Ugh. But I should. . . But I don't want to. Ok Wednesdays will always be my break day while I struggle to get my badges. Lol. ^^; *collapses* x_x; Bedddddd. . .
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ACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK Lol. I just like totally cracked Dad up. I woke up this morning to the sounds of a car wash. WTH, you think. Yeah I know. It stupefied me TOO. Our HOUSE was in a CAR WASH? What the bloody heck? XD I came out of my room and he took one look at me and laughed.

Then I turned towards him and paused. "What is THAT!?"

"Well I got guys cleaning the house."

"I woke up and thought I was in a car wash!"

He laughed. "Were you wondering why I put the house in a car wash?"

><;; Rofl. ACK YAY! Pretty pictures of Jericho pwning Christian on Raw. Heheheheh.

Chris Jericho has lent his voice to the new KISS cover album, “Spin the Bottle: An All-Star Tribute to KISS.”
Jericho sings “King of the Night Time World,” a song originally heard on the 1976 KISS record “Destroyer.”
Rich Ward, also part of Jericho’s band, Fozzy, plays guitar on the newer “King” track, while Mike Inez (who has worked with Ozzy Osbourne and Alice In Chains) is featured on bass along with Fred Coury (Cinderella) on drums.
The collaboration succeeded with flying colors, according to critics.
From the review on the Web site RockRage.com, which gave “Spin the Bottle” four-out-of-five stars: “Chris Jericho (Fozzy) & Rich Ward (Fozzy) take ‘King of the Nighttime World’ to the next level. They tinker with the music just enough to give it a modern feel. I could see this one tearing up rock radio. It's the best track on the album and possibly better than the original.”
From AntiMusic.com’s Keavin Wiggins: “Fozzy frontman and Pro Wrestler Chris Jericho takes on ‘King of the Nighttime World’ and is probably the closest to (KISS lead singer) Paul Stanley’s vocals. This is one of my personal KISS favorites so I might be a little harder on anyone trying to cover it but Jericho does a faithful cover aided by Fred Coury, Mike Inez and Rich Ward.”
Another review, from David L. Wilson of Blistering.com, describes Jericho’s work on “King of the Night Time World” as “excellent treatment.”
The tribute album also features performances by Doug Aldrich (Whitesnake), Lemmy (Motφrhead, which is also responsible for the entrance themes of Triple H and Evolution), Dee Snider (Twisted Sister), Tommy Shaw (Styx) and Robin McAuley (MSG).
“Spin the Bottle” is available now. It comes with a limited-edition bonus DVD that chronicles that making of the album and features an interview with Jericho among many others.

YAY YAY Go King of the Cage ^_~ I dunno, I'm in my Jericho hyper fan girl mode. (IE., what I did for Wrestlemania) XD . . . WAAAAAAAAH! I miss Brock. Wrestlemania reminded me of him. -_-; o_O; Want to watch Brock on football rising. . . >< My Brocky-chan, why'd you leave?! Ugh. Well tonight is my night to watch sucky Smackdown all alone. Dad is going to an Eagle's concert. I'm staying online during it though so it won't be too bad. And Ray and I have some plan to record Inu tonight and watch it together tomorrow cause SD always comes on during Inu and thus he misses it. . . lol. I also want to catch Will and Grace tonight. Last night was hilarious. Jack and Will, lol. . . Ack. I'm confused on who's hotter with those two. Jack doesn't look that hot in the face, ya know. But he has one of those chests that just. . . uhh. And Will doesn't. Will needs to shave! Ok that's random observation 1 for today. Random observation 2? Life at TJ's place, one of the Bloggers on Blogspot's "Blogs of Note" is a pretty funny Blog actually. It's one of the few blogs without a tagboard that I bother to read XD I thought of a place for Alex in DOOL. . . lol. Hmm. I also want to catch the 5:30 HA! episode though I've seen it. I miss Hey Arnold! *sniffle* I gotta admit. Grizzmon is the prettiest Digimon EVER. Ack maybe I should've made it Alex's partner. But Valkyrimon is cool XD Yeah . . . o_o;; Ugh. Just noticed I coulda had a Gomamon- Kumamon- Grizzmon line. Oh well I can use that for the next character I create. . .I guess. My eyes hurt a little. *goes to watch Young and Restless*
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There ^^; My eyes feel better. Now I'm just sleepy. Blah. Ack what should I have for lunch. . .

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ROFL! How true that is. But enough people still like me.

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Heh ^^ Time to try out Word Whomp. . . since I did a chapter more in my book reports. . . Ugh it won't loadddddddd. I'm restarting. >< I'm soooo hungry -_- YAY YAY YAY!!!! I GOT 2/3 ON WORD WHOMP! Finallyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!! *takes a break and sings along with Fuel* I got my badge. Heheh. ^.^ To celebrate, I put an apple pie in the oven. Ummy. ^_^ Heh glad i'm not watching Smackdown with Dad. I'd prolly fall asleep. I heard it was just blah blah blah all through it. Ugh now Mom found something else for me to do on top of my frickin book reports. I hate school sooooooooo much -_-; Book reports is the only thing I can truly tolerate. . . and that's cause I like reading. Blah. Oh well I'll get a month break. . . Then gay driving class begins. . . Ugh. I just want outtttt of all this junk so I can just have fun. . . -_- I'd even prefer just having a job. . . cause then I could have free time and I'd be DOING something, not just sitting around trying to make my brain work. . . -_-; Eh I got left behind in Slots. . . So I'm gonna play checkers for awhile . . . work towards my badge. . . lol I'm sleepy. And it's only ten. Ugh. Ray went to watch SD. . . so I turned the messengers off and am sitting here playing checkers alone with a computer player. No one else lets me play -_-; I try and they just sit there and don't accept. SD was sorta a snooze fest but eh I sorta expected that lol especially after reading spoilers. *yawns* OMG I'm so tired. Ick maybe some Keno'll wake me up. @.@ ugh forget it. I'm gonna doze off a little before Dad gets home I guess. No I decided against it. And I decided to try to find my Lit book so I could do the gay new work she found for me and guess whattttt I found?????? . . . Remember that little notebook? The one with all my fics planned in it? SHE had it in my SCHOOL stuff. Wth? Argh I feel hot >.<; *growls loudly* Fic thief!!!!! =/ And I'd find it just when I finish getting new titles for everything and . . . ugh. Inu's on. ROFLMAO Aaaah.

dear Adult Swim,

Is it wrong to try to make love to a water gun?

(random screen name here)

Adult Swim's reply:

(random screen name here),

Almost as wrong as it is to tell people about it.
Almost.
And you said try.
So. . .
How did you fail?
Did it stop returning your phone calls?
Start going out with the Supersoaker?

ROFL That cracked me up. Ackkkkkk. Ok I'm in a better mood, heheh ^^; I'm tired. And in an odd mood. I wanna do something. But this something has to wait. Blah. Posting time. Heh. (Hope JJ from Keno enjoys this entry as much as he's enjoyed the others XD It's kinda funny o.O people enjoying what I write. Heh.)

2004-05-12T22:09:00.000-07:00

Me: Yeesh
Goofy: yeesh??? what kind of word is that funkY? huh?
Goofy: lmao
Me: Lol
Me: It's cousin to GEESH
me: Ok?
Goofy: ok just checkin
Charlotte: and jeesh also
Me: Rofl
Me: Uh yeo
Me: *yep
Me: And Yeo is cousin to leo
Sun: is that any kin to leash fun?
Me: ROFL
Goofy: must be married then, huh?
Charlotte: are they from Kentucky, funky?

Ugh LOL. Well I got a lot of work done on my character. I think I should put Alex in one of the sequels for DOOL. He's an awesome character with a lot left unexplored, at least, IMO. Now to work on DOOL for half an hour till JJ and I play checkers lol. LOL Stupid Pogo like totally ruined JJ and my plans. But I guess we're gonna meet tomorrow and play the checkers. Cause I'm stepping out here, dead sleepy. But I did get a little further in my chapter. . . And Alex is coming along nicely. Alex might become my favorite character o.o; Ugh let's see. I think I should write another scene for Amy and Davis. . . finish up Yolei's battle. . . throw in one more Stoney scene. . . A jason and MetalSeadramon AM scene and a Starr scene before I call that chapter over. It's only four pages or so now and people won't like that if I post it that small. . . Anyway another thing to discuss! I got intrigued while waiting for my supper to finish cooking (Gads, I cooked for myself today. The world is ending.) and went and weighed (I hadn't weighed since we got back from Kentucky) and I found that I now weigh 101. Four pounds gained since Kentucky cause when we got home, I only weighed 98 and thus stopped weighing for awhile. But I'm glad to be over a hundred again. Now to get back to 110, where I was before the stress crap started. Happiness effects my eating a lot. . . And here was another day without my Nejo sis. . . I hope she's ok. If you read this, RUKI, get online cause you're worrying a JOOU. -_-;;; Anyway. Since the computer is acting funny. . . i'm gonna save some things to disk. . . and go to sleep. There is something I'd like to fess up to. I tend to talk. . . a lot. . . about things with Charlotte. But day after day stuff happens. . . and I turn to Charlotte and I tell her these things. I'm not saying that this deal is repeating. But. . . she thinks that it is occuring. I doubt it highly. However I would trust Charlotte with my life and thus what she says goes. The woman DOES have twenty years of experience over me. Anyhow she told me something funny tonight. If this started to work out again and things were resolved, she just wanted me to know she'd never like it. But does my relationship with Ray seem so artificial to her that I would give this another chance? No. . . It really isn't. And I wouldn't. Anyway I'm finishing saving these and i'm going to bed.
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JJ and I are playing checkers now, or beginning to. Lol. He's sorta slow (I don't mean no offense, JJ since you're reading this now, it's just a random observation!!!) But that's ok, gives me a few seconds more in my multitasking lol. I feel bad for Colleen. -_-; I sorta know how she feels heh. But her and JT are sooooo awesome together -_-; Hmm ok so sis just had some computer troubles. Ugh now I gotta try to catch Marc on messenger and tell him. . . but he's never on cause he's off till Thursday to 'resolve things'! Oh well I'll try I guess. Accccck I have 24 screens up. Lol.

Ugh lol Elise and I got the same answer on this. Checkers. . . sleepy. . . must play Keno. . . must drink a Pepsi. . . Blahhhh. Spaghetti for supper. Guess JJ and I will resume checkers tonight. YAY! They got a new Marina. Only thing I'm happy about is she's prettier than the last recast. I miss Audrey.

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o.O Is that Kelly Clarkson? Lol Oh gosh. Charlotte came into Keno under the name of AmosFunkle. . . and Goofy came in on Aunt Karen. And the Kentucky jokes CONTINUE. LOL.

Charlotte: well then theres Saddie
Charlotte: she'll hump anything
Me: ROFL
Charlotte: male/female cat dog she don't care
Lily: Oh man can I borrow saddie sometime gf?
charlotte: lmao
Lily: LMAO wait that didn't sound right
Charlotte: LMAO
Me: ROFL
Me: OMG
Me: Desperate, Lily?
Me: J/k
Lily: no no no
Charlotte: *falls out of chair*
Lily: not what I was trying to say
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Yikes. Mom's at Grandma's. Hahahahaha. Silenceeeeeeeeee. Woot. I HATE Word Whomp! ACCCCCCK! Shoot it! And Crz got tired while there. . . She says her brain is fried. . . Lol looks like I'll have to play it alone from now on. I'm lonely. Ray Ray ain't been on at all today. Hope he's ok. . . Ack. YAY he came on ^^

2004-05-11T22:06:00.000-07:00

I sorta wanted to turn the messengers off now. . . but Ray's still awake. . . So I'm keeping them on. Only for him. -_-; I guess now I could begin work on my book reports. Heh. People are annoying me over my chapter. It'll get done when it gets done. Do they want a chapter that's poorly done? Lol yikes. I'm too hot. . . Sweaty. . . Annoyed. . . Want to kill some people. . . Lonely. . . Blah blah blah. *grabs her notebook and starts her work* I just wish there was a way I could stay on messenger. . . and not have to chat to everyone and anyone. ya know? Like a special messenger. With JJ from Keno. And Ruki. And Charlotte. And Ray. And a couple others. And just leave it at that. Heh. Eh Lily too I guess heh. *sighs sadly*

ROFL Wth?

Ricky: *is telling sick poems* u want 1 more funky??
Me: Ok lol
Ricky: mary mary quite contrary
Ricky: shave that pussy its 2 damn harry
Me: LOL OMG
Ricky: *hairy
Me: Oh geesh
Me: Rofl
JJ from Keno: lol
Me: I asked for that, didn't I?
Ricky: u asked 4 it!!!!!!!
Me: ROFL

JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA. Agh. *smacks forehead* Shut up! Yeah almost 3 AM and I just finished reading Alex's Raw report (HEY! I'm gonna steal Mark Lloyd's job and SHILLLLLLL it) http://www.chrisjericho.com/forum/showthread.php?s=&threadid=8516 Read it. Breathe it. Live by it, Biznatch. I'm tired. I want to finish starting up the book reports then I'll go to bed. Let's see. I think I should have everything done and stuff by next week, maybe two. Heh I dunno. Then I'll need to make a schedule. . . just so I get my fics written this summer lol. @.@ Ugh. I'm writing. I admit. I missed writing. A lot. I'm rewriting the introduction for Stoney and Tokemon. Lol. AND Stoney has a backstory for stalking the Transmutes. Woohoo. Lol I'm happy so far with this chapter, though it's taking forever for me to write. I do actually have motivation. Just no time. Or patience, I suppose. Heh. Well I'm going to bed as soon as I finish reading Nina's ch. ^-^; Suggestion for tomorrow? Umm. . . Go off of messengers as soon as Ray goes to bed and just write and play Keno and talk with JJ from Keno maybe then play checkers heheheheheh. ^-^;; YAY! Oh and I hope Nejo sis is ok. . . It's odd not talking to her. . .

Brian Christopher was released last night by WWE. Christopher had recently signed a new contract with the WWE but ruffled feathers this past weekend by showing up late at one of the RAW house show events.

Christopher had previously been released by WWE in 2001 after being arrested in Canada and charged with possession of illegal drugs. Christopher, real name Brian Lawler, pled guilty to possession of cocaine

O.O; That was. . . humorously fast. Oh. I want to start the day off with saying a quick hi to JJ, from Keno, my checkers partner tonight. He went to my journal last night lol. I dunno if he'll read daily, I don't have many daily readers, but whatever. Whenever. ^^; Alright, ugh, what should the plan for the night be? Hmm well talk to Ray till midnight, prolly, go offline of messengers when hon goes to bed. . . Play Keno and work on book reports, then write for an hour or two, THEN go to Checkers with JJ and play an hour or so, then go to bed. Yeah. Ok every Blog I've gone to today. GUESS what they are talking about? Those soldiers in Iraq. If I see those edited out pictures once more, someone's gonna get kicked. And GOD why do the parents have to keep bothering me? -_-; AAAAAAAAAAAAH I Should have screen capped! Just to laugh and point at the people I know with sucky computers. I just realized what it meant to have twenty Internet screens up at one time. ROFL. See it usually takes forty screens to make my computer screw up, but that's when Spyware takes over and those frickin screens are popping up every few seconds. Lol. I could prolly slowly bring up forty screens and Gemmy would act fine. Mauhahahahahahahahahahahaha. I should try that sometime o.0 Ackkkkkk I missed CSI last night cause I forgot to record it. I only record it cause Charlotte said i'd prolly like it. Lol. . . I'm even considering college. Or like Lily suggested, a broadcasting school. Though i hate school. LOL I'm gonna download more Jericho videos. I just love staring at him and the guy who makes these videos do awesome. I do have that "Take me under" song stuck in my head thanks to him though -_-; LOL My computer is so tired, it'll only do two downloads at a time now. I had four going at once about ten minutes ago. Sorry Gemmy. ^^;;;

Gundam Wing.
You see the world as a war ground and nothing else.
All you do is fight and wait for your time to
die or it to end. yo udon't like to fight but
you feel you have to.

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Now. . . ain't that weird. O.o

Inuyasha

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Lol.

Oh God >< I downloaded too much, think I killed the computer. It's working. But there's something wrong here. >.>;;;;;;;;;;; Ughhhhhhh nooooooooooooooooooooo. I'm running an antivirus scan. *sighs* ><

Ok computer is acting alright. Sometimes it scares me though. Random observation of the night: MY LEGS ARE REALLY SOFT!!!!! O.O Uhh yeah dunno why I thought that. But sheesh. . . Heh. Funny how when Charlotte and I start talking it becomes like a psychiatrist thing when we talk about people we know and try to decide what they're doing and why. . . lol.

tadahmonqm: Yeah it's a year old too almost I think lol
tadahmonqm: Eh it will be this September
tadahmonqm: Lol
Jedi Knight CC16: Wow
Jedi Knight CC16: September... bad memories :'(
tadahmonqm: Yup ^^;
tadahmonqm: :o
Jedi Knight CC16: Same for October
tadahmonqm: :(
Jedi Knight CC16: Half of November too ~_~
tadahmonqm: Poor Celebi
tadahmonqm: But things are better now
tadahmonqm: ^^
Jedi Knight CC16: Yeah :D
Jedi Knight CC16: Now that I got you and you got me :o
tadahmonqm: Yeah :D :p

And I regret every moment I made bad for him. But I learned.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 176,614

Heh. Two hours to playing Checkers with JJ from Keno, btw.

2004-05-10T22:04:00.000-07:00

You're the innocent child! A young little girl
with large wide eyes and a nave expression on
her face, you will probably meet up with the
party when they come to your hometown or they
save you from some horrible fate. You may be
related to an important character in the story,
or you are a survivor of some terrible event.
At any rate, you develop a strong bond with the
hero and probably end up developing a
sibling-relationship with them, viewing the
entire party as members of your family. Your
innocence and trust reminds the group of what
they are fighting for and trying to protect,
and your words strengthen the resolve in their
hearts without you even noticing it. Being the
adorable thing that you are, most people will
want to stoop down and hug you for being so
cute. Despite perhaps seeing some awful
things, the child in you never seems to fade
away completely, and you have large amounts of
love and hope. Always try to retain that
innocence, because there are many people who
would risk their lives to protect it!

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Heheheh ^-^;;;

You are an Aimless wanderer. You simply wander
because there is nothing else to do. You have
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o.O thanks. But that girl looks like Sailor Moon kinda. lol.

Goddess of the fairies flitter float and fly
hehehehe

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Cute. ^^;

this is my way to live

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Hehehe ^-^; Hey. . . my tagboard's back. But it's on to what I said like a month ago. o.O Night time. . . I guess JJ from Keno and I are going to be checker partners for next week's Club Pogo challenge. That should be fun. ^^; Well. . . Bed.

Heheheh. Last night was a lotta fun. I *was* tempted to go to bed. But staying up and playing Mahjong Garden and talking with JJ from Keno and Sweet was more fun. Lol. I'm a little tired now but oh well. And Kevin woke up on Young and restless! YAY! And Emily caused Edward to have a relapse on General Hospital? That witch. Lol. Yeah. . . I'm actually watching my tapes again! Dang old episodes from January or something. o.O

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 191,019

YAY! Lol Barbara. . . I actually feel sorry for her. I'm gonna stop dragging people into my problems too. Or try >< La. LOL I just have to admit. Pharoah Atem is hot. He's all tanned and yummy. o.O;; See if I can find a good pic. Seth was hot too. Dang Yugioh. http://www.angelfire.com/falcon/epipics7/ssep202.htm Heh yeah. Mmm. Yummy. o.O The original holder of the Millenium ring, whom thief Bakura killed (? I think) and stole the Ring from was hot too. . . >< Lol. Ok I'm done. I dunno. . . I ramble a lot on days where I stayed up till 4 AM the night before. I need a Pepsi. Blah. LOL God! Stop yawning, Joou. Yeesh. Roseanna is working with Arabella? Wth? Ok time to set GH to record. . . OMGGGGG CRAIG HAS CABOT. I love soaps. Rofl. I'm gonna do some work on my MSN group. There are some pics I put up here that I forget, delete and then it screws up my posts lol. Ugh yikes Sunny. Um I'm sorta bored. What should i webcam? My snowglobe? XD

LOL acccccccccck my arm is seen in there. And the snowglobe was sitting in my lap. . . so my shirt and pants are seen too. WAH! Oh whew. Duality was moved off of Yahoo Launch. . . But put on the top ten list of listened to songs so I can still listen to it. Heh. -_-; WOW TWO people tried sending me a virus. One to both of my main Hotmail addresses. Lol. Lil disappointing they didn't send one to my secret email. . . that woulda been funny. I hope Raw is good tonight. And that Jericho destroys christian tonight. Lol.

When Guerrero issued an open challenge last week, the original plan was for Matt Cappotelli, the 24-year old co-winner of Tough Enough 3, to be the mystery opponent.

Cappotelli has been honing his skills at the WWE's Ohio Valley Wrestling training territory since he signed on the dotted line after Tough Enough wrapped in early 2003. He has also been getting ring time in front of full-size crowds, wrestling at non-televised house shows and in dark matches before the cameras roll on Raw and Smackdown each week.

It was during one of these off-TV practice runs, a house show in Oklahoma just days before his big TV debut, that Cappotelli suffered a concussion in a match with Bob Holly.

The injury was accidental -- unlike the incident on Tough Enough a year earlier, when a pathetic Holly showed his true colours by attacking Cappotelli for real during a training match -- but the concussion was serious enough to sideline Cappotelli.

This left a hole in the plans for this week's Smackdown.

UGH Leave it to Bob Holly. Again. I hate that guy, seriously. First he beats up on a young rookie, then he stiffs everyone and injures good talent. *sniffs* ugh. General Hospital made me cry. Dang it. Luke sounded so sad when he and Alexis had their own little rememberance thing for Cameron. . . It was such a worthless death! I liked Cameron. . . Ugh Neopets is down. . . Yusuke is so cute -_-;

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o.O

You are Legolas. An elf who is a bit on the weak
side but he's not 100% usless. I think you'd do
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Lol honestly. Wayne was hottttttt on like Whose Line is it anyway. . . but. . . On Young and Restless, he just didn't look as good. I seriously think beards totally do not work for me. Lol. Lord knows Jericho is seriously more yummy without a beard. Hmm.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 183,735

Raw was awesome! Jericho looked sooooo yummy! And I didn't know if he'd win but omgggg he did! YAY! Chrissy. . . =D Now I need to go see if Charlotte is hiding in Turbo. o.O; Ugh I cannot find this book I need for my book reports >< Ok I found it. . . -_-; But Charlotte is still not answering anyone. Dang you, Hannah, give my online mom back! XD

2004-05-09T21:45:00.000-07:00

*looks down* I dunno. Eh I still need to work on my character. But I at least have a name. Alex. XD I just have a fetish for characters named A. All of my characters have A names. O.o I'm up to ch 49 on Hugs and Kisses. . . lol. Nina is awesome.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 198,851

Heheheh woot! I'm getting there. ^-^;;

That's some messed up crap. Lol. Wow. . . *yawns* I need a bath. And a nap. o.O Well nah just a nap. Er. NO JUST A BATH. I want to go to bed early tonight. Yeah. . . Bath time. So I can get away from Blondie calling everyone assholes. Today was cool though. We played rummy. A lot. And now I'm in trouble with Goofy, Lily and Charlotte so I'm gonna take a bath and let Dad play, lol.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 197,526

*earlier*
Ted: fun, don't get too close to me, ill melt your snowflake
*later*
Ted: Crz?
Charlotte: yes Sun?
Ted: dont that look like a snow flake by her name?
Me: ROFL
Charlotte: uh huh
Charlotte: shes flakey
Ted: SEE
charlotte: lmao
Me: NOOOOOOOOOOOO
Me: Lol
Me: ><
Me: >.>
Ted: told her she better notr get close or ill melt her dam snowflake lmao
Charlotte: lmao
Me: That sounded sick
Me: Lol
Charlotte: eh well consider the source
Charlotte: lmao
Ted: lmao
*later*
Me: Uhh
Me: Sun
Me: I'm an idiot
Ted: yes
Me: I just looked at my badge
Me: And it is a snowflake
Charlotte: lmao

UHHHHH. WWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! The new Blogger looks weird. O.o; Ray wasn't on at all tonight. . . I miss him. >< . . . Guess I'll stay on till Ruki and Charlotte go to bed. . . then i'll go. . . o.o; Well. I'm 'going'. ROFL. Going going goneeeeee. *snickers to self*

2004-05-08T22:17:00.000-07:00

I love this. Seriously. I do. Talking with Ray and getting close again. There's no drama. No fighting. . . no pain. . .no stress. I love him. Heh. ^-^ I am interested to see how this 'soap opera' of sorts ends up. Ya know I can see how it's gonna go. But omg I will sit here laughing and pointing. UGH! My tagboard is still down >< Heheheh. ^^

Jedi Knight CC16: Alright im gonna go sleepy now
TaDahmonQM: Alright I should go soon too ^^;
TaDahmonQM: *yawns*
Jedi Knight CC16: Yah we need our rest
TaDahmonQM: Yup
Jedi Knight CC16: Aw
TaDahmonQM: Thanks for making my day better ^_~
Jedi Knight CC16: *Gives you a kiss* Your welcome ^_^;;
TaDahmonQM: *kisses back* Have fun at league tomorrow, cya tomorrow night
Jedi Knight CC16: Thanks. I love you ^_^ good night
TaDahmonQM: Love you too night ^^
*** Jedi Knight CC16 signed off at Sat May 08 03:05:10 2004.

He and I talked from 11 to 3. . . Heh. Though some of what he was saying about Pokemon was confusing me. . . it was a nice reprieve from some other crap I could be hearing about now. *yawns* And it is true. . . He did make my day better. I smiled more while talking to him than I did all night. . . And thank GOD I found tylonel to help with my headache. And toothache. Ugh. Both are inter-related, I believe. If it is the root canal junk anyhow.

*hisses at her online list* Ugh. Pffffffffft. So far I'm feeling fine. My fingers aren't stiff or anything right now. My teeth aren't hurting. I don't even have a headache. lol. Geez thank God for tylonel. If I hadn't found it last night, I think I woulda killed someone. . . Ray and I made it to 3 AM. But that's ok, I was nearly tripping right then and falling outta my chair with sleepiness. >.>; I can't believe I lost the DVD decoder on my computer. . . Ugh. I'll never get to watch my Pokemon DVD. and my Tagboard is still down? If Elise's is on, I'm going to kick someone. O.o *kicks a random person on her MSN list* Eh. . . Yeeeeeeah. Keno is not giving me good points. Guess I'll play Turbo. This is the third game change I've done in ten minutes. o.O I need to clean my room. And I will be expected to help clean the living room later. Ugh. Yeah but my room REALLY needs it. I think when I get woke up more, then I'll go around and clean it. Crz'll be back on Monday!! YAY! Tonight's anime night. ^^ Ray and I'll stay up late watching it prolly. Heheheh. ^-^;; Ugh I wish Mon Wars would be updated. Well I'm going to clean my room now. UGH JENNY Dang it. >< Fine I'll get rid of her first then I'll clean my room >.> Mom saw my splints. . . Now I need to explain that oneeeee. Ugh stupidddd parents. I just ain't gonna. >.> It's 80 degrees out!!! I should grab my stuff and go outside. . . Heh >< After I finish my chores, anyhow.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 215,152

Ugh. CRAP! I got lites at turbo three times in a row rofl. I thought Charlotte was gonna kill me XD Woot my journal got a thousand visitors. ^^; Course I was the thousandth but whatever o.O

TaDahmonQM: Lol oh God
crzmama: lmao
TaDahmonQM: Ray and I aren't officially together yet
TaDahmonQM: But heck
TaDahmonQM: I love you saying to each other is close enough for me
crzmama: yeah might as well be though if youre saying ilys
TaDahmonQM: What I just said lol

Charlotte's trying to toughen me up. Make me see that. . . I don't need to constantly worry about what everyone thinks. La. . . Yeah ok I'll try that. Worry about #1. . . That'd be fun. Heh and #2. . . which is Ray.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 210,183

Yay! Getting closer. Now Charlotte wants to send me some nasty tomato email o.O

Eh. I'm in a better mood than I was. Course. . . I'm still a little blah . . . but I'm ok. *sighs* I think I'm gonna webcam later. And if Nejo comes on, I'll get her to help me with the whole. . . character thing. I have a couple ideas, she and I kinda can combined our ideas on our two characters or something. Heh. Or she can do her character how she wants. I want help on mine though. Heh. . . *sighs* >< Back to Hugs and Kisses, I'm on ch 46. . . Heh. I feel empty. I need Ray. . . why can't he be online more. . . Lily and Charlotte left Keno. . . so I went to Turbo. . . Loneliness added on. . . >.<; Ugh and I got put into a Teen's room. Blahhhhh. . . Yawn. Oh wow. This sucks. Totally. I'm webcamming and just started crying. Crap. Dang it. I want Ray. I want him now. I need cheered up. Ray never made me cry. and I mean NEVER. Fine screw it. . . I'm finished with this crap. I've had enough. People will never step on me again. And if they do, well, I dunno. Where's my hun at when I need him?

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 202,611

Jedi Knight CC16: So, what do you think about me and you being boyfriend and girlfriend? Just wondering... ^_~
TaDahmonQM: I'd like it ^^;
Jedi Knight CC16: ^_^;;
TaDahmonQM: What would you think of it? :p
Jedi Knight CC16: :o I'm ok with it.
TaDahmonQM: That's enthused lol j/k
TaDahmonQM: :p
Jedi Knight CC16: :p
Jedi Knight CC16: So I guess me and you are bf and gf then right? ^_~
TaDahmonQM: Yep ^.^;
Jedi Knight CC16: Ooh ok.
Jedi Knight CC16: ^^;
TaDahmonQM: Yay!
Jedi Knight CC16: :D
TaDahmonQM: you don't wanna wait to the end of the month? :p
Jedi Knight CC16: Nah, thats ok
TaDahmonQM: Yay ^-^
Jedi Knight CC16: ^^

WOOT! But I need to talk to him. Mostly about the real life girlfriend thing. I won't be second to anyone. He left when I went to take my bath. . . Sigh. Prolly to call his mom. And wth is wrong with my AIM? o.O ><

2004-05-07T22:20:00.000-07:00

My tooth is killinggggggggg me. I want sleeeeeeep. I want. . . tokens. I want sleep. No tokens. No sleep. Ugh. >< I think my old problem with the tooth is returning. What was that? Eh. . . root canal. Right. Dang it that's killer but yep the old "sensitivity to coldness" has returned. Son of a. . . Next it'll be sensitivity to hotness too. *cries* I almost wish they would all just fall out. Brushing helped a little. . . Anyway. . . owee. . . Time for Joou to collapse. . . after playing with my self-made stilts or whatever you want to call them. Maybe my fingers and teeth shall feel more normal tomorrow. . . I'm not counting on it.

Wowza. There were some typos in my last journal entry. And I mentioned the wrong La Resistance member. My fingers don't feel a lot better. . . But my teeth do. *goes to edit last journal entry* I let an error pass cause I can't refind it. And Sunny won't leave me aloneeeee. Sure, she's nice and all and I love her like I love my other sisses but Gawd. . . -_-;

*Lily telling me soap operas won't be on today*

Lily: FUNK................
Me: LILY........
Lily: you watching this sh*t on tv again?
Me: Lol it's on in five minutes *meaning Young and restless*
Lily: senate armed services committee talking now
Me: Ah crap
Me: NO
Lily: doh I heard geneva convention mentioned
Me: It's gonna run over my Young and Restless
Lily: they said no soaps will be seen today
Me: NO!
Lily: YES!
Me: WAH!
Lily: LMAO

*later*

Lily: WHOA
Me: Hey it's Rummu
Me: *Rummy
Lily: rumsfield is admitting his error
Me: Oooooooooooooh
Lily: Yup
Me: *unmutes it*
Lily: he said he f*cked up
Me: Did they bleep him?

Eh. I wanted to turn this thing off but Lily told me to keep it on. I'm only listening till 11:20. Any longer and I think I'd have a seizure. -_-; I need Pepsi. . . Duality by Slipknot is my new fetish. Behind Blue Eyes by Limp Bizkit used to be it. Now I go to Launch Yahoo every day and turn off my adblocker and hit up Duality and listen to it. Then I close out the screen and turn on the radio/TV and resume my usual schedule. I love that song. Dunno why really, if you think about it, it's the typical hard rock stuff and there are better songs out there but Duality is what I like to listen to. I have to say the hard rock genre is on fireeeeee this year. Whoo! And the summer's only just begun. Wow lol reviews for the Friends' finale last night made it sound really, really bad. XD But Andrea and J liked it. Eh. Yeah. Ugh I gotta feed my Neopets. Heh. . . I'm tired. Ugh. Who kept me awake till two thirty? J left at 1:30. . . Sunny. . . I guess. and Keno's JJ. And that frickin Garden game at Pogo. . . It's too frickin addictive. I want to play it now. O.o Yay! Soaps are on finally. But Young and Restless was skipped. And Bold and Beautiful is on instead. Ewww. GAH! JEN! STOP IT! Rofl. I said "one day at a time" in one of my latest entries and now she's repeating me in her journal. But she doesn't even read my journal. O.o At least not that I know of. Hmm. Hey! Splint for an hour equals for nearly unstiff fingers. Hmm. They skipped As the World Turns too. . . Ugh. Neopets is down. Tagboards are down. Lily is ignoring me. I'm going to Mahjong. But I need to resplint. There. I'm splintered. I dunno I just feel depressed and I sorta wish my Celebi was on. . . Sigh. I miss Charlotte. I'm surrounded by idiots. Lol. DUALITY!!!

Which HP Kid Are You?

^Why does it all have to happen to me? Lol

My #1 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, Which Harry Potter Character are you like?, is Ginny Weasley

^Interesting

^MK and I got the same answer there. Arghhhhh.

Which Hogwarts Student Are You?

^and there. Wth?

^NO! Three in a row?!

You are Ginny Weasley! Man you are shy! When you
like someone you need to learn to flirt! Don't
be so quiet!

!!! The Ultimate Harry Potter Character Quiz !!!
brought to you by Quizilla

Omg. . . I'm giggly. I mean. . . I sorta knew it but heheheheheh.

Jedi Knight CC16: I was gonna say something but got scared :(
TaDahmonQM: So you'll be on later?
TaDahmonQM: :o
Jedi Knight CC16: Uh yah
TaDahmonQM: Yay ^^
Jedi Knight CC16: ^_^;;
Jedi Knight CC16: I hate when I get scared to say things ~_~
TaDahmonQM: ~.~
TaDahmonQM: I do too sometimes
Jedi Knight CC16: Yah :'(
TaDahmonQM: :-S
Jedi Knight CC16: I was petting baby kitty anyways lol
TaDahmonQM: Lol
Jedi Knight CC16: I love you ^_^;;
Jedi Knight CC16: Thats what I was scared to say....
TaDahmonQM: Aww I love you too Ray :o
Jedi Knight CC16: :o
Jedi Knight CC16: ^_^

First message sent out after that was to Charlotte. . . I must sound retarded but I said. . . "MOM!!! HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME! (Ray) Aaaaaah!!" Rofl.

Congratulations!! you are..Emma Watson..
you are friendly, confident and love going out with
your friends

Which Child actor fom Harry Potter are you most like?
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^ MK would love that. He got Draco's actor. Lol

I'm still a little giddy. Heh. I finished typing. . . And I'm down to book reports. . . and I can't wait till my Celebi is back online. I hurt emotionally. I truly wish Ray was here. . . Ugh. Oh wow I was falling in a pit of depression and. . .

*person in Turbo talking to an idiot*

Star: i put you on my pogo list DAJ so I can avoid you

That made me laugh so hard! ROFL Hmm Ruki ain't messaged me yet. I mean it's nice like I'm in a bad enough mood to tell her anything but. . . I would like to talk to her.

TaDahmonQM: Ok that was a downer
TaDahmonQM: WTH was it?!
TaDahmonQM: Rofl
TaDahmonQM: Your lites
crzmama: yep im on a roll tonight
TaDahmonQM: >:
TaDahmonQM: Lol
TaDahmonQM: *mutter* *cough* Roll off a cliff please *cough* *cough*
TaDahmonQM: :|
TaDahmonQM: Lol j/k
crzmama: LMAO

Still no message from sis. Ergh. OMG I'm late posting again! Let's just say I'm a lot happier and screw that crap!

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 205,877

Yeah I'm staying up all night to talk to Ray! Lotsa Keno! Woot!

2004-05-06T22:25:00.000-07:00

Some people may think my life sucks. . . but I seriously am content. Heh. ^^; I just noticed that while sitting here listening to anime. My dad is across the hall listening to old music. Mom also is across the hall, listening to the news. We're all online doing our own things. And I'm HAPPY. Heheheh.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 225,608

YAY! It's dropping even more. And she won't be on in the afternoon much anymore. Her . . . Whn is going to be home more. >< He was laid off of work till the seventeenth. Ugh I'm going to miss her. Geez there were two big bad HTML errors in my post for yesterday >< I have this huge bug bite on my leg. . . *sighs* First one of the year. . . Ugh. Jealousy hitting me. C'mon, Joou! Like Charlotte would sayyyyyy, "Who cares?" I know if she was here she'd kick some sense into me. I told her if I started going down that road again, to kick me and so far she's done pretty well. Lol i start and she goes, "What does it matter?" or "Who cares what he thinks?" Or does, or anything. And that's what I need right now, lol. Lol haha ok I feel better. A bunch of people distracted me when we started talking about these dragons we raise in this one game at Pogo. . . and our badges. . . Heheheheh. ^^; you gotta love the little moments that make ya giggle like a retard. . . and forget all the bad times. . . if only for a few minutes. ^^ Man I bet my parents want to shoot me when I get in my singing moods. Heh. Especially when these moods come at 2 AM O.o; Oh and lemme say the video for Perfect Circle's latest song is frickin hilarious. Weak and Powerless. XD Dah likes. . . Why can't memories just be banished to the Shadow Realm? Heh. My fingers are dead. . . and I still don't have my badges. . . but it's 3 AM and I'm dead. Night.

Yawn. Ugh. There I had a nightmare about gangsters. I think I've watched mob based soaps too much. Grrr I'm going to really miss my online mommy. She's a lot of help in keeping me from going insane. *blinks* My fingers still feel funny. This really is not good. I will have to type kinda with two hands cause one hand typing HURTS. *groans* I hate two hand typing. Whew this does feel better though, and I am typing kinda fast anyway. I'll just need patience. Heh. Ugh. Yay I got one of my badges. I'll try that stupid Tumble Bees later after I go to Keno for awhile. . . Things just ain't the same without Charlotte -_- *stretches* Hmm. Still typing two handed when I remember to. Still hating it. WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OMG A link to Fred Durst's journal?! I love Fred!!! Squeeeee!!! He has a Xanga. O.o; *puts Fred on her stalk list* XD I think I'm going to take a nap at noon. . . Ugh that nightmare woke me up too early. ><

Today's horroscope:

Maybe you're not thinking enough about certain things. Maybe you don't want to think about them at all. You revisit vivid memories of fun, and you want to go there again. Taking care of necessities doesn't seem to fit the bill, but ignoring them would make even more problems for you. You weren't expecting this kind of confusion, rebellion and soul-searching. Something good will come out of it, though. Surprise can shake you out of a state that's less than reality. If you knew how things would turn out, you wouldn't be nearly as effective. Break through the cloud that surrounds you.

Hmm. Well i'm trying to become a better listener. So far, I'm decent I *think*. Last night I sucked in it but I helped Sunny a little I think. Read a sorta interesting article on self-harm last night. Makes me wonder if I don't do it in a sort of way (IE, scab picking). Ergh my adblocker isn't working. I'm gonna take a bath, see if that wakes me up some. >< I wanted to anyway. But Mom's cleaning our fans out and the tub is occupied. Ugh. Yay. Sun says I'm a good friend. Ok I'll stop worrying about it. >< Just take it a day at a time, right? Lol Oh and about Friends. If I hear one more thing about the finale of it being tonight, someone's gonna get scalped. WATCH SMACKDOWN!!!! That's an order! O.o Well. . . Smackdown sucks. But watch it anyway! XD

Lily and I watching the president address the nation while we wait for our soaps to come back. . .

Lily: oh lord
Lily: thats bad when ya laugh at your own president
Me: Yeah
Me: Lol
Ted: is he in the room now lily?
Lily: who?
Me: O.o
Ted: the lord
Me: Lol
Lily: always mf alwaya
Lily: always
Ted: right
Me: I thought he meant the president. . .
Me: LOL

*later*

Me: Abdullah is on now
Lily: yep
Lily: King of Jordon
Me: He speaks better English than Bush. . .
Lily: LMAO
Lily: awww thats bad

Hmm. Lily made me feel stupid and I started scratching my arm till it was red. Maybe there is something to this self-harm thing. O.o

You are clear. You represent nothing and everything
all at once. You are open minded and fun to be
around and are usually happy but you can have
your days but when you do no worries because
your friends will be there to help you

What color are you most like?
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you are a great friend but you probably care too
much about them

do you suck as a friend
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. . . Heh.

You are Kayko. Loving but stern with your friends.
You help people in need but you never do the
work for them and you can put up with a lot of
shit from people if you truly care about them!

What Yuyu Hakusho Character are you most like?
brought to you by Quizilla

Yeaaaaaah.

You're a NERD! Just like Morty from Shaman King,
HAHA! Erm..well, yeah. ANYWAYS, you pretty much
love school, love books or computers. Whatever
it is your into, it has something to do with
learning..yeah, have fun with that.

What cliche anime personality are you? (With pics)(under construction)
brought to you by Quizilla

>< I hate school.

You're Normal! You are trying to get through
school, and have a real life. You haven't got
caught up in the sterotypes. Congrats.

What High School Sterotype are you?(Pics Soon!)
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Woot.

Which Wolf's Rain Character are you?
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Lol again the similarities with me and Jen are scary. She wonders why things turned out like they did when last night, and today, I'm doing the same. I swear. . . YAY I got my badges. Heheheheheh. And a lotta tokens too. Woot. Ugh I still miss Charlotte. And HOW am I gonna do next week's challenge for the badges??? Get every word in Word Whomp three times AND get twenty kings in Checkers? Checkers is dang easy but not Word Whomp! I *hate* that game with a passion. Dang you, Pogo. Sucker me in with two easy challenges, then throw two harder ones at me XD So now I have 20 minutes to read Nina's fic. . . before supper, typing and wrestling. It's gosh darn hot here. Almost ninety. Ugh.

Smackdown was funny. Lol. Though Rico and Jackie not being on it was sad. And what it me or was that French boy, Renee, aroused? *cough cough*

Points needed: 218,656

crzmama: uhg piece of sht pogo
TaDahmonQM: Lol yep and ugh
TaDahmonQM: :p
crzmama: ugh even
TaDahmonQM: Lol
crzmama: Mark got booted too
TaDahmonQM: Weird
TaDahmonQM: I'm the only one who remained mauhahahahaha
crzmama: finally got the loading page
crzmama: so youre in?
TaDahmonQM: I never left
TaDahmonQM: Lol
TaDahmonQM: *I* didn't get booted
crzmama: I thought you had trouble too?
TaDahmonQM: no
TaDahmonQM: I was jumping back to Pogo
TaDahmonQM: To see if you jumped to Turbo
TaDahmonQM: LOL
crzmama: lmao
TaDahmonQM: Looks like Susan got booted too
TaDahmonQM: Mark's back in lol
crzmama: you sure?
crzmama: cuz he just went off aol
TaDahmonQM: His name is in there
TaDahmonQM: Sun's Pogo is broke too
TaDahmonQM: Lol
crzmama: he with aol?
TaDahmonQM: No
crzmama: hmm
crzmama: well sht..aint even gonna let me on with IE
TaDahmonQM: Lol
TaDahmonQM: Yuck
TaDahmonQM: *starts shooing at tokens* Here, here, before she comes back, get in my pretty bag
TaDahmonQM: :o
TaDahmonQM: Lol
crzmama: why ya brat
TaDahmonQM: ROFL
TaDahmonQM: You left your tokens behind!
crzmama: the hell i did
crzmama: lmao
TaDahmonQM: ROFL

crzmama: btw tell Sun hello
TaDahmonQM: Ok
crzmama: ty
TaDahmonQM: Yw
TaDahmonQM: He says ho
TaDahmonQM: . . . *HI
TaDahmonQM: OMG
crzmama: geesh
crzmama: im a ho now
crzmama: wtf
crzmama: lmao
TaDahmonQM: >< No
TaDahmonQM: Dah, GS no Himeko-- It comes to wander, it comes to wash away the sins of you and I . . . says:
Crz says hello
sun says:
ty HI crz
crzmama: or is he trying to play santie clause?
TaDahmonQM: ROFL
TaDahmonQM: I corrected it!
crzmama: lmao

and now Crz and I are cat fighting for tokens XD

Updated points needed: 215,662

Heh heh hehehehehehehehehe. I splinted my finger sorta and it makes for kinda easier typing. Doesn't hurt as much at least. Now I'm gonna splint my little finger and hopefully things will be all good. Heh. My pointer and little fingers are the ones I type with the most so. . . prolly has something to do with it.

crzmama: lmao premature masturbation syndrome lmao
TaDahmonQM: ROFL

ROFL Our idea of male's PMS. Yeah. . . Uh. Sunny's coming outta the closet. Yikes. WAH! It's 12:30! I forgot to post in my journal!!! *runs to do so*

2004-05-05T22:02:00.000-07:00

Whoa geez. Just happened to talk to Moby just now and I told him I was single and I thought he was gonna jump on me. Sheesh.

myst1c_dr4g0ns_m0by (1:33:29 AM): SO U SINGLE NOW !!!???
myst1c_dr4g0ns_m0by (1:33:32 AM): like wow !!
tadahmon (1:33:37 AM): Yeah lol
myst1c_dr4g0ns_m0by (1:33:38 AM): *love emoticon here*
tadahmon (1:33:56 AM): Lol interested? /:)
myst1c_dr4g0ns_m0by (1:34:20 AM): uuhhh huh uuhhh huh << nods his fuckin head off !! >>

. . . Hide. Wth is it with me and attracting online guys? Rofl.

Aah. . .

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 231,485

Lol yay. OMG Jacqueline wins the Cruiserweight title? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. OMG wait till Ray hears this. God and we thought the creators of FLCL were nuts. . . And Kevin is ALIVE. Thank you, Young and Restless!

Cruiserweight title match: Chavo Guerrero w/Chavo Guerrero Classic vs.
Jacqueline

Yep. Chavo puts out an open challenge, declaring it ?Chavo vs. the World.?
?Chavo sucks? chants break out more than once. Jacqueline comes out. Chavo
gets back on the mic, asking Jackie if she?s serious, she doesn?t have a
chance against a man, and so forth. After about 2 mintues of this, Jackie slaps
him, and it?s on. Jackie gets a little offensive flurry going, but Chavo
dominates most of the match. At one point, the referee is destracted by Chavo
Classic (Sr.) while Chavo Jr. stands on top of Jacqueline. Jacqueline low blows
Chavo, rolls him up, gets the 1-2-3, and the crowd erupts. The Chavos can?t
believe it. It was the moment of the night.

Winner and new cruiserweight champion: Jacqueline

Gads shoot me now. I have a headache and i'm not sure why. . .

Pick a fruit and forward it on (don't forget to send it back to the person that sent it to you) with the fruit you chose on the subject line.

Which fruit will you pick if you were handed these:

1. Orange

2. Apple

3. Banana

4. Coconut

5. Pineapple

6. Papaya

7. Mango

8. Cherry

9. Grapes

10. Peach

11. Custard Apple

12. Pear

What is your pick??? (Please pick one ... then scroll down for
interesting answer!)

GRAPES You are a polite person in general, but do have quick flare-ups of temper that cool down just as quickly. You enjoy beauty in all forms, including beautiful people. You are very popular because of your warm, gregarious nature. You have a zest for life; you enjoy everything you do, right from the way you dress, to your style and your day-to-day life. Your partner must share your zeal and zing for life to enjoy all you have to offer!

CUSTARD APPLE You are a modest and conservative person who can be quite sensitive at times. You tend to be thoughtful and contemplative, and therefore are rarely rash in doing things. You are quite ambitious and are good at anything that requires much detailing or working with numbers. You are quick at finding fault with others. While looking for a partner, you value a person's intellect far above their looks or good
old passion. You are quite shy and not very comfortable demonstrating affection.

I took Grapes. Lol. I think Custard Apple sounded more like me though. Ok Charlotte stopped answering me. And my headache sorta went away. O.o; AW NO. Bold and Beautiful is starting and Duality by Slipknot is playing. >< Ugh I'll listen to it later at Yahoo Launch. I want lunch. O.o This IDIOT is messaging me under both of my accounts. What an idiot. And he/she used the gay face. Ugh. Now Dad wants me to done with school by tonight. Well screw that noise. We have a frickin month! I do book reports fast! Shut uppppppppppppppp. >< God dang if school is like the last thing on my list of priorities. I mean, Hellooooo. I'm in the middle of reading Lord of the Rings now. Once I finish the second book, I'll write these dumb reports. Leave me alone, you gay parents >< Screw it all. I'm doing what I want to do. If that means getting with Ray, so be it. If that means blocking all the retards on my list, so be it. If that means moving on from the pain I've felt for so long, so be it. The parents can screw off if they don't like it. And so can everyone else. Hmph.

Ok I'm calmer. Ugh. I dunno, stupid Dad wanting me to finish typing NOW, TONIGHT, just totally drove me nuts. We have four weeks. They should leave me alone. It's not like I'm graduating this year and NEEDS to finish early or anything. The retards. . . Alright heh. Mom messaged me and apologized and I'm cheerfuller again. ^^; Yay. . .

You are a blonde.

What kind of mustard are you?
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O.o; Ugh. Lol. What does that have to do with mustard?

Sweet Popular Girl- Your popular, but even the
nerdy kids love you. Your sweet and beautiful
and pretty much nice to everyone. You have very
few enemies except for maybe a few jealous
girls.

What Type of Girl are you?(for girls obviously)
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. . . Yay? XD

your element is water.

what element are you? (nice pics)
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Look at that shark, fish thingy . . . O.o Ugh Neopets shops are down for maintenance. Oh I forgot today was the day for the badge challenges. Lol. Ugh this is hard.

A newbie asking how to emote, which makes what you type in Pogo come up in blue text instead of the usual black:

Green: how do you make al of the letters you type blue
Me: Paint them
Terry: lmao
Green: thanks
Mark: lol
Terry: ^5 funky

*me and Lily emote, to partially annoy the newbie even more*

Lily LMAOOOOOOOOOOO Funk you smart ass
Me hands Green a paintbrush and a bottle of blue paint
Me: See I can COLOR IN THE LINES!!!
Lily: LMAO
Lily: some one piss in your pepsi Funky?
Me: Rofl
Me: I just got off a typing class

Yeah, see what those typing exercise things do to me?! Aw what am I talking about? I always treat newbies that way *grin* What a night @.@ Stupid Marc. Stupid heat. Stupid headache. Stupid Pogo badges. Ugh. . . @.@ but all in all it's been a good day. . . Though not knowing what exactly to say to Ruki made me feel bad >< But I guess listening to her and being there for her is better than nothing so I'm gonna retry for my Mahjong badge after I post this, cook some canned spaghetti and go to bed.

2004-05-04T22:02:00.000-07:00

(about how strong I am)

crzmama: and you can be when ya need to be lmao
TaDahmonQM: Yeah rofl like tonight o.o
crzmama: yep
crzmama: rip him a new asshole gf lmao
TaDahmonQM: Rofl
crzmama: he wont even know what hit him lmao
TaDahmonQM: Yeah I'd love to see the look on his face rofl

XD I'm not even gonna bother discussing who this is about but I love the relationship I have with Charlotte. Heheheheh. I'm not gonna waste my time doing that though. It's all moot now. However. . . Ray now. . . Hmm. I do feel oddly strong tonight. And I might mess things up but it's time he and I talked. Ok he's opening it.

Jedi Knight CC16: im kind of thinking when i want another girlfriend lately.
TaDahmonQM: Oh yeah?
Jedi Knight CC16: yeah.
Jedi Knight CC16: Probably in a month or so...
TaDahmonQM: Heh yeah
TaDahmonQM: I would like to have another boyfriend by then. . . hmm.
Jedi Knight CC16: Yeah I have all kinds of thoughts.
TaDahmonQM: Yeah.
Jedi Knight CC16: It's just mostly I want that to happen in a month cause I got all kinds of things on my mind.
TaDahmonQM: Real life or online? Heh prolly real life right?
Jedi Knight CC16: Either works.
TaDahmonQM: o.O Ooh
Jedi Knight CC16: I guess but im more looking for real life anyways but like i said either works :p
TaDahmonQM: Yeah

Well I bothered asking.

Jedi Knight CC16: Ya never know, maybe we could get back together in a month or so ^_~ lol
TaDahmonQM: Hehe yeah ^^;

GAH! *falls over* XD! *giggles like a retard* If it happens, I'll be happy. If it doesn't, eh, I won't be heart broken.Till then I'll just continue having fun with him. Heheheheheh woot I tell ya. Yesterday and today has been the best two days I've had in a longgggg time. Even Ray noticed that i'm happier. Heheheh. Welp time for Turbo. If it'll load anyway . . . . There we go. Yay. All I know is if Ray and I do get serious, I won't introduce him to any of my other friends. Doing crap like that just totally screws things up sometime. He does know Charlotte slightly through Keno and that's fine. I'd trust Charlotte with my life. Anyway I'm getting in trouble in this Turbo room. XD I love doing that. Especially when it's stupid attention seekers I'm fighting with. I feel like reading them the Miranda rights. Anyway. . . When Nejo sis comes back online, hopefully she'll feel better. Yawn. My finger feels funny again. Ugh.

Anyway. . .

Group one of friends: Message board friends

Group two: Pogo friends

Group three: yahoo friends

These three groups of friends will never coincide again. I tried and it led to a lot of drama. Thus. . . they will be forever split from this point on. XD Ugh I hope Charlotte will be ok. She said her husband totally lost it tonight and scared her. . . Ugh. ugh ugh. Poor Mom. SO things have changed. Things posted on my Blog have been edited slightly. Instead of a bunch of little posts, I'm gonna return to how things were, say, a year ago. Then I can like have a Wordpad file up to post in all the time instead of having to constantly jump back to Blogger and stuff. So one longgggg post a day sounds good to me. Heh. And it will be posted every night at midnight. ^-^; YAY It's my boy, Aaron Lewis. Staind rocks!!! Hmm Jen hasn't made her daily post in her journal. . .NO do NOT get the multiple Jens I know confused. Not the. . . *coughs* And not the eleven year old, nah. It's the Jen who has posted in my tagboard once or twice. Awwww. Ok this is a little bobble head dog my mom bought me in Kentucky XD It's kinda cute lol. Hmm Ruki sis means well. . . and she does have a point. I'll think on it. . . But if it does end with me and Ray getting together, hopefully she won't end our friendship over it. . . Blah >< Well it's almost midnight, time to posty. *sighs*

2004-05-04T14:03:00.000-07:00

PHEW! *bows to Google and Lelola* They are the two Internet/Anime KINGS/QUEENS. Without both these sites, I'd have no clue what to tell Tom about Russian names and the names of the Russian Digidestined. Lol. -_- I am quite fond of sites that keep me from looking like a total idiot. . .

2004-05-04T13:32:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAAH HELP Weevil noooooo. His voice kills me x_x; Stupid Yugioh. X3;; Only funny thing about this episode is hearing Ash's voice. Heheheh.

2004-05-04T12:06:00.000-07:00

Gah! Heheheheh, look at the prettiful journal template:

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=10883&action=Preview

That is frickin AWESOME! And. . . it's blue *wink* Dah likes her blue templates, yes yes yes. Heheheheh.

2004-05-04T11:57:00.000-07:00

You are the Aqua Marine Mermaid. You are pure and
brave. Strong and True. Your best freind is
your seahorse, your steed. You have fought many
battles in your own life and in the sea. No
matter what challenge you overcome it.
Congratulations there are very few of you.
Would you rate my quiz for I am brave too?

What kind of mermaid are you? (Gorgeous Pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

i always get that answer. Lol.

2004-05-04T11:38:00.000-07:00

Dad wants to go to dinner and then to Walmart. . . to buy me a lamp shade. . . and get Mom a mother's day card. Ugh. . . Got into a fight with some idiot who's calling me and Lily retarded elves. Well close enough. *ding!*

2004-05-04T10:47:00.000-07:00

Dad's home now lol. and Charlotte's online! And we're having fun in Keno with Lily and Ted *ding!* Now to check tokens.

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 240,825 *buzzer!*

Ah awesome. I gained ten thousand on her. Lol. Two out of three have happened so far though and it's only one PM.

2004-05-04T10:03:00.000-07:00

>< Wah! curse you Young and Restless! Michael started crying over Kevin . . . and I like Michael and seeing him being emotional like that made me cry. Ugh. Now Lily and John are kidding me in Keno for reacting like that. LOL. C'mon, Charlotte, I don't get another ding until you come online. . .! o.O

2004-05-04T09:23:00.000-07:00

Evolution is a misery
Full of BS that everyone sees
WWE makes a fool of history

HHH's last promo's too long
Don't fall asleep on the next one
Steph's bed comes the place to be

I see the clock ticking away
Time for HHH to show up again
Looking back to pass the time
Evolution, Evolution

See my eyes cross
Everything always stays the same
Especially when it comes to the Game
He doesn't know what it means
Nothing's always what Evolution seems
Unfocused, uninterested

Evolution, Four horsemen

We do know what it means

Evolution, Four horsemen

Evolution is a misery
Full of BS that no one sees
WWE makes a fool of history

HHH's last promo's too long
Don't fall asleep on the next one
Steph's bed comes the place to be

I see the clock ticking away
Time for HHH to show up again
Looking back to pass the time
Evolution, Four horsemen

See my eyes glaze over
Evolution Four Horsemen

Heheheh. So Mom went to Grandma's just now (*ding!* as Alex says so often in his wrestling reviews. . .) and I'm home alone right now cause Dad left too.

http://www.411mania.com/wrestling/tvreports/article.php?tvreports_id=1584

HAHAHAHA. Thank YOU. Someone noticed that Gail Kim's music sounds like a foreign version of Victoria's theme, TaTu's All the things she said, AND their name ain't Dah! My Charlotte Mom isn't online *sniffles* . . . Eh I hope she'll be on soon >.<

2004-05-04T00:10:00.000-07:00

Eh well. . .

Thoughts of my day:
It was a decent day. Nothing too great happened.

Good points:
Going through one day without have a stress/spazz attack
Seeing Jericho in his hottttt pants today again mm. . .

Bad points: Ray coming up with the girlfriend thing again -_-;
Charlotte gaining more of a points advantage against me
Being called an asshole, tramp AND a big headed fuk in an hour. XD

Sad point of the day: Crying over the preview commercial for Y&R
Realizing I truly have no one to be interested in now

Things to expect tomorrow:
. . .? Finding more of a points different between me and Charlotte
Getting cussed out again in some aspect of the word
Chatting with Ruki
Chatting with Jen somehow.
Having fun in Keno with Charlotte and maybe Lily and John.
Mom spending the day at Grandma's

2004-05-03T23:57:00.000-07:00

Agenda: Stay single for awhile. Focus on yourself. Make yourself happy for awhile.

Heheheh. Yeah. . . We'll see. I don't need a guy. And I'm not exactly ready to put my heart out again. Especially after tonight. Ok Ruki was right. Lily was right. Heh. -_-;

2004-05-03T23:48:00.000-07:00

Respect is a crazy thing. There are some people in life you meet and just hate. There are some you meet, hate, and yet still respect them. There are some you like but don't respect. Then there are those you meet, love and respect.

Then there are people you've NEVER met. . . IE, Celebrities. You don't know how they act in real life. All you know is you like them and respect them for what they are famous for. I respect Aaron Lewis. He writes music that I relate to. True, down to earth, human stuff. To do with pain. . .happiness. . . The lyrics mean more even though he has a bad singing voice IMO. Aaron is awesome. Staind is awesome. Heheh.

Oh and Godsmack for Metallica is confirmed. And wrestling was some funny crap tonight. HBK mooned us! AAH! And I'm in a better mood. Heh.

2004-05-03T22:36:00.000-07:00

I'm sorta depressed. Ray was saying he was gonna miss people from school. . . when he graduated. . . then went on to say he still hadn't been kissed in real life. . . so I tried cheering him up. . .

TaDahmonQM: So. . . do online kisses help with the missing of IRL kisses? o.O
Jedi Knight CC16: Sure.
TaDahmonQM: Ok *kiss*
TaDahmonQM: o.o
Jedi Knight CC16: :-p *kiss back*
TaDahmonQM: ^^;
Jedi Knight CC16: ^_^
Jedi Knight CC16: Hopefully i'll have a girlfriend someday
TaDahmonQM: o.O Uh-huh

. . . men suck. And that was a slap in the face. *mutter* Can I kick someone? He did say he might be online some during college, but eh . . . I won't care by that point if he keeps saying stuff like that. . .

2004-05-03T15:20:00.000-07:00

http://www2.expecto-patronum.net/gelb/rockstar.htm

XD Scary

2004-05-03T15:06:00.000-07:00

I just totally ruined my appetite for dinner by eating more of my Easter bunny. . . *twitches* But it's yummy. . . And supper is spaghetti so i'll eat it. Heh. And MK keeps showing me these ODD pictures of the cast of Harry Potter. . . lol

2004-05-03T14:53:00.000-07:00

Alright let's see. Book report material. Uh. YAY I AM IN LUCK, Lord of the Rings is on the list of books I can write reports on. Hmm so counting the Hobbit, I have books to write reports on NEXT year too. Woot.

2004-05-03T14:36:00.000-07:00

I think I'm just gonna take a break on DOOL till I can finish my book reports, then Mom'll stop bugging me like an idiot. O.o Ugh. It'll be two months between chapters then. . . -_-;

2004-05-03T14:34:00.000-07:00

That's nuts. Jen and I are so similar. I mean seriously. She like is taking the same road I am except that she's doing risky stuff while I'm still doing the same old same old. Lol. She decided to stop being bitter the same time I did, actually. Hmm.

2004-05-03T14:16:00.000-07:00

Lol heheheheheh I was sorta feeling low but then GJG totally cheered me up. I dunno, it was just kinda funny that he was calling me a tramp. =/ Most would get mad at that but it was mainly a joke post.

2004-05-03T14:12:00.000-07:00

You are a Fairy as small and sweet you are very
protective of yourself and where you live. You
are smart and sometimes stubborn. This a
beautiful creature to be and you are very
lucky.

What type of magical creature are you?
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completly innocent (goody 2 shoes!)

How Nasty Minded Are You? (girlies only)
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I love taking pointless quizzes!

ur life iz a lot of shite just like mine join the
club!

does ur life suck???????
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XD

you're as lame as dirt you waste space in
cyberspace on junk.

How lame are you
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. . . Lol Wow people are just being so nice to me today in chat rooms and other places -_-; Well screw 'em all.

Your family may be a bit messed up,but in different
ways than mine.

Is Your Family More Screwed Up Than Mine?
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Eh. . . o.O

2004-05-03T11:52:00.000-07:00

*sniffles* Wow I'm weak. I just saw that preview commercial where Michael begs Kevin not to die and it made me cry a little. Dang you, Young and Restless. What'll I do when I actually watch the episode? O.o Sob my eyes out prolly. -_-;

2004-05-03T11:35:00.000-07:00

All of my Neopets are starving. . . and the new Lupe scares me. . . Lol I ain't shown Neopets pictures in, well, months.

2004-05-03T11:13:00.000-07:00

Ray said that while he was gone. . . he thought about me daily. . . and I thought about him a lot too. . . but, when/if I decide to get back with him, I'm going to tell him I need him to get online sometimes. Even when he goes to college. Even if it's just five or ten minutes. I'm not gonna let him leave me this time. If he does, though, uhh, well. *shrugs* Ya know maybe I could even find someone during driving class this year. Lol. . . I dunno.

2004-05-03T10:53:00.000-07:00

Sixth Pokemon movie heading to home video
Posted on 05.01.2004 at 06:18:16

Anime news: It'll still probably make more money than the Alamo!

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Buena Vista will be releasing the latest installment to Pokemon on dvd on June 1. Extras for Jirachi: Wishmaker include a short, a music video, artwork, and a message from the director.

Gah another DVD. Well it should be interesting I suppose.

2004-05-03T10:40:00.000-07:00

Lol Lily just made me give her ten reasons why I'd wanna get back with Ray. Yeesh these people. Lol.

2004-05-03T10:32:00.000-07:00

Lol lily asked me if Mom wanted to put me into computer class to make me a nerd. My thoughts? I already am, no computer class is gonna do nothing there X3 Then Charlotte said I'd use it to get more sneaky, LOL. I told her, I'd take the class if there was a way to learn how to hack in it. Then I could hack Pogo and play with tokens and beat her. Yeah I'm lame. Heheheh.

2004-05-03T10:14:00.000-07:00

I Can't Stand It I Know You Planned It
But I'm Gonna Set It Straight, This Watergate
I Can't Stand Rocking When I'm In Here
Because Your Crystal Ball Ain't So Crystal Clear
So While You Sit Back and Wonder Why
I Got This ****ing Thorn In My Side
Oh My, It's A Mirage
I'm Tellin' Y'all It's a Sabotage

So Listen Up 'Cause You Can't Say Nothin'
You'll Shut Me Down With A Push Of Your Button?
But I'm Out And I'm Gone
I'll Tell You Now I Keep It On And On

'Cause What You See You Might Not Get
And We Can Bet So Don't You Get Souped Yet
You're Scheming On A Thing That's A Mirage
I'm Trying To Tell You Now It's Sabotage
Why; Our Backs Are Now Against The Wall
Listen All Of Y'all It's A Sabotage

I Can't Stand It, I Know You Planned It
But I'm Gonna Set It Straight This Watergate
I Can't Stand Rockin' When I'm In This Place
Because I Feel Disgrace Because You're All In My Face
But Make No Mistakes And Switch Up My Channel
I'm Buddy Rich When I Fly Off The Handle
What Could It Be, It's A Miracle
You're Scheming On A Thing; That's Sabotage

Lol. Mom be my sabotage today. Dang it. >.< Now she said as a joke she's gonna put me in a computer class. What a baka. . . ugh.

2004-05-03T10:11:00.000-07:00

It's like May. I'm a procrastinator. We have a month to finish two typing things and five book reports. The dumb woman should stop pushing me. As if she does a lot of work. (Which she DOESN'T.) Ugh DOOL will never get finished at this rate. . .

2004-05-03T10:05:00.000-07:00

Eh I made the journal public again. Dunno why. But if people can find it through Google, why keep it private? Lol. . .

2004-05-03T09:48:00.000-07:00

http://www.veritaserum.com/media/2004/05/01/snltranscript.shtml

. . . I guess *I* should start watching Saturday Night Live. LOL. OMG. The parents got to see this and didn't even tell me about it >< Hermione *snicker* I should show MK that. Heheheh

2004-05-03T09:31:00.000-07:00

Ugh now the dang Mom is bugging me to do typing later. . . >< I don't wannnna. . . Ugh. Stupid waste of time crap. . . I swear I will never do another class that that woman thinks I should. It's not like I type that way now so why should I take that class, huh?

2004-05-03T09:06:00.000-07:00

Message boards going slowwwwwww. . . Time to see Kevin almost die. . . -_-; I actually kinda like Kevin. . . He's messed up but I don't want him to dieeee XP Spare him, Young and Restless, spare him! Please? XD

2004-05-03T08:53:00.000-07:00

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 250,210

WTH? She HAS gained almost twenty thousand. AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

2004-05-03T08:46:00.000-07:00

Eh, yikes. I slept from 12:30 AM. . . to 10:30. I feel better for it too. I think I was sorta sleep deprived, IE all the naps I'd take. Charlotte was in slots again and she's gained twenty thousand since I last saw her. -_-; I feel lighter. . . Ahh Sunny and I are playing with the Yahoo Audible things. Heh. *yawns* Hmm. I can't wait till wrestling tonight. Heheheh. And next Saturday, so Ray and I can watch anime together again. ^^;

2004-05-02T22:04:00.000-07:00

I'm going to bed. Heh. Yawn. I wanna watch Spiderman and stuff. Now that things have changed, I can get more sleep. . . Lol. o.O; anyway. . . I'm already on chapter twenty seven of Nina's fic, yay. ^-^

2004-05-02T21:31:00.000-07:00

eh this has not been the greatest day. Dad said he thinks i'm on my time of the month. . . Ahem. Well I feel like I am. I need to stop thinking about things and let bygones be bygones. . . I'm in a different area in my life heh. Like Ruki said, just forget the past stress. . . Heh really move on this time. Ugh can I do that though? Hmm yes. . . I guess I can. Mom said, with moving on, you can do whatever you want. . . Cut ties with people and stuff. And I don't want to go that far. But uh yeah. Anyway. . .

2004-05-02T20:43:00.000-07:00

Stupid Avid was bugging me to go to college. . . then was really stupid about me getting a job on just a home school, high school education so I got ticked again and finally used that block button again. And this time it's gonna stick. I feel bad for using it earlier but he deserved it. I don't want to hear crap about my decisions. And Ruki better return soon. . .

2004-05-02T20:26:00.000-07:00

Ugh. I went on an extended brb and Ray left before I could return. . . Stupid talking with parents about things. Let's see. Yeah uh. . . ugh.

2004-05-02T20:13:00.000-07:00

Ugh I feel stupid, lame and childish. But like Charlotte said. . . if things aren't resolved, that's ok. I owe people nothing. >< I'm allowed little temper stuff sometimes. . . I hate when it happens though. Eh. . . Anyway. . . Back to talking to Ray. . . Even if it doesn't work out, I can enjoy it while it lasts.

2004-05-02T17:15:00.000-07:00

mm. Well ain't this odd. Ah well. I don't care. . . Uh. ROFL. I have 7777 posts at EZboard. . . Yeah random observation. Ugh. Yay sis is on. Well guess i'll just go read more of Nina's fic. . . Maybe Ruki'll clear this up. . . or maybe not. . . ehhhh. . . we'll see.

2004-05-02T16:10:00.000-07:00

Points needed to beat Charlotte: 230,408

Woohooooooo

2004-05-02T13:45:00.000-07:00

*rocks back and forth* I'm lonely. And bored. My Charlotte-mom and Nejo-sis ain't on. Ray ain't on. Even Tent ain't on. Geez, I think i'd settle for Hirika right now, just to know I'm not invisible. Heh. La. . . -_-;

Oh. I wrote a little of DOOL. I introduced Stoney's character and Digimon. Heh. . . I need to work on it some more though. ><

2004-05-02T12:15:00.000-07:00

This is sooooooooooo screwed up. I'm blocked from Turbo cause apparently EA tried hacking into my computer. O.o; I don't think it's correct. Now I'm stuck playing Keno for another thirty minutes or so. -_-; Robby wanted me to go to wrestling with him tonight. . . but it was cold and is rainy and I just don't wanna. I wanna catch Ray tonight. Lol.

2004-05-02T08:15:00.000-07:00

Oh this is nuts. We buy club Pogo last night and now all the games are down for maintenance. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Someone said it'd prolly be thirty minutes so I'm gonna wait till like 11 and try again. >< And I'm tired. Staying up till 4 two days in a row just ain't good though last night was pretty cool. Heh. . . I'm just glad things worked out for Sin. She was worrying me. . .

2004-05-01T23:53:00.000-07:00

Jedi Knight CC16: Mom wants me to take someone to that dance after graduation...
TaDahmonQM: :o
Jedi Knight CC16: :p
Jedi Knight CC16: Yah
TaDahmonQM: Lol
Jedi Knight CC16: Made sure I got that emoticon in ^_^;;
TaDahmonQM: ^^;
TaDahmonQM: Who would ya take?
Jedi Knight CC16: Umm...
Jedi Knight CC16: I would probably pick the neighbor
Jedi Knight CC16: She's the same age as me.
Jedi Knight CC16: But you know, just a friend thing.
TaDahmonQM: Ooh
TaDahmonQM: yeah

Interesting that he'd wanna confirm just a friend *winks* I admit when he told Tent he thought he had a crush on some girl at his school a month or so ago, I did feel some jealousy. Heh.

2004-05-01T23:11:00.000-07:00

Ugh that's so maddening. Trillian says Ray signed in while I was eating dinner. . . and I missed him. -_-; If I had checked the list before I had gone to nap, I mighta caught him. Ugh. And he was on while I was taking my bath?! Wth. . .? Ugh. *smacks self*

2004-05-01T22:58:00.000-07:00

jeremy says:
hey
Dah, GS no Himeko says:
Hey
Dah, GS no Himeko says:
Whoa what timing I was about to sign out cause I had no one to talk to lol
jeremy says:
ya just got home
jeremy says:
do u like me
Dah, GS no Himeko says:
Out clubbing?
jeremy says:
ya
Dah, GS no Himeko says:
Um like you how?
Dah, GS no Himeko says:
o.O
Dah, GS no Himeko says:
As a friend?
jeremy says:
same here
Dah, GS no Himeko says:
Ok
jeremy says:
bye bye now
Dah, GS no Himeko says:
Bye

Wth was that. . .? Lol he was obviously drunk.

2004-05-01T21:57:00.000-07:00

'I want you to be happy. I want you to laugh a lot. I don't know what I'll be able to do for you. . .but I'll be by your side. . .'

Yeah. I just watched that episode of Inuyasha that seems to identify with me. . . The one where Kagome realizes she loves Inu even when she thinks he wants to stay with Kikiyo. Charlotte told me to turn it off, cause it hits too close to home, but it's too. . . similar. . . I AM Kagome in a way. . . Ray hasn't been on tonight. . . Bah. . .

2004-05-01T19:01:00.000-07:00

*I follow Charlotte into Turbo*

Me: *blink*
Charlotte: *blinks back*
Me: Lol
Charlotte: geesh went into keno..had to make sure I was in the right room
Me: Lol retreat bells rang, huh?
Charlotte: lil voices were saying runnnnnnnnn run like hell
Charlotte: lmao
Me: ROFL

I guessed as much. Lol

2004-05-01T18:54:00.000-07:00

Lol this has been odd. MK just messaged me and he was the first to do so since charlotte left at 5:30. I rarely go three hours without a message lol. It's been kinda relaxing. ^^;